both went down as yet another volley dug deeply into
the earth.
I imagined a grenade dropping to the foot of the lad-
der, and my imagination drove me onto my feet, and
Treehorn clambered up behind me. I stole a look back
and saw the ladder being hoisted up and away. We raced
back to the intersection and moved into the other tunnel.
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I kept hearing an explosion in my head, that imaginary
grenade going off over and over.
The beam of my penlight was jittering across the
walls and the floor until I slowed and aimed it directly
ahead.
Still darkness. No end to the tunnel in sight.
I stopped, held up my palm to Treehorn. “This could
be one of the biggest tunnel networks in the entire
country,” I whispered.
“Yeah,” he said. “Goes all the way to China.”
I grinned crookedly at his quip, then started on once
more, turning a slight bend, then eating my words.
The tunnel abruptly dead-ended. Unfinished. In fact,
the Taliban still had excavation tools lining the walls:
shovels, pickaxes, wheelbarrows . . .
I looked at Treehorn.
“Well, Iain’t digging us out of here,” he groaned.
I put my finger to my lips. Footsteps. Growing closer.
T WENTY-T WO
Working as a team leader in an ever-changing environ-
ment with ever-changing rules and restrictions becomes,
as my father once put it, “an abrasive on the soul.” Hav-
ing toiled many years in the GM plant and enjoyed as
many years out in his woodshop, Dad was a man who
celebrated predictability. He did repetitive work at the
plant, and when he created his custom pieces of furni-
ture, he most often worked from a blueprint and fol-
lowed it to the letter. He felt at peace with a plan he
could follow. He always taught me that practice makes
perfect, that repetition is not boring and can make you
an expert, and that people who say they just “wing it”
are hardly as successful as those who plan their work and
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work their plan. He told me he could never do what I
did, though, because he would never find satisfaction in
it. He needed something tangible to hold on to, sit on,
photograph, admire . . . and he needed a plan that would
not change. My father was a curmudgeon to be sure.
We’d argue about this a lot. But when I slipped off
into my own little woodshop to produce projects for my
friends and fellow operators, I understood what Dad was
trying to tell me. You cannot replace the satisfaction of
working alone, of listening to that voice in your head as
it guides you through a piece of furniture. There was
great beauty in solitude, and I sometimes wondered
whether I should’ve become a sniper instead of a team
leader. The exquisite artistry of making a perfect shot
from a mile out deeply intrigued me.
Oddly enough, I was pondering that idea while Tree-
horn and I stood in that tunnel, completely cut off. I
wished I’d had the luxury of only worrying about myself
instead of feeling wholly responsible for him. When I
was a sergeant, my CO would tell me that I’d get used to
leadership but it would never get any easier. I doubted
him. I assumed I’d find a comfort zone. But there isn’t
one. Not for me. There’s a happy place of denial that I
go to when things go south, but I can only visit there for
short periods before they kick me out.
Thus, the big sniper was at my shoulder, in my charge,
and I swore to myself I would not get him killed.
A figure materialized from the darkness.
I shifted reflexively in front of Treehorn as the figure’s
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light came up and a second person shifted up behind the
first. I was blinded for a second, about to pull the trigger,
when the shout came:
“Captain! Hold fire!”
I recognized the voice. Ramirez. His light came
down.
I sighed. My beating heart threatened to crack a rib.
“Joey, how the hell did you get in here?”
“We saw you get pinned down. So we came back up,
pushed through a couple of rocks. It looks a lot worse
than it is. It caved in, but up near the top of the pile we
found a way in.”
“You all right?” Brown asked, moving up behind
Ramirez.
“We’re good. I want C-4 at the intersection. What’s
going on outside?”
“Rest of the team’s at the rally point,” Ramirez said.
“A couple more Bradleys came up. They put some seri-
ous fire on the mountains, so those bastards have fallen
back. I think we’re clear to exit.”
I looked hard at Ramirez. “Thanks for coming back.”
He averted his gaze.
That reaction made me wonder if he’d come back
only because Brown had spotted us and left him no
choice. Or maybe he was trying to get past what had
happened and show me he still had my back; I just didn’t
know.
I shook off the thought, and we got to work. Within
two minutes we had the charges ready.
“You sure about this?” Treehorn asked. “Still got that
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other tunnel down there where they had the ladder . . .
who knows what’s up there . . .”
“We can’t leave this open. We need to make it harder
for them to cross over without being seen.”
“You’re the boss,” he said. “Bet there’s another exit
we haven’t found, anyway. If we get back up here, we
can search for that one, too.”
I nodded. “I bet we’ll get our chance.”
We left the intersection and reached the towering
wall of dirt and rock, noting the fresh exit created by
Ramirez and Brown, just a narrow, two-meter-long tun-
nel near the ceiling. We’d crawl on our hands and knees
to exit. I was concerned about all the rock and dirt
between us and the charges, so I gave Brown the order
to detonate before we left. He clicked his remote. Noth-
ing. I knew it. We’d gone too far off for the signal to
reach through the rock.
But then I wondered if maybe his remote detonator
had been damaged by the HER F guns. I’d forgotten
about that. We all had.
“I’ll do it,” said Ramirez, removing the detonator
from Brown’s hand.
“And I’ll come with you,” said Brown, hardening his
tone. “Could go with a regular fuse.”
“I’ll be right back.” Ramirez took off running.
“Go after him,” I ordered Brown. I had visions of
Ramirez blowing himself up. “The detonator might not
work.”
“Like I said, I’ve got some old-school fuses. We’ll
light it up.”
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Treehorn began pushing his way through the exit hole.
It was just wide enough for the big guy, and he moaned
and groaned till he reached the other side.
Then he called back to me, “Hey, boss, why don’t
you come out? We’ll wait for them on the other side.”
“You watch the entrance,” I told him. “We’ll all be
out in a minute. You scared to be alone?”