“I don’t need or want anything,” she said. “Although, you’ve taken my sister as your vala, and Omar has taken my little friend as well.” She jerked her head toward Wren beside her. “So I suppose I’d just like to stay here. Maybe your seal-hunters and I could learn a thing or two from each other.”
“Done,” Halfdan said with a weary grin. “And more besides. Feasts and silvers and furs and whatever else I can heap on you, will be heaped on you.”
Freya managed a tired smile of her own, and nodded. “I suppose there are worse fates than that.”
Epilogue: Exile
The iron door of Rekavik slammed shut behind them. Thora glanced back once at the high south wall, at the lone guard at the top who was staring back down at her. And she set out.
“Where the devil do you think you’re going?” Leif asked as he started after her. “There’s nothing around her for leagues. Everyone’s dead or missing. The only people around here are in the city. We’ll never find any food out here, not in the middle of winter.”
Thora marched on. She headed west and stayed within sight of the sea, not straying south toward the snowy hills.
Leif followed, his entire gait a bit off balance for the lack of his arm. “You could have defended yourself, you know. You could have argued with Halfdan. He didn’t have any real charges against you, no evidence. You could have stayed if you really wanted to,” he said.
“I didn’t want to,” she said. “I don’t want to be here anymore, so there was no point in arguing.”
“No point?” He jogged up beside her. “Well, where the hell do you want to be? And don’t tell me you’re so in love with me that you just couldn’t stand to be apart, that you just had to follow me into exile, because I couldn’t stomach the sentiment.”
“I don’t love you, Leif, I never did,” she said quietly. “And I’m not following you into exile. You’re following me.”
The youth swept his long black hair back from his face. “And where exactly are we going? I don’t suppose you know of some mystic troll tunnel that will take us to Alba?”
“No. But I do know where we can find a boat that will take us to Alba.”
“What? Where? I thought all the old longships had rotted away or been burned as firewood.”
“They were. This isn’t a longship. It’s the steel ship that Riuza was building when she was supposed to be building the drill. Skadi kept the ship. She hid it.”
“Skadi kept the ship?” Leif grinned. “Clever old cow. She never told me about it.”
“There were lots of things she and I never told you about.” Thora paused on a bare flat rock and looked back at the distant walls of Rekavik. “I was the person that Omar saw meeting with Magnus two nights ago.”
Leif’s eyes flew wide and he lunged at her, his hand reaching for her throat. “You miserable bitch!”
She stepped aside and shoved his limbless shoulder, sending him stumbling through the snow. From inside her sleeve she drew a long, thin dagger of white bone. “I loved Magnus. I still love Magnus. He was strong and kind and beautiful, and he loved me. And when I heard that Fenrir had killed him, I wanted to kill myself. Of course, I learned soon enough that you were the one who led my prince out there to be slaughtered so Skadi could take the throne unchallenged.”
Thora shivered as the winter wind threw her long brown hair around her face. “I was planning to kill you both when I discovered that Magnus was still alive. He came to me one night when I was walking along the wall, and the sight of him nearly stopped my heart, he was so huge and hideous. But he spoke to me, and I knew it was him. So I stayed in the city, serving Skadi, hoping to find a cure for him. And when Freya came back with Ivar’s head, I had to tell Magnus. He deserved to know what had happened to his father.”
“You snake!” He hurled a fist of snow and pebbles at her.
Thora let them thump harmlessly on her heavy black cloak. “I wouldn’t expect you to understand real loyalty. Or real love.”
He laughed. “I loved you well enough.” He curled his tongue through the air in a beckoning lick.
She smiled strangely. “Not as well as you think. I loved Magnus, but as long as I couldn’t have him, I was willing to settle for you. It amused me to play with one of Skadi’s toys, simply because it shamed her. But it was never about you, Leif. I never saw you. It was always Magnus. Why else did you think I kept you on your knees?”
He threw up his hand. “And now?”
“Now Magnus is dead, and there’s nothing here for me anymore. So I’ll go to Alba, or wherever else the sea takes me.” She started walking again.
“What about me?”
“You can come, too. I suppose I can always use another pair of eyes or a spare hand. I have no illusions about how hard it will be to survive on the sea, or in Alba, or wherever we go,” she said over her shoulder. “But if you ever touch me again, Leif, I will kill you.”