You fought to protect someone. Your father or your mother or your sister.
Fundamentally it was an act of self-sacrifice. An act of neighborly love. An act of altruism, admittedly within certain preset parameters. Accordingly, war was fought out of love. The so-called mutually exclusive desires to love other people and kill other people had, on the battlefield at least, managed to reconcile with each other.
This was what John Paul was talking about right now.
I love therefore I kill.
“When I lost my wife and daughter in the nuclear blast I made a decision. That I would never let that sort of thing happen again. That I’d had my fill of sorrow.”
“But you’re the one causing all the sorrow!” Lucia bit down on her lip. “You led all those people to their deaths—you’ve spread sorrow across the world!”
“True, but it’s a sorrow that people choose not to notice.”
For the briefest of moments I thought that I detected a flash of despair in John Paul’s words. “What do you mean?” I asked.
“People see only what they want to see. People don’t care about the tragedies that happen elsewhere in the world. If you spend too much time worrying about them, you just end up overwhelmed by a sense of your own helplessness. Or possibly it’s a case of people actually being helpless to do anything about it, so they can’t be bothered to take an interest. It’s pretty pathetic, but it’s still my world. It’s where I grew up. People go to Starbucks and shop online at Amazon and live their lives seeing just what they want to see. It’s decadent and wasteful and shallow, but I love that world nonetheless, and I care deeply for the people who inhabit it. What is civilization? Conscience is a brittle and fragile thing. Civilization generally involves working toward the happiness of other people in your world. But we’re not there yet. No one yet has seriously taken it upon themselves to rid the world of all its sorrows.”
A world of CNN clips. The ubiquitous Domino’s Pizza. Movies streamed straight to your house, the first fifteen minutes free. Metahistories that only go skin deep. That’s about as far as our ethics of our civilization went.
“The people of my world seem to have become obsessed with personal identification and surveillance, even though these are almost completely ineffective as antiterrorist measures. When terrorism is born out of hopelessness and despair, traceability is no deterrent. Why should a suicide bomber care whether or not he’s going to be identified after the event?”
“Yes, Lucius often used to say things like that,” Lucia said.
“And so I considered the situation,” John Paul said. “Rather than wait until they start hating us, why not make them hate each other? We don’t have to let them kill us. We can focus their energies so that they only kill people within their own worlds. We can keep our world separate from theirs. A world of hatred and death for them, and a world of peace for us.”
Find a country teetering on the edge, a country jealous of our wealth and leisure. A country that hated us.
A country that was starting to realize that their own misery and poverty was a byproduct of our freedom. That the corollary of our economic imperialism was their economic servitude.
And then, just before they got around to actually doing something about it, find a way to enter that country and introduce the grammar of genocide.
Once the resultant civil war kicked off, the country would no longer have the will or the capacity to turn its anger outward. Once the genocide began, there was no room left for thinking about killing people in other countries; you were too busy killing people in your own. The seething rage that had been about to spill over into the outside world in the form of terrorist attacks would now be contained, neutralized. John Paul had been sowing the seeds of destruction as a preventative measure against terrorism. His genocidal world tour was a preemptive strike against those who might one day seek to attack his world.
“I get them to kill each other. I’m not letting them lay a finger on my world ever again. The deep structure of the grammar is always the same, but it needs to be rendered differently for each language, according to the syntax. This makes it very easy to control. Each time my target existed in a distinct linguistic milieu. As long as you don’t need to use English to spread your message, it’s a pretty straightforward task to adjust the parameters every time you want to introduce the grammar to a new territory.”
“Do you honestly believe that what you’re doing is fighting terrorism?” I asked.
“The statistics speak for themselves. Look at the data released by your own, the US State Department—all in the public domain, of course. The fact was that the incidence of terrorist attacks was increasing exponentially, even as we busied ourselves by submitting to a biometric surveillance state. It was only after I started planting genocide around the world that incidences of terrorism in the US truly started falling. And now, there is none. Mission accomplished. Of course, there is a trade-off, and the price we pay is the sharp increase in civil wars, ethnic conflicts, and massacres in Third World countries.”
John Paul lifted his head and closed his eyes as if to congratulate himself on a job well done.
“I’m not saying for a moment that what I’m doing is right or fair. I’m just doing what I can to protect that which I want to protect,” he said.
“Please. John. Put down your gun.” There was nothing frail or weak about Lucia’s tone of voice now. “Do it now or I’ll shoot. You know I can, and you know I will.”
“Of course. That would be your way of taking responsibility for your own sins.” John Paul said as he pointed the Browning away from me. It only just occurred to me how long he had been talking —pretty impressive considering he had a gun shoved into the back of his head for most of it. What a bizarre situation. I walked over to him and plucked the gun from his hand.
“Mr. Bishop … What is your real name?” Lucia asked. I looked up at her face. Her eyes were clear. She knew exactly what she had to do. She was focused. I’d never once seen her with eyes like this when we were together in Prague.
“Clavis Shepherd. Captain. US Armed Forces, Intelligence.”
“Clavis. Please arrest this person.” Lucia’s voice was composed and clear. “Please arrest him and take him back to America. You need to bring the story of the grammar of genocide to trial. People need to know. People have a responsibility to find out. If your people truly want to be free and truly want to live in a free country, they need to take responsibility for that freedom. They need to accept the burdens that come with the freedom of being able to make choices.”
“Lucia, I’m afraid Clavis has orders to kill me.” John Paul smiled wistfully. “He is, after all, an assassin.”
I came here this night determined to kill this man. It was my own will. For once I wasn’t interested in what the NME wanted, or asked, or ordered. I just wanted to put an end to all the atrocities with my own hands, for my own sake.
And now Lucia, the only person in the world who could administer the punishment that I needed, was asking me to arrest John Paul and deliver him to justice instead of killing him as I had planned. As I had promised myself.
“This man’s research was highly classified,” I said. “There’s no public record of it. The same goes for all of our missions to date. There’s no corroborating evidence. Given that, do you really think that people will believe that this one man is the source of all the massacres and atrocities that have been occurring throughout the world?”