Her voice was thick, her words were taking effort but she kept going, needing to say them so Mike stood where he was and let her.
“So I was ready to do what I had to do to make certain he got what he wanted and I had their backs. But Mom, being Mom, wanted peace and Debbie, being Debbie, would not shut the fuck up about it. And since I could fucking remember, the best way for Mom to make that peace was give Debbie what she wanted. So she talked Rhonda into that shit and she told me to lay off. Rhonda knew I was pissed way the fuck off and so did Dad. But me digging my heels in wasn’t helping anyone, it was just making a bunch of shit shittier. So I backed off. But I wasn’t going to be a party to that, Mike. It was enough to walk into that fucking, fucking,” her voice cracked again but she pushed right through it, “funeral parlor and see my brother fucking dead and laid out for everyone to see the same. And I wasn’t going to be a party to the rest of that shit Debbie orchestrated for whatever reasons Debbie does whatever the fuck she wants to do. And I know and so did Dad and Rhonda, that if I had to spend even a minute with that bitch, I’d lose my mind. So they told me to stay away. So I’m staying away. I saw them this morning when Debbie was at the funeral parlor doing what Debbie does best, bossing everyone around. When everyone’s gone, including my bitch of a sister who has some stupid-ass conference call she has to take on a Sunday, I’ll see them tomorrow. But now, so I don’t rip all her goddamned hair out and make a really, really fucking bad day worse, I’m here, kicking back and listening to music.”
She stopped talking and Mike gave her time. When it was clear she was done talking, he stopped giving her time.
“I was out of line,” Mike admitted gently.
“Yeah, you were,” Dusty returned immediately.
He held her eyes and she returned the gesture.
They did this for a long time.
Then Mike, already having jumped to conclusions, unusually followed a knee-jerk reaction and commenced acting like a dick, went right on making the wrong choices and stupidly whispered, “Hey, Angel.”
He hadn’t called her that in over two decades. He used to call her that all the time. He thought it would be familiar and welcome. But, bottom line, that was who she was to him. Always.
She instantly dissolved into tears.
Then he was across the room and had her in his arms. She held on, up on her toes, shoving her face in his neck, her arms closing tight around his shoulders and she sobbed. He bent his head so his lips were close to the skin of her neck. He could smell her unusual perfume, hints of musk, lesser hints of floral, vaguely outdoorsy but undeniably feminine and he listened to her quiet weeping as he felt her body move against his, bucking uncontrollably with her tears.
“For…for…forty-four,” she stammered softly in his ear.
“I know, honey,” he whispered against her neck, her arms going tighter.
“He…he…he won’t ee…even see the boys graduate high school.”
Mike didn’t respond, just kept holding her close.
“He wanted to be in the fields,” she whispered then clarified, “his ashes.”
Jesus. Fucking, Debbie. Bullshitting him. Skating toward coming onto him. And doing that to Darrin.
“Now, he’s just rotting,” she went on.
“He isn’t doing that, darlin’,” Mike replied, she fell to the soles of her feet, her head went back, his went up and he caught her watery eyes.
“He is, Mike,” she told him quietly.
“No he isn’t, honey. He’s gone.” His arms gave her a squeeze. “It sucks, I know, it really fucking sucks but he’s gone. It doesn’t matter where his body is because he’s no longer in it.”
Her eyes held his for long moments. Then she nodded.
“You’re right,” she whispered.
“I am,” he agreed and when he did, the clouds in her eyes parted and her lips quirked.
Then her arms shifted but not to let him go. They moved from rounding his shoulders so her hands could wrap around the sides of his neck. Then her thumbs moved out to stroke his jaw. And as she did this, her eyes were moving over his face.
Shit. Fuck him.
Fuck him.
He knew immediately where her mind was turning. It was where her sister’s had turned.
Mike wanted not one thing to do with Debbie Holliday.
But Dusty…
This Dusty.
Fuck him.
“Dusty –” he started. What he was going to say he didn’t know. What he knew was, her face had changed, her body had relaxed into his and his arms did not move from around her.
Before he could say it, though, she spoke.
“Shocker,” she muttered.
Her word was unexpected so he replied, “Pardon?”
Her eyes left his mouth and came to his. “Shocker,” she repeated softly. “That you’re even more gorgeous than when you were high school. Total shocker.”
It wasn’t. If she took any time to look in the mirror she’d see the same thing every day.
“Honey –” he started, forcing his arms from around her, his hands sliding to the sides of her waist to set her away but her fingers pressed into his neck and he stopped.
“Good genes, Mike Haines,” she whispered, her eyes dropping to his mouth, her body sliding up his as she went back up on her toes. “You’ve always had them.”
Fuck.
Her lips hit his but not for a kiss. Eyes open and staring into his, her lips moving against his lips, she warned, “I’m gonna kiss you, babe.”
His fingers pressed into her waist and he warned back, “This is not a good idea, Dusty.”
Her eyes flared in a way he felt in his dick and her mouth moved against his so he knew she’d smiled.
“Yeah?” she asked then didn’t wait for an answer. “Well, I’ve carried through with a lot of bad ideas, gorgeous. And I’ve done all right.”
Before he could respond, her hands slid into his hair, holding his head to hers and her lips pressed hard.
Any other woman, bar none, made a play on him like that, he wouldn’t like it. Complete turn off. He made the plays. He initiated the moves.
But fuck him, her lips felt good. Her tits also felt good pressed tight to his chest. The soft flesh under his fingers felt good. And she smelled fucking great.
And there was the small fact that he’d had nothing but his hand for over two months. And the last woman who he’d shared a bed with was of the Debbie in high school variety.
It had been a while.
Too long. Way too fucking long for a man like him.
So his mouth opened over hers.
Her tongue instantly slid inside.
His tongue instantly forced it out and slid into her mouth.
She flattened herself against him.
Fuck, that felt great.
His arms closed around her and she felt good in them. Too good. She wasn’t too short.
She was fucking perfect.
He slanted his head and deepened the kiss. She tilted hers, let him in and did it on a sexy whimper that vibrated against his tongue and he felt straight to his dick.
His hands immediately went to her ass.
She immediately gave a little hop.
He caught her, lifting her, her legs rounded his hips and, kissing her the whole way, he walked Dusty Holliday to the bed.
Then he put her in it, joining her there.
And then Mike Haines proceeded to fuck away her pain at losing her brother.
Chapter Two
Making a Mental Note to Do Cartwheels
Okay, shit. I just fucked Mike Haines, my sister’s ex-boyfriend.