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toward the lunchroom and then came back again. Connie saw coming

down the line a number of men, her own supervisor and some others in

shirtsleeves, and three or four men grim-faced in overcoats and hats

whom she had seen roving through the plant lately asking questions

and making notes. They stopped at each station and said a few words

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to the workers and went on. The man next down from Connie listened

and then tossed his cigarette to the floor and ground it with his heel in

disgust.

“The plant’s closing, sweetheart,” said the man who reached her

first. She could see that a badge was clipped to his lapel beneath the

overcoat. “Everybody’s going to be let go. Pack your gear and go down

to payroll for severance.”

She had no gear. He had moved on before she could speak. The

union man, looking harried and put-upon—his wiry hair springing in

exasperation from his temples—gave her a numbered chit and told her

to hand it in with her time card. Connie opened her mouth to speak.

“Bankruptcy,” said the union man. “Receivership. The jig’s up. Go

home. Apply tomorrow at the union office for unemployment compen-

sation forms.” One of the other men took his arm and drew him along.

Workers were leaving their places and falling in behind them. The

union man began walking backward like an usher at the movies, trying

to answer questions. Connie could hear the big thuds of electric motors

being shut down.

She followed the crowd. She thought it was a good thing that the

union steward stood between the workers and the officers and manag-

ers who strode forward carrying their news; some of the people were

angry and shouting, women were crying; some seemed unsurprised,

they’d known it all along, mismanagement, big shots, profiteers. It felt

like a march, a protest. At the juncture where you turned off to the

cafeteria and the coatrooms and the exit, the crowd parted, some to go

out and others, querulous or angry, still in pursuit of the closed-faced

officers.

Connie turned back against the traffic.

She went, begging pardon, through the people and back down the

now near-empty factory. A glimmer of dust that seemed to have been

stirred up by the upheaval stood in the haloes of the big overhead lights.

Connie went down the stairs and along the passage to the Number 3

building, where she had first been examined and tested. Once there—

after a wrong turn into a wing of offices where more harried people

were emptying file drawers and piling up folders, who looked up in

suspicion to see her—she found the yellow line painted on the floor

and followed it back toward the intake rooms. At first there seemed no

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one there at all, the nurse’s station closed and the X-ray machine

hooded in black, but in the room where tests were given she found the

gray man in the gray cloth coat who had administered the Manual

Dexterity and Visual Acuity Test. He was sitting on a table, a coffee

mug beside him, swinging his legs like a child.

“Hello,” she said.

He looked up, weary, maybe sad. She suddenly felt sorry for him.

“I wonder,” she said. “If I could get back my test.”

He said nothing; lifting his eyebrows seemed all he had the strength

to do.

“I took a test when I came here. A month ago, or really five weeks.

I . . . You said I did well. Visual Acuity. My name is Constance

Wrobleski. I would like to have that test. Or a copy if you have one.”

He seemed to remember, or maybe not, but he let himself down

gingerly off the table—his socks fallen around his white ankles were

dispiriting—and motioning to Connie to follow him he went back the

way Connie had come. She wanted to say something, that she was

sorry about the plant and the Bull, and would it be opening again later,

and what would become of him now, but all these seemed like the

wrong thing. At a turning he led her into those offices where she had

earlier found herself by mistake. Now a woman had lowered her head

onto her desk and apparently was weeping; no one paid attention to

her, only kept on with what they were doing, which seemed at once

pointless and urgent to Connie.

The man she followed was oblivious to all this, only went on stooped

and purposeful as though this were a day like any other, moving along

a rank of tall filing cabinets until he found the drawer he wanted;

clicked its catch and slid it open on its greased tracks; fingered through

the papers within, by their upstanding tabs; stopped, went back a few,

and pulled out a paper, which he looked at up and down to make sure

it was what he thought it was. It was a plain white form with the name

of the test on it and her name and employee number. It listed the tests

she’d taken, with a blue check next to each, and at the bottom a row of

boxes to check, labeled Below Normal, Normal, Above Normal, Supe-

rior. Hers was checked in the Superior box.

“All yours,” he said.

“You sure you don’t need it?” she asked.

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He laughed gently. “I certainly don’t,” he said. “You take that and

go on. Find something else. You can help. You ought to.”

It was after two by the time Connie got off one of the crowded buses

that were carrying away all the laid-off Bull workers. She’d been given

ten days’ severance pay but she hadn’t worked long enough to get any

unemployment compensation; there was, she was told, always welfare.

The no-strike agreement the unions had all made with the government

meant they wouldn’t or couldn’t stand up for the workers and get any

better deal; things just had to go on as fast as they could, everybody

dispersed to look for work elsewhere. Maybe the Bull works would be

reorganized and reopen, maybe not, but you couldn’t wait.

When she got to her building she realized that at this hour Mrs.

Freundlich wouldn’t be waiting for her with Adolph; she pressed the

electric doorbell, but it didn’t seem to be working, and she opened the

door and went up. Just as she reached the apartment door it was flung

open, Mrs. Freundlich red-faced and with an expression Connie

couldn’t name, shock or fear or guilt or.

“I’m off early,” Connie said. She didn’t feel like explaining. “I’ll

take Adolph now, all right?”

The woman glanced behind herself, as though she’d heard some-

thing that way. And back at Connie.

“You’ll get the whole day’s pay,” Connie said.

Mrs. Freundlich turned from the door and marched away with a

heavy tread that Connie realized she’d often heard without knowing

what it was. She followed, across the worn Turkey carpet and the hulk-

ing mahogany table and sideboard—who brought such stuff into an

apartment?—and into a bedroom. Adolph wasn’t there, but on the

steam radiator a pair of his pants was laid to dry.

“Oh dear,” said Connie. “Oh no.”

Without a word—she hadn’t spoken one yet—Mrs. Freundlich

opened the closet door. At first Connie couldn’t see into the dark space,

or was so unready for what was in there that she misread it. Adolph.

Adolph had been put there, in the dark, amid the old lady’s coats and

dresses and shoes, on a little stool, and shut in. He looked like a culprit,

eyes wide, holding his hands together as he did when he was frightened.

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“Wouldn’t mind,” said Mrs. Freundlich. “I warned him. Warned