Nora McEntee caught his eye. He muttered,
“You’ll do nicely.”
Stalked her slowly, then approached her in the pub one night, asked,
“May I buy you a drink?”
She gave him the measured Irish woman scan, deadly in its scrutiny, and he was found wanting. She said,
“No, don’t think so.”
Her friends tittered.
Tittered!
At him?
She was no fucking prize, he thought, and for a good-looking dude like him to throw her a crumb?
The fuck was with that?
Two days later Scott killed his first Guard.
Noel Flaherty, a close friend of his father, was, as Scott muttered,
“A prize bollix.”
He was, by sheer coincidence, an uncle of the late Garda Ridge.
Scott had found his father’s Colt.45, the authentic Old West gig, a present from law enforcement in Arizona. He had attended a conference there and made friends with the top cops.
This weapon was lovingly cleaned, oiled, and locked away again every week. Only once had Scott been allowed to hold it.
His father had said,
“If you man up, maybe someday you might be allowed to actually load it.”
Right.
A box of six bullets.
So, six Guards.
Why not?
Noel Flaherty lived in one of the old fishing cottages in Claddagh, alone since his wife died. Scott easily broke in through a piss-poor lock on the back door.
Cops were notoriously lax at home protection, thinking,
“Who’d have the balls to burgle us?”
Flaherty was watching a video of the Galway hurling team win the All Ireland, roaring and cheering as if he were at Croke Park.
Scott stepped in front of the TV screen, said,
“The match has been canceled.”
Scott was dressed in ski mask, black jeans, hoodie, his whole body alight. He slipped out the back door, left a note to give the dumb cops something to puzzle over.
The actual note meant nothing to him but he thought it added a nice air of intent.
Outside, he was coming from the back alley and not only was the damn mask itching but the fooker was hot. Sweat rolling downs his face, he whipped it off, gulping large bolts of oxygen.
Realized the gun was still in his hand.
Fuck.
Careless.
Then noticed a girl leaning against the far wall, smoking a cig, dressed like a Goth punk. He raised the gun, thought,
“Shite, only five bullets left.”
The girl pushed away from the wall, gave a malicious smile, said,
“Gotcha.”
On her second line of coke, Jericho said aloud,
“First dumb fuck selected.”
6
How to succeed
In Galway
Without really trying:
1. Play hurling.
2. Feed the swans.
3. Get with a Galway girl.
I was coming out of McCambridge’s, having bought a six-pack of Lone Star, the longneck brand. Rachel, lovely girl who works there, asked me,
“Is that a good beer?”
What to say? I said,
“Makes me long to go to Texas.”
Which was kind of true.
Outside, I paused, lit a Marlboro Red, hitting all the U.S. notes. A guy passing said,
“Where’s your ash?”
Threw me. WTF, did he mean on the cig?
He indicated his forehead, which had a gray smudge. The penny dropped.
Ash Wednesday.
Where does the time go when you’re in fucking bits?
I wanted to stay in U.S. mode, snarl the American term for sex.
“Getting your ashes hauled.”
Or maybe some literary quip on T. S. Eliot, but I couldn’t be bothered, said,
“Forgot.”
He eyed me, then,
“Let’s hope the Lord doesn’t forget you.”
Sweet Jesus.
A Holy Roller.
I snarled,
“God forgot me somewhere in the middle of the Celtic Tiger.”
I went to Freeney’s, truly your old-style Galway pub, no frills, no hen parties, no newly rich on paper gobshite with the narrow suits, skinny ties, and those crocodile brown, long shoes that were, as O. J. Simpson had once termed his own footwear,
“God-ugly suckers.”
If you have to quote Simpson in any context you are fucked beyond any reckoning. Freeney’s even have fishing tackle on display in the window and hooch in earthen jars. I see that, I long for a childhood in bygone Ireland that I think really existed only in the pages of Walter Macken.
How do you live when your child was murdered?
You try to read the papers, the headlines engorged with the furious debate raging on... Repeal the Eighth Amendment.
You had:
Pro life,
Pro choice,
The Church,
Fundamentalists,
And bitterness fueled with ferocity that had opposing placards
Like this:
Baby killers
Who owns women’s bodies?
The world had somehow survived the first year of Trump,
If barely.
At the Winter Olympics, saw the incredible:
A handshake between North and South Korea.
Phew-oh.
I initially tried to struggle through my grief by immersion in darkness, read the books of ferocity:
Chris Carter
Herbert Lieberman’s City of the Dead
Joseph Koenig
Derek Raymond’s Factory novels
Drew the line at actually watching the Saw franchise but I was that close to out-and-out weirdness.
A student wandered in looking lost, wearing a Donegal GAA jersey and a dazed expression. The bar guy, great ole Galway trouper named Mac, intercepted him, barked,
“Park it elsewhere, son.”
A relatively new trend in the city:
Donegal Tuesdays.
The students, dressed in the counties’ T-shirts and jerseys, drank like lunatics and generally terrorized the town. Oh, and despite the freezing February weather, they wore no coats.
I was told,
“It’s so uncool to wear coats!”
Not to mention fucking idiotic.
By all that is wonderful in insane Irish logic, this week of Donegal Tuesdays coincided with the Annual Novena in the cathedral.
Church bells intoned three times daily and hawkers from every nonreligious pocket of the land set up stalls selling
Padre Pio relics,
Scapulars blessed by various popes,
Medals to ward off all save misery,
And enough bottles of holy water to stop a zombie apocalypse.
Drunken students, cowed pilgrims, lashing rain... what’s not to love?
A young man stared at me from the counter, dressed in a fine suit, had the look of a furtive apprentice accountant. I snapped,
“The fook you looking at?”
The bar guy gave me the look that said,
“Chill.”
The man slipped off the stool, sauntered over, gave me an appraisal not unlike an undertaker, as in,
“How big need the coffin be?”
He asked in a Brit accent,
“You Jack Taylor?”
I nodded.
He sat, took a long draft of his pint of cider, said,
“You were a friend of my dad’s.”
Jeez, that covers a multitude and very little of it good. I stalled, tried,
“And he is/was?”
The name he gave shattered me.
Years before, this name had been my best mate until...
Until...
I drowned him.