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XXVI. The Familiars

John Whateley lived about a mile from town, Up where the hills begin to huddle thick; We never thought his wits were very quick, Seeing the way he let his farm run down. He used to waste his time on some queer books He'd found around the attic of his place, Till funny lines got creased into his face, And folks all said they didn't like his looks.
When he began those night-howls we declared He'd better be locked up away from harm, So three men from the Aylesbury town farm Went for him – but came back alone and scared. They'd found him talking to two crouching things That at their step flew off on great black wings.

XXVII. The Elder Pharos

From Leng, where rocky peaks climb bleak and bare Under cold stars obscure to human sight, There shoots at dusk a single beam of light Whose far blue rays make shepherds whine in prayer. They say (though none has been there) that it comes Out of a pharos in a tower of stone, Where the last Elder One lives on alone,
Talking to Chaos with the beat of drums. The Thing, they whisper, wears a silken mask Of yellow, whose queer folds appear to hide A face not of this earth, though none dares ask Just what those features are, which bulge inside. Many, in man's first youth, sought out that glow, But what they found, no one will ever know.

XXVIII. Expectancy

I cannot tell why some things hold for me A sense of unplumbed marvels to befall, Or of a rift in the horizon's wall Opening to worlds where only gods can be. There is a breathless, vague expectancy, As of vast ancient pomps I half recall, Or wild adventures, uncorporeal, Ecstasy-fraught, and as a day-dream free.
It is in sunsets and strange city spires, Old villages and woods and misty downs, South winds, the sea, low hills, and lighted towns, Old gardens, half-heard songs, and the moon's fires. But though its lure alone makes life worth living, None gains or guesses what it hints at giving.

XXIX. Nostalgia

Once every year, in autumn's wistful glow, The birds fly out over an ocean waste, Calling and chattering in a joyous haste To reach some land their inner memories know. Great terraced gardens where bright blossoms blow, And lines of mangoes luscious to the taste, And temple-groves with branches interlaced Over cool paths – all these their vague dreams shew.
They search the sea for marks of their old shore – For the tall city, white and turreted – But only empty waters stretch ahead, So that at last they turn away once more. Yet sunken deep where alien polyps throng, The old towers miss their lost, remembered song.

XXX. Background

I never can be tied to raw, new things, For I first saw the light in an old town, Where from my window huddled roofs sloped down To a quaint harbour rich with visionings. Streets with carved doorways where the sunset beams Flooded old fanlights and small window-panes, And Georgian steeples topped with gilded vanes – These were the sights that shaped my childhood dreams.
Such treasures, left from times of cautious leaven, Cannot but loose the hold of flimsier wraiths That flit with shifting ways and muddled faiths Across the changeless walls of earth and heaven. They cut the moment's thongs and leave me free To stand alone before eternity.

XXXI. The Dweller

It had been old when Babylon was new; None knows how long it slept beneath that mound, Where in the end our questing shovels found Its granite blocks and brought it back to view. There were vast pavements and foundation-walls, And crumbling slabs and statues, carved to shew Fantastic beings of some long ago Past anything the world of man recalls.
And then we saw those stone steps leading down Through a choked gate of graven dolomite To some black haven of eternal night Where elder signs and primal secrets frown. We cleared a path – but raced in mad retreat When from below we heard those clumping feet.

XXXII. Alienation

His solid flesh had never been away, For each dawn found him in his usual place, But every night his spirit loved to race Through gulfs and worlds remote from common day. He had seen Yaddith, yet retained his mind, And come back safely from the Ghooric zone, When one still night across curved space was thrown That beckoning piping from the voids behind.
He waked that morning as an older man, And nothing since has looked the same to him. Objects around float nebulous and dim – False, phantom trifles of some vaster plan. His folk and friends are now an alien throng To which he struggles vainly to belong.

XXXIII. Harbour Whistles

Over old roofs and past decaying spires The harbour whistles chant all through the night; Throats from strange ports, and beaches far and white, And fabulous oceans, ranged in motley choirs. Each to the other alien and unknown, Yet all, by some obscurely focussed force From brooding gulfs beyond the Zodiac's course, Fused into one mysterious cosmic drone.
Through shadowy dreams they send a marching line Of still more shadowy shapes and hints and views; Echoes from outer voids, and subtle clues To things which they themselves cannot define. And always in that chorus, faintly blent, We catch some notes no earth-ship ever sent.

XXXIV. Recapture

The way led down a dark, half-wooded heath Where moss-grey boulders humped above the mould, And curious drops, disquieting and cold, Sprayed up from unseen streams in gulfs beneath. There was no wind, nor any trace of sound In puzzling shrub, or alien-featured tree, Nor any view before – till suddenly, Straight in my path, I saw a monstrous mound.