I just wanted Quartinus not to be dead. Once, at one of the irregular birthday parties Mrs. Wren used to throw for us (we had had three that year, I remember, and none the year before) Quartinus had been frightened by a party balloon. It had deflated, spitting with a rude noise, and when he ran from it, it flopped at random, here and there. Blind chance had made it seem to come after him, at least for a moment. Then he had cried, because the thing was limp, and he thought it was dead. He had been very young. I had held him in my lap and fed him a slice of birthday cake, and wiped his tears___
I said dully, "Of the four powers, two of them are equal and opposite to each other. Me and Quentin; Victor and Colin. I had the hypothesis—really just a guess in the dark—that the two other powers we know exist, the Olympian and the Phaeacian, are combinations of two opposites. The Phaeacians seem to be able to bend space. I do not know by what mechanism. Dreams, or other levels of consciousness might be involved. They find shortcuts through some sort of dream-universe, where distances are meaningless. The Olympians clearly have something both in common with my paradigm and with Quentin's. They operate on moral principles. You have to break a promise to them, or break a rule, for them to get power over you."
Victor commented darkly, "That explains why religions have rules no one can follow. If everyone is a sinner, by definition, everyone is under their power."
"But they also control the fabric of time. They can bless and curse; they can create destiny. Hermes
'created' coincidences to make me visit him. I think the things Boggin can do are similar. In Victor's model, time is an absolute; it is not an object. It cannot be manipulated or affected. In my model, time is one aspect of time-space, it is relative, and certain conditions, such as proximity to event horizons, can distort time. On a quantum level, the arrow of time is ambiguous."
Vanity said, "Losing audience. Come again?"
I shook my head. "Sorry. I just think Olympians somehow combine Quentin's morality-based magic and my multidimensional time-space manipulation. If Phaeacian power is a combination of the other two—and don't ask me how pure materialism and pure mysticism can be combined!—but if it were, if the two of them worked together, they might be able to…"
The two of them were Victor… and Colin.
My voice trailed off. The one star that had been holding out against the dawn had been vanquished. I could not see it any longer.
I closed my eyes.
Vanity said softly, "Then, I'm not getting my memory back… ?"
Quentin said, "Is she asleep?"
I was not asleep. I just did not feel like talking at the moment.
Victor said, "We should decide how long we should keep waiting."
Quentin said, "I vote for you to be leader. Do we have any other candidates? Vanity, unless you want the job again?"
Victor said, "We have a chance to talk things out; let's not pick a leader till we need one. How long should we wait?"
Vanity: "I don't know. Is there going to be a time, you know, like noon and we know he's… Colin's not coming, but at eleven fifty-nine, we think he still might be coming? How do you pick a time like that?"
Quentin said, "We all have powers. Maybe I could read the cards, try to get a clue as to what is happening."
Victor said, "Does that create a signal of some sort? Is it detectable?"
Quentin sighed. "I don't know. I don't think tarot cards are radioactive or something. But I don't know.
They clearly pick up influences from their environment. That is why they have to be kept in a cedarwood box."
Victor said, "Try to read Vanity's fortune. She can tell us if she feels something 'watching' her."
I heard the rustle of cards. Quentin briefly explained the positions in a cross-and-scepter spread, and started depicting a rather gloomy future, with Towers and Moons and the Seven of Swords opposing Vanity's path to happiness.
Vanity said, "Stop. I can feel it. There are some sort of creatures in the upper atmosphere that are looking at me when you do that. And you might want to redraw your magic circle. I wanted to tell you something. Amelia, are you asleep?"
Of course I was not asleep. I could hear them perfectly well.
"Guys, I think Amelia is planning on slipping away. Boggin has her bugged somehow. He can tell where she is. He's not doing it now. I assume that means Colin knocked Boggin out, if he didn't kill him dead.
But if Boggin pulls through… well, you see what I mean? The only way the group can get away is if she's not in it. That's what she's thinking."
Damn her. Sometimes I underestimate Vanity.
Vanity said, "While she was leader, I wasn't going to say anything, because, well, you know how Churchill let Coventry get bombed, so the Axis would not figure out we'd broken their codes? I thought it was like that. But if she's not Churchill anymore, then she doesn't have the right to decide to sacrifice herself… well, you see what I mean?"
Victor said, "I am not sure what we can do to stop her. If Colin were here, he could stop her from walking through walls. But even for that, we'd need a wall. We don't have anything."
Quentin said, "We have the talismans from the safe. Do we have time to examine them? We still haven't decided whether to get into the motorboat now or later."
Victor said, "We ought at least to wait the amount of time it would take a man on foot to walk here from the estate. If Colin is wounded, but can still walk averaging at one mile an hour, he would get here within the next thirty minutes, assuming he set out the moment after he fell. Let's wait at least half an hour, then decide our next step."
Vanity said, "Make it an hour. You know how Colin is with directions and maps and stuff."
Quentin said, "I agree. An hour. Okay, Vanity, let's see what you've got."
"Item number one is this fine necklace. Note the alluring craftsmanship!"
Quentin: "The green stone is the same substance as the table in the Great Hall; the same one we used to summon the Head of Bran. Oh! That reminds me of a very important issue. Bran made us swear to do nothing that would hurt the British Isles. It would not bind you or Colin, but it is very important."
Victor said, "Important, why… ?"
"Um. Let me talk to you about that a little later."
Vanity said, "Item number two is a brown envelope. It has something written on it in Boggin's handwriting. ' Remember Next Time Not to Look.' I can feel there is something the size and shape of a playing card. Should I look?"
Quentin said, "That could be a trick, like the burning key that scalded my hand. Why don't we leave item number two aside for the moment."
Vanity said, "Item number three is this. What is it?"
Victor said, "It is an ampoule for a syringe. Whatever the substance inside is, it gives off electronic signals."
Quentin said, "Nanites? What Amelia calls molecular engines?"
"At a guess, if it is meant for me," said Victor, "it is a library. Programs and codes stored in liquid form, which will change my brain if I inject it, and tell me how to do the things I saw Dr. Fell doing."
Vanity said, "You are not just going to inject yourself, are you?"
"Not at the moment. It might have to reorganize parts of my nervous system, and that might render me incommunicado."
Quentin said, "Or it could just be poison. If Boggin wanted to reactivate your powers, there could be a molecular key or antidote he has which he was going to feed you first."
Victor said, "Let me hang on to it. Who has that hypo we had earlier?"
Vanity said, "And last, but not least, ta da! We have a book, bound in black leather, with metal wires of gold and silver making Celtic knotwork and runes of mystic power on the cover. I have never seen something that is more obviously a grimoire in my life. Unfortunately it is locked shut"
Quentin said, "Hmm. Let me see that."
Vanity said, "Now, unless this is one of those ironic things where the instructions for molecular engine construction are in the book, and Quentin is supposed to inject himself with the nanites, which will engrave all sorts of spells into his brain, I think we know who gets what."