He nodded at the floor, and I saw the scattered remnants of the shops phone. He didnt seem to think that would be a good idea. I am really, really glad to see you.
Ben? I asked. Can you
He reached up and dumped a tranquilizing dart into my hand. It was about half full of something that looked like milk, but I knew better. Someone knew our secrets.
He was drugged, I said, sniffing the hypodermic just to make sure. It smelled familiar. It looks like that stuff that killed Mac.
Jesse inhaled.
Mac? Gabriel asked.
Before your time, I told him. Mac was a newly turned werewolf who got in the way of a Byzantine plot ultimately aimed at Bran. Weve always thought that werewolves are invulnerable to drugs of any kind. But the bad guy who happened to be a werewolf himself figured out a cocktail that worked with ingredients any vet supply would have. That knowledge should have died with Gerry. Most of the wolves who got hit with the stuff were fine, but new werewolves are more vulnerable, and it killed Mac.
We all looked at Ben, who wasnt looking too healthy.
Is Ben going to be all right? asked Gabriel. Can we do something for him?
Burning it out, Ben growled.
I wasnt sure I heard him right, his voice was slurred and thick. Ben? Youre burning out the drug? His skin did feel feverish. Boosting your metabolism? I didnt know werewolves could do that.
Burning it good, he said, which I took to be an affirmative. But itll
a minute.
What can we do to help? I asked. Water? Food? I had some granola bars in here somewhere.
Just you, he said. Pack smell, Alpha smell. It helps. He shuddered hard against me. Hurts. Wolf wants out.
Let it out, said Jesse.
But Ben shook his head.Then I wont be able to talk. Need to tell you.
He smelled like adrenaline and blood.
Is it safe here? I asked. Do we need to move?
Short-term safe, Ben said after a moment. Think so. They should be occupied with the rest
the rest of the pack.
Would coffee help? Jesse asked.
I considered it but shook my head.Im not a doctor. Adding a stimulant to the mixture could just make it worse.
You could call Samuel.
I looked into her fear-filled eyes and tried to be stalwart for her sake.Samuels phone goes to his answering service. Were on our own.
What about Zee? asked Gabriel. Hed seen what Zee could do for a car and had acquired a case of hero worship for the grumpy old fae. Couldnt he do something about the silver?
Zees hidden in Fairyland with the rest of the fae, I told him, though he knew it. Hes not going to be able to help.
But
Whatever else Zee is, I told him, he is fae, first.
Hurts, said Ben, his voice muffled against my stomach. He was writhing against me. Silver hits werewolves like that. I wished that there was something I could do.
Yes, you can help, he said, as though hed caught my thoughts. Sometimes the pack bond did thatone of the things that I was still adjusting to. You can ask me
thats what you can do. Ask me questions. Keep me talking so I can keep the wolf down. You need to know.
Everyone is alive, I told him. I can tell that much. What happened?
Taken, he said, then, Federal agents.
Chills went down my spine. I had a degree in history. When the government moves against a segment of its own population, it is bad. Nazi bad. Genocide bad. We needed the feds to protect the werewolves from the zealots in the general population. If the government had turned against us, the wolves would have to defend themselves. There was no good ending to that story.
Federal agents from which agency? I asked. Homeland Security? Cantrip? FBI?
He shook his head. He looked up at me and stared for a moment as if eye contact would let him sort himself out. He started to speak a couple of times.
They took everyone who was there?
Everyone, he said. He put his head against me again. Everyone there.
It had been Thanksgiving. I exchanged a bleak look with Jesse. A lot of the pack was at the house.
Honey and Peter and Paul and Darryl and Auriele. He stopped naming wolves for a moment to take a breath. Mary Jo. Warren.
Mary Jo wasnt there, I said. Neither was Warren. Warren and his boyfriend had put on a Thanksgiving dinner for their friends who didnt have families to go home to. Being gay meant they had a number of friends with no welcoming families. Mary Jo, a firefighter, had been on duty.
Smelled them, growled Ben. Then he paused, his body tightening. Said
they said, not Adam said. They said
Come quietly no one gets hurt, Mr. Hauptman. Adam, he said, I smell blood on your hands. Warren and Mary Jo. What have you done to my people? They said, Federal agents, again. Said, Heres our ID.
He took in a big breath.Adam said, he said, ID is good. But you are not federal agents. Liars. Adam said they lied.
I couldnt tell if I was holding Ben or he was holding me.
How did they find Mary Jo? I asked. Mary Jo worried that she would lose her job if they knew what she was. If they knew about Mary Jo, knew about the tranquilizer, then someone knew too many of our secrets. It was a rhetorical question, I didnt expect Ben to know the answer.
Cell phones, he told me. Bran sent a text.
I got it, I said. I thought it meant that the phones werent safe to use.
He shook his head.Meant that someone was tracing our phones. GPS tracking. Charles has spiders. Charles was the son of the Marrok, who ruled the werewolves. Among his wide array of talents were killing people, making money, and a scarily thorough understanding of technologybut not arachnids. Not that I knewof, anyway.
Spiders? I asked.
He huffed a laugh.Spiders. Bits of code out looking. Watching out for things like that. Spyware in the phone-company logs. Think he might have someone on the inside. Warning came too late, though.
How did you escape? I asked.
I was upstairs. His voice was getting closer to his usual enunciation, and he sounded more coherent. Getting toilet paper for the fufor the downstairs bathroom. He made a noise, a half sob. I hugged him more tightly.
Go ahead and swear, I told him. I promise not to tell Adam.
He snorted.Bad habit. I couldnt tell if he was talking about his swearing or me promising not to tell Adam.
Youre right, I said, because he was. So you heard them and ran for Gabriel?
I heard, he told me. I waited. Whole pack was down there. Then Adam said, In all Mercy, Benjamin Speedway. Adam said that Benjamin Speedway like he was swearing, but I knew. Im Benjamin. Mercy is you. Speed meant go. He was ordering me to run, to find you. Disguised the order to give me a moment of grace before they figured it out. There were people out the back, and they saw me jump out the window. Hit me with the damned dart, and I ran for the river. Doubled back and found Gabriel. Made him drive. But you werent here. You were supposed to behere.
If it hadnt been for the wreck, Jesse and I would have finished our shopping and headed home. Presumably into the arms of whoever had Adam. Luck. It made me take a deep breath, and I got a good whiff of what Id been smelling all along.
Blood. I leaned back, trying to get some space between us. Ben, where are you bleeding?