He halted. And felt, inside, as if some animal had gnawed at his heart. Gnawed it with greed. And delight.
A black figure, like a negative of life itself, stood facing him. It had been watching him, and now that he faced it he thought it would go away. But it remained. He waited a little longer. It still remained.
"What is this thing?" he asked the robot, who still stood at the threshold of the workroom.
"You have to say ‘Willis' first," the robot reminded him. "You have to say, ‘Willis, what—‘
"Willis," he said, "what is it?"
"A Kalend," the robot said.
10
With them, Joe Fernwright thought, there is not life but merely a synopsis of life. We are a thread that passes through their hands; always in motion, always flowing, we slip by and are never fully grasped. The slipping away is continuous, and carries all of us with it, on and on, toward the dreadful alchemy of the tomb.
To Willis he said, "Can you contact Glimmung?"
"You have to say—"
"Willis," he said, "can you contact Glimmung?" Across the room from him the Kalend stood silently—not silently as an owl might stand, absorbing and subduing noise with its feathers, but silent in the mechanical sense: as if its audio portion had been severed. Is it really there? Joe wondered. It appeared to be substantial; it did not have a ghostly, vaporous, wraithlike quality. It really is there, he said to himself. It has invaded my work-area before I have placed a single shard into the weightless chamber. Before I have ignited one heat-needle.
"I can't contact Glimmung," Willis said. "He's sleeping; this is his time for that. In another twelve hours he'll wake up and then I can contact him. But he's left a large number of servo-assist mechanisms ready, in case of an emergency. Do you want any of them activated?"
Joe said, "Tell me what to do. Willis, tell me what the hell to do."
"About the Kalend? There is no existing record of anyone doing anything about Kalends. Do you want me to research this further? There is one particular computer which I can tie into; perhaps it can make an analysis of your abilities in relation to the nature of the Kalend, and formulate a new interaction which—"
"Do they die?" Joe said.
The robot remained silent.
"Willis," he said, "can they be killed?"
"That's hard to say," the robot said. "They're not your standard living creature. Also, they all look alike, which makes the problem even more complicated."
The Kalend laid a copy of The Book on the table beside Joe Fernwright. And waited for him to pick it up.
Silently he picked up the book, held it for a time, and then opened it to the page marked. The text read:
That which Joe Fernwright finds in the sunken cathedral
will cause him to kill Glimmung, and, in doing so, halt
forever the raising of Heldscalla.
That which I will find in the cathedral, Joe said to himself. Down there, under the water. Already down beneath the sea. Waiting for me...
He thought, I had better get under the water as soon as I can. Will Glimmung let me? he wondered. Especially after he has read this—and he is probably reading it right now, as I stand here; certainly he follows every alteration of the text as it grows, changes, corrects itself day after day. Hour by hour.
If he is smart, Joe thought, he will kill me first. Before I go under water. Kill me, in fact, now.
He stood there, waiting for Glimmung's violence to come onto him.
It did not come. That's right, he remembered. Glimmung is asleep.
On the other hand, he meditated, maybe I should not go down there. What would Glimmung recommend? Perhaps that should decide it; if Glimmung wanted him to go under water and inspect the sunken cathedral then he would... if not, then not. Odd, he thought, that my first reaction would be to want to go under water. As if I can't wait to make my discovery—a discovery which will destroy Glimmung and with him the project of raising the cathedral. A perverse response, he decided. A slip on the part of unconscious inhibitions. Maybe this told him something about himself, something which he had not known. Something evoked by the Kalend and its Book. The Kalends woke this in me, he realized; this is the principle on which they operate. By this, they make their prophecy come true.
"Willis," he said, "how does one get down to Heldscalla?"
"One descends via suit and mask or via a prolepsis chamber," the robot said.
"Can you take me there?" Joe asked. "I mean, Willis—"
"Just a moment," the robot said. "There's a call coming through to you. An official call." The robot was silent for a moment. Then it said, "Miss Hilda Reiss, Glimmung's personal secretary. She wants to talk to you." A door in the robot's chest popped open and, out on a tray, came an audio telephone. "Pick up the receiver," Willis said.
Joe picked up the receiver.
"Mr. Fernwright?" a practiced, competent, female voice said, "I have an urgent request for you from Mr. Glimmung, who is now sleeping. He would prefer it if you did not go down to the cathedral right now. He wants you to wait until someone can go with you."
"You say ‘request,' "Joe said. "Am I to assume that that's actually an order? That he's ordering me not to go below water?"
"All Mr. Glimmung's instructions," Miss Reiss said, "come in the form of requests. He does not order; he always merely requests."
"So this is, actually, an order," Joe said.
Miss Reiss said, "I think you understand, Mr. Fernwright. Sometime tomorrow, Mr. Glimmung will contact you. Goodby." The phone clicked, became dead.
"It's an order," Joe said.
"That's right," Willis the robot agreed. "That's the way he handles everything, as she cleverly pointed out."
"But if I tried to go below water—"
"Well, you can't," the robot said flatly.
"I can," Joe said. "I can do it and get fired."
"You can do it," the robot said, "and become killed."
"'Killed,' Willis? Killed how and who by?" He felt frightened and angry, a peculiar mixture of emotions that started his vagus nerve into spasms; his breathing, his peristalsis, and his heart rate—all changed radically. "Killed by who?" he demanded.
"You first have to say—aw, the hell with it," the robot said. "Yes, many feral life-forms. Many hazards."
"But normal for a task of this kind," Joe said.
"I suppose you could say that. But a request like this—"
"I'm going under water," Joe said.
"You will find terrible decay down there. Decay which you cannot imagine. The underwater world in which Heldscalla lies is a place of dead things, a place where everything rots and falls into despair and ruin. That is why Glimmung intends to raise the cathedral. He is unable to endure it down there; neither will you be able to. Wait until he goes under water with you. Wait a few days; heal the pots in your workshop and forget about going below. Glimmung calls it the ‘Aquatic Sub-World.' He is right; it's a world made up of its own self, entirely separate from ours. With its own wretched laws, under which everything must decline into rubbish. A world dominated by the force of unyielding entropy and nothing else. Where even those with enormous strength, such as Glimmung, become vitiated and lose their power in the end. It is an oceanic grave, and it will kill all of us unless the cathedral can be raised."