Her face half-buried in his coat collar, she took a deep breath. “Hey, you know what else?”
“What?”
“You smell nice too.”
Wick flinched. Good Christ. What the hell was he supposed to say to that? He didn’t have a clue. Polite conversation wasn’t his strong suit. He only talked when necessity required it. In fact, the whole convo with Jamison qualified as bizarre. But as he stared down at the top of her head, he thought maybe… shouldn’t he… well, say something? Respect her effort—along with the compliment—by answering her in some way?
Silence expanded around the idea. Inspiration struck, prompting him. “Thanks.”
“Don’t mention it.”
No worries. He wouldn’t be mentioning it anytime soon. The entire topic was out of his league. A different one, however, circled, demanding clarification. “Hey, vanzäla?”
“Yeah?”
“You know the text message you sent?”
“Sure.”
“Did you sign your name?”
“I dunno.” She took another deep breath and hummed on the exhale, the sound one of pleasure. Wick gritted his teeth, determined to keep his shit together. Turning into a pansy over the fact a female enjoyed his scent wasn’t on his list of things to do tonight. “Maybe.”
Terrific. Trouble lived behind that maybe.
Wick upped his pace. The Razorbacks weren’t idiots. Masters of technology, the rogues monitored human channels and databases the same way Sloan did. So if Jamison had used her name while contacting her sister, the enemy would investigate. Which put him on an even tighter schedule. He needed to get out of the area fast. Before the enemy picked up the Nightfury energy signal. Under normal circumstances, the frequency a large pack of males emitted while in the same area worked in their favor, making it easy to draw multiple Razorbacks into the kill zone.
Not tonight. Wick wanted to fly below enemy radar for a while. At least long enough to ensure Jamison’s safety.
With a mental flick, he swung the door into the stairwell wide. Careful not to jar her, he kept each stride smooth. She grumbled, not liking the jog as he descended the first flight of steps. With a murmured apology, Wick adjusted his hold and slowed the pace. The sound of his voice soothed her, and she settled as he rounded the second landing.
Two floors down, three to go.
She yawned again. “What’s your name?”
“Wick.”
“Huh,” she murmured. “Another weird one… like Goth Guy’s.”
Par for the course. The tatted bastard was Dragonkind. Stood to reason the male would be named according to the traditions of his kind. Not that Wick would tell her that. Oh no. The whole dragon/secret race powder keg would be blown up at Black Diamond. And not by him. He refused to be the messenger. It wasn’t his place to inform her she’d just stepped inside another world… one where dragons ruled and humans remained clueless. Tania and Mac could handle that nightmare. So the sooner she stopped asking questions, the easier it would be for him.
“Jamison?”
“Yup.”
“Go to sleep.”
Unimpressed by the direct order, she huffed. “You’re very warm… like a fire.”
“Uh-huh,” he said, agreeing just to agree. Refuting the facts was a waste of time. As a fire dragon, his core temperature always ran north of hot.
“It’s nice… the heat.” Tipping her head back, she opened her eyes, and he got nailed with sky-blue peepers.
Beyond distracted, he cleared his throat. “Good to know.”
“And you know what else?”
“Jesus help me,” he muttered. “What else?”
“It’s J. J. No one ever calls me Jamison.” Slipping her arm out of his jacket, she held up her hand. The slight weight of her in his arms, Wick stared at it, wondering what the hell she was doing. “Nice to meet you.”
Oh for Christ’s sake. She wanted to shake his hand? Right now?
Amusement whispered through him. Frickin’ female. She was one of a kind. Ridiculous in the way only the fairer sex could manage, but… shit. He couldn’t deny there was something special about her, adorable even.
Ignoring her hand, he took the next flight of stairs. “I like Jamison better.”
“Not your call. It’s my name.”
“Nickname,” he corrected. “I’ll call you what I want. Now, go to sleep.”
“Bully,” she said, her amused tone contradicting the word choice.
Wick bit down on a laugh. Had he said adorable earlier? Times that by a thousand and call him screwed.
Giving into the inevitable—desperate for some peace and quiet—Wick opened the cosmic channel wider, increasing the Meridian’s flow to feed her more energy. He hoped the excess would knock her out. Send her into a tailspin. Push her deep into a healing state… or whatever. He didn’t care how it happened just as long as she fell into a deep sleep. He needed a break before the husky sound of her voice sent him over the edge.
“Close your eyes, baby.”
Overwhelmed by the energy, she obeyed and succumbed to the warm rush. As she slipped into slumber, Wick breathed out in relief.
Holding her was hard enough. But talking with her—being impressed and amused by her? Pure torture, both good and bad. On the one hand, he preferred his own company. Was more comfortable in silence, in the shadows, than he was in another’s presence. To be expected, he guessed, considering the first twenty years of his life had been spent alone in the dark, his sole contact the brutal fist of a harsh master and the violent conditions of slavery. The only time he’d touched another was when he fought under glaring spotlights and the watchful eye of Dragonkind males who paid to watch young boys fight to the death.
A fight club complete with membership dues. As vile a concept as it was vicious.
Even now, all these years later, he couldn’t shake the violence of his past. Or forgive himself for all the lives he’d taken. Innocent lives in the bud of youth. Did it matter he had been nothing but a boy himself? Made to pick up a knife at the age of seven and forced into combat? To become an instrument of death for other males’ amusement? Wick swallowed past the tight knot in his throat. Do or die, the story of his life. Not a very good one either. Had he been stronger, he would’ve done the right thing and perished: defied his master, refused to fight, and died in the squalor so that another boy might triumph and live.
But he hadn’t. He’d done the unforgiveable instead and…
Survived.
So many dead to preserve one life. His life. Now he lived with the guilt. Day in. Day out. Night after night. Which meant one thing.
He didn’t deserve enjoyment of any kind. And certainly not the ease Jamison made him feel. She was off limits. Nothing more than a means to an end. He needed to remember that. Otherwise he would overstep his bounds, do the unthinkable, and seek her out to discover what she was like after the healing was done.
Dangerous. In so many ways. Too many to count.
Navigating the last flight, Wick focused on the reinforced steel door at the bottom.
“Wick,” Mac said through mind-speak, his Boston accent more pronounced. The tonal shift put Wick on high alert. The male always became more intense, accent included, when trouble approached. “ETA?”
“Now. I’m at the alley door.”
“Move it. We’re picking up a shitload of static. Company’s coming.”
“How many?”
“Not sure.” A car door slammed, coming through mind-speak along with Forge’s voice. “My guess? A full fighting unit.”