We dont need to kill them, I pointed out reasonably. As you said, they are only human, and there are only two.
That we know of, he said.
We dont know anything about them, I told him. We arent even certain that the two men in Kyles living room have anything to do with the people who took the pack.
Stefan raised an eyebrowhe was right. Who else would they be?
We dont know who is backing them or what their endgame is, I continued doggedly. We dont even know if Kyle is there. What Ido know is that we cant go in to kill.
Stefan frowned at me.I forget that you are too young to remember the lessons of Vietnam. Go in to win, Mercy, or do not go in at all. How many people are out here who could help Adam?
Us, I said wretchedly, then added, Maybe Ariana, though she was pretty freaked-out when we left. I knew what he was saying. I did.
By that logic, we should leave Kyle to his fate. But I wasnt just Adams wife, I was his mate. That made me second in rankand that meant I had to protect the pack. It meant that I especially had to protect the weakest members first. We had already lost Peter. Kyle needed to be protectedand we could do it without killing everyone.
These people have taken down an entire pack of werewolves, Mercy, Stefan said coolly. We cannot afford to take risks, or we might throw away the game trying to find out what they have done with Kyle. He lost the distant-vampire thing when he said Kyles name. Stefan liked Kyle, who was snarky and happy to argue tactics inScooby-Doo episodes as if defending a doctoral thesis.If they are waiting at Kyles, whom do you think they want? The only people important to Adam they dont have are you, Ben, and Jesse. And there is this: if they see me, if they understand what I am and do not die before they can tell their superiors over their communication devices, then wewill lose more than just Kyle this night.
People dont know about the vampires. Oh, they know the storiesBram Stoker and all his ilk made good use of the old legends. But they think they are just stories. The problem, for the vampire, is that now that the fae and the werewolves have admitted what they are, people are ready to believe that the old stories might be true. If Stefan was the vampire who gave those legends new life, Marsilia would kill him. I understood why he thought killing the enemy was the best way.
Part of me even agreed with him about killing them all. These people had killed Peter and taken Adam and put my world into danger.
Kyle is human, and they were not worried about leaving Peter dead, Stefan said, saying what I didnt want to hear. Kyle is less valuable than Peter was. He only matters to you and Warren. Adam would not kill someone, risk the werewolves standing in the human world, for Kyle. A hostageis a lot more work than a dead body, Mercy. There is a real chance Kyle is already dead. If you arent willing to killyou need to leave them alone.
If Kyle is deadand didnt that suck to saywe still need to know it. I dont think he is; I think Id feel it through the pack bonds because Warren is as mated to him as Honey was to Peter. That thought steadied me. Id felt Honeys griefstill did, for that matter.
We are going in after Kyleand, Stefan, we cant leave a pile of bodies behind. We can hide your part in this. Ill tell everyone that you are a weird kind of werewolf if I have to. But people know about Kyle and Warren. Warren doesnt advertise what he is, but it will come out because he doesnt hide it, either. The bad guyswhoever they arewant Adam to kill an important man in a public way, so that the werewolves are blamed. I have the distinct impression that the last part is as important as the first. If we leave piles of dead bodies in our wake, well be accomplishingat least half of what the people who started this want. I sucked in a breath. I do not enjoy helping my enemies.
Stefan frowned at me. He could just go in and kill them all, regardless of what I said. But his name was the Soldiernot the Killer or the Commander. (Yes, those are real vampires. Im told that were lucky they dont live anywhere near here.) Stefan had ceded me leadership because this was my problem.
So I was in charge, but I wasnt dumb enough to think that made me competentI needed Stefan for that. Fine. I wouldnt authorize killing them all, but there should be other options.
Could we go in quietly to check and see if we can find Kyle? I asked. I might be able to scent him from outside. If hes not here, we can leave them waiting for no one. If he is there, maybe we can get him out without killing people.
He shook his head.Mercy. They have already proved themselves capable of taking a werewolf pack. Kill them or leave.
I glanced down at Ben; he was in no shape for battle. The danger wasnt just that his wound would slow him, and they could hurt him more easily, though that was part of it. If Ben killed tonight, wounded and shaken by Peters death, he could lose control of his wolf and never regain it.
We might be under attack by the government, I told Stefan. We cant afford to lose the moral high ground. As long as we dont do any harm, the public will support us and force the government to back down. Were not going in to kill everyone in sight.
You are welcome to leave, if youd like, I said grimly, stripping my shirt off with my bra. He wouldnt abandon Kyle, I knew it. I was mad at him because I wanted to let him dictate our plan of attack, but I couldnt because I knew I was right. I kicked off my shoes. We were talking toomuch, and it was time to move. Im not leaving Kyle to rot when I might be able to do something for him. Im going to look for Kyle. When I find him, Ill do whatever it takes to get him out. I will try to leave as few bodies behind as I can manage.
If we fail, Adam is the one who loses, Stefan said.
Kyle is pack, I explained. He is vulnerable. Adam is Alpha and strong. So we need to make sure Kyle is safe first because thats what pack does, Stefan. The strong protect the weak.
Stefans face froze. He hadnt been able to protect his menagerie, hadnt realized that he needed to protect them from Marsilia, the woman hed given his loyalty.
I hadnt meant to hurt him.
I jerked down my jeans and underwear so I was naked on the dark sidewalk. Anyone looking out their window or driving by would get a show. I didnt care. Being a shapeshifter had gotten me over modesty by the time I was old enough to know what the word meant.
That didnt mean I was comfortable running around naked in front of everyone I knew. Once upon a time, Stefan had kind of had a thing for me. Not so much in love, but interested in that direction. I usually avoided being naked in front of him just like you dont hold out a slab of meat in front of a lion while planning on keeping the food to yourself.
We have an opportunity to save Kyle. A chance you did not have when Marsilia took your people. I told him. Will you help me?
I changed to coyote without waiting for a reply and shook the change off my fur. Stefan gave an odd laugh, not happy or humorousbut it sounded like him this time and not the vampire Stefan, so it was all right. Then he picked up my clothes and tossed them into the car, his motion smooth and almost human. He hesitated with his head in the car.
My gun was under the front seat. I almost changed back to let him know, but decided not to. I couldnt carry it, and I was the only one who would be more dangerous with a gun in my hand tonight.
Blood and humans and sweat and
Stefan stood up and shut the back door. Mercy, you let me talk to Marsilia about this before you return her car.
I gave him a brief nod and trotted toward Kyles house. Ben was on three legs, but he had no trouble keeping up. Stefan brought up the rear.
The guy next door to Kyle had died a while ago and the house was still empty with a FOR SALE sign in the tidy front yard. The gate to the backyard was open, so I led my posse in that way.