“You are drunk.”
“Why do you think I was trying to make coffee?”
I sighed, wondering if Breanne knew this about my ex. Matteo Allegro could calmly hike through a Costa Rican mud slide or fearlessly fight his way out of a Bangkok bar brawl, but when it came to handling the minor curveballs of domestic living, he often needed a flotation device.
Well, at least this time he turned to a 2003 Château Bela instead of a line of Bolivian marching powder. For that, I have to give him credit.
“Okay, Matt, okay. Let’s go back downstairs and get you some coffee.” I moved to walk around him, but he caught my arm.
“I am sorry, Clare, about messing up your date. I really did figure you’d be at Quinn’s place. Will you forgive me?”
I took a deep breath and let it out. It wasn’t easy to let go of my righteous anger, but I did owe Matt. The cast alone was a reminder of what he’d gone through for me.
“Yes, Matt. I forgive you. All right? Let’s move on…”
“Okay,” Matt agreed, but his left hand failed to release my upper arm. The heat of his fingers penetrated the sleeve of my sheer blouse. His eyes met mine, and he leaned closer.
I leaned back. “Matt…that’s not moving on.”
“Just one kiss? I’ve been so lonely.”
“Oh, please.”
“One kiss. What’s the big deal? It’ll only take a second. Humor me…”
“You’re really trying my patience tonight. You know that?”
“I just want to know that you really forgive me. One kiss. Then we can move on.”
“And you’ll grow up?”
Matt smiled and nodded. “Close your eyes.”
With an irritated sigh, I gave in. Standing stiff and still, I closed my eyes. Matt leaned close again and brushed my lips. I figured that was it. We were done. But before I could open my eyes again, his arm was snaking around me, pressing our bodies together, trying to intensify the connection.
“I knew it! I knew I couldn’t trust you!”
“You miss me, too, honey. I can feel how much. Your body’s humming with it—”
“Your ego’s working overtime! Mike Quinn’s the one who left me humming.”
“Is that right? Well, if he left you humming, then he’s not here to close the deal, is he?”
My jaw clenched.
“Admit it, Clare. The cop’s a hard case, and you miss having fun.” Matt’s voice dropped an octave. “So have a little fun with me tonight. What’s so wrong with that?”
“Plenty. You want an alphabetized list?”
He moved to kiss me again; I stiff-armed him. Then I turned and marched out of the bedroom in my stockinged feet. Matt followed me down the stairs but not into the kitchen. He stood, leaning one broad shoulder against the doorway. For long, contemplative minutes, he watched me brew him a fresh pot of coffee in our drip maker.
As I poured him a large, black cup, he moved into the kitchen and began struggling out of his leather jacket. I helped him get the folded-up sleeve over his cast. Then I hung the expensive garment on the back of his chair for him.
“Sit,” I commanded. “Drink.”
He did. I poured him a second cup and gave him two aspirin.
“Thanks,” he murmured.
“You’re welcome.”
“So…” he said, his mind obviously becoming clearer. “You really like the cop?”
“It’s more than like, Matt.”
He rubbed his eyes and sighed. “I figured by now you would have gotten him out of your system, but I can see you need more time.” He shrugged. “So have your fling. Just don’t give up on us, Clare…not yet…”
I closed my eyes. “Please, Matt. It’s late. You’ve had too much to drink. I’ve had too much…frustration.”
I opened my eyes to find Matt leering at me. One dark eyebrow arched. “So my kiss did affect you.”
Before I could find another shoe, the phone rang.
“Saved by the bell,” I told him, picking up the extension. “Hello?”
“Mom! Thank God!”
“Joy? What’s wrong?”
Matt was on his feet before I spoke another syllable. “What’s the matter with Joy?”
“It’s Vinny!” Joy cried from the other end of the line.
“Vinny?” I repeated.
“Who’s Vinny?” Matt demanded, breathing down my neck.
“Vincent Buccelli,” I quickly whispered, covering the mouthpiece. “He’s Joy’s friend from culinary school. They’re interning together at Solange this year.”
“Mom? I don’t know what to do!”
“Slow down, honey. Where are you?”
“I came out to Queens after work, to check on Vinny, see how he was doing.”
“You told me he called in sick today.”
“I found him on the floor, Mom.” Joy began to sob. “And there’s blood, so much blood!”
“Blood!” I repeated.
“Blood!” Matt shouted.
“Mom, I can’t believe it, but I think Vinny’s dead!”
Six
Our yellow taxi rolled down a dim stretch of paved avenue that ran under the elevated tracks of the Number 7 line. At one in the morning, not even the flashing red beacons of the police and FDNY vehicles could penetrate the cold shadows beneath the subway’s rusty girders.
The three-story apartment house where Vincent Buccelli lived sat between an Irish pub that advertised the best hamburgers in New York City (according to the Daily News), and a Sherwin-Williams paint store, now shuttered with a steel mesh gate. The area was a typical working-class neighborhood of Queens, filled with immigrants from an array of countries: Korea, Ireland, India, Ecuador, Colombia, and dozens of others.
Tonight, the front door of the redbrick house was open, spilling yellow light from a gold ceiling fixture in the hallway. The building had white-trimmed windows and a short set of concrete steps that led to a roofless front porch. That’s where the cop was standing, a big Irish-faced officer in his thirties. He wore a dark blue uniform and a bored expression as he guarded the building’s entrance. Younger, smaller cops were patrolling the sidewalk, keeping a curious crowd of pub crawlers behind yellow crime-scene tape that had been stretched across the pavement.
“Looks like the national doughnut convention’s in full swing,” Matt muttered next to me in the cab’s backseat.
I tensed. The last thing I needed was for my authority-loathing ex to start a fight with the investigating officers, which could land us all downtown, or crosstown, or wherever the local precinct house was in this part of Queens. As Matt fumbled for his wallet with his good arm, I gripped his shoulder.
“Joy’s not a suspect,” I said. “There’s no reason to get upset.”
“Not yet,” Matt replied, thrusting a fistful of cash at the Pakistani driver.
Matt had sobered up fast the moment Joy had called for help. Knowing we’d be dealing with outer-boroughs cops, he’d grabbed an old Yankees sweatshirt from his bedroom closet. He ripped the bottom of one sleeve to accommodate his cast and—suddenly no longer needing my help—forcibly tugged it over his expensive cashmere sweater.
I’d found my brown pumps, pulled an older parka over my sheer blouse and tight skirt, and we were off, leaving Matt’s cover-model leather jacket back where it belonged, in a multimillion-dollar West Village town house.
Now I swung open the cab’s door, and the November chill struck me like a hammer. It felt much colder in the borough of Queens. This wasn’t my imagination. Frigid wind blasts flowed down from Canada and across New York’s waterways, but the buildings were lower in the outer boroughs. Manhattan’s moneyed skyscrapers couldn’t shield you the same way here.
By the time I’d climbed out of the backseat, Matt’s muscular form was already barreling toward the yellow tape. Two cops near the flimsy barrier saw him approach and tensed. Both officers were so young they had to be rookies, and both were at least a head shorter than Matt.