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Aunt Zita’s face was white and hard.

“We are going back to Saint Louis,” said Aunt Zita.

Lucia began to laugh, crying, the sounds muffled in the blanket, laughter, hysterical, preposterous, tears, not controlled, wild, laughing, crying.

Aunt Zita looked on the distraught figure of the girl as though she might have been demented.

“We are going to leave this place,” said Aunt Zita.

Lucia sat up on the cot, wiping the sleeve of her dress across her eyes.

“No,” said Lucia. “I’m going to stay here. I’m going to wait for him.” Then she put her head down and held her sides, laughing.

“You are mad,” said Aunt Zita.

Lucia looked up. “He may come back for a cup of coffee,” she said. “Don’t you understand?” And then she laughed again.

“Mad,” said Aunt Zita. “You are mad.” Then the older woman turned away and walked to the center of the room, and then sat down at the kitchen table, not facing Lucia. “This is a Godforsaken place filled with heathen,” said Aunt Zita. “They’re even the color of the devil that possesses them.” Aunt Zita stared at the wall of the soddy. “In this place, Lucia Turner,” she said, “you have been lured into listening to the call of the flesh.” Aunt Zita turned and faced Lucia. Her eyes were stern. Her voice was cold. “On your knees, Lucia Turner,” she said, “and together we will beg God’s forgiveness.”

“No,” said Lucia.

“Together we will beg God’s forgiveness,” said Aunt Zita.

“If God must forgive me for how I feel,” said Lucia, “then you must beg Him, for I will not.”

“You are shameless,” said Aunt Zita.

“I’m in love,” said Lucia.

Aunt Zita stared at Lucia. The silence in the soddy was as tangible and inflexible as the blade of a knife.

“I’m in love,” said Lucia, quietly, herself amazed at the words she had spoken, words that she had not known to be true until she had heard them said, words that made her happy and yet hurt her more than she could tell, because Chance, the man, was gone, and would not return. “Yes,” said Lucia, quietly, now calm, not crying, wanting to hear the words said again, as if she had not trusted herself to have spoken them, as if she did not trust herself to speak them again, “I am-I am in love.”

Suddenly outside there was a shout and the sound of several horses, a cry in Sioux, the snorting of animals.

Lucia ran to the door of the soddy, throwing it open.

About fifteen yards from the soddy, on stamping, barebacked ponies, were seven riders, their mounts white with the lather of sweat. Feathers were twisted into the manes of the ponies. Four of the riders wore a feather, a single white, black-tipped feather, among them their leader, whom Lucia recognized as Drum. The braves wore no paint but their blankets were loose around their waists, leaving their hands and arms free for using their weapons.

Drum, mounted, speaking rapidly in Sioux, gestured over the hill and toward the soddy.

Then Drum, and four riders, kicked their ponies in the direction of the school, while two young men leaped from their ponies and rushed to the soddy.

Lucia stood, bewildered, in the doorway of the soddy.

One of the braves seized her by the arm.

“Guns!” he said. “Guns!”

“No,” said Lucia. “No guns. We have no guns.”

The brave thrust her aside and entered the soddy, followed by his companion.

“Get out of here!” cried Aunt Zita. “What do you think you’re doing?”

The two braves began to ransack the soddy, upturning chests, throwing over boxes, tearing the bedclothes, hunting for weapons or bullets. They picked up kitchen knives and one of them took a bolt of yellow cloth. Lucia saw, with a sinking heart, the walnut china cabinet crash to the dirt floor of the soddy, the glass panels breaking, the dishes inside shattering.

Aunt Zita pounded on the back of one of the braves.

With a cry of rage he turned and seized her by the arms and forced her toward the range.

His companion with a kitchen knife forced open one of the circular lids, revealing the burning kindling inside.

The Indian who held Aunt Zita then held her by the arm and with his hand in her hair forced her head toward the circular opening and she screamed the wailing, unutterably horrifying scream of a terrified old woman.

Lucia seized up a piece of wood from beside the range and stood between the Indian and Aunt Zita and the range.

“Stop!” she cried.

The other Indian easily took the piece of wood from her, and held her about the waist, struggling.

Lucia screamed as the red fist thrust the head of the old woman into the flames and the soddy and the sky itself was rent by the old woman’s agonized shriek.

Lucia broke away from the brave who held her and seized Aunt Zita’s shoulders and with a strength she never knew she possessed tore her literally from the range and the man who held her and led the screaming woman to the wall of the soddy, holding her hands that she might not with her fingernails tear the burned flesh from her face.

Lucia heard the two braves laugh, returning to their work.

One was taking a pillowcase and putting all the food in the soddy into it.

The other was delicately picking a piece of burning kindling from the range.

Lucia took a handful of butter from a stone bowl and rubbed it onto the face of the old woman. Her gray hair had not caught fire. The old woman’s shoulders shook and she shrieked, her entire body trembling, knotted up, its knees under its chin by the dirt wall of the soddy. Lucia seized up her coat and put it about her shoulders.

The brave who had the piece of burning kindling was now applying it to the plank roof of the soddy, to the beds, to the furniture.

Lucia, half dragging, half carrying Aunt Zita, got her out of the soddy.

They had scarcely left the soddy when she saw Drum and his four braves returning from the direction of the school. She could see smoke, and knew that the school was burning. It was gone, the white-planked school with its chipped paint, the swings without rope, the foolish teeter-totter, the walls, the roof, the benches, the slates, the books, what all that had stood for.

Lucia knelt beside Aunt Zita in the dust beside the burning soddy, weeping, holding the older woman by the shoulders, trying to console her.

She looked up to see Drum standing over her.

“Sitting Bull is dead,” said Drum to her.

He looked on the piteous old woman, his face expressionless. He loosened the hatchet he wore at his belt.

He took the old woman’s hair in his left hand and swung the hatchet back.

Aunt Zita, whimpering and moaning, understood nothing. Lucia, holding Aunt Zita, put her own head across that of the older woman.

She looked at Drum fiercely, half blinded with tears.

“No!” she said.

Drum said something in Sioux and one of the other braves pulled Lucia’s hands from about Aunt Zita’s neck. “Lucia!” cried the old woman, reaching out for her.

She opened her eyes, the lids seared by the flames, and saw Drum’s hatchet, and shook her head, “Please no, don’t hurt me, please.”

Drum’s face was expressionless as the bluish steel of the hatchet blade, red in the flames of the burning soddy, stood as still as a poised hawk at the back of its arc, before its descent, its fall, to the forehead of the old woman.

“She is a Holy Woman!” screamed Lucia.

Drum’s arm did not fall. He turned to look at Lucia.

“Holy Woman!” screamed Lucia. “Bad Medicine kill Holy Woman! Bad Medicine!”