Pieter had stopped what he was doing, a frown on his face. Why do you want to know about her?
Its nothing, I answered lightly. Just something I overheard. It means nothing.
I had not been present when he set up the scene for the painting of the bakers daughterI had not yet been assisting him. Now, however, the first time van Ruijvens wife came to sit for him I was up in the attic working, and could hear what he said. She was a quiet woman. She did what was asked of her without a sound. Even her fine shoes did not tap across the tiled floor. He had her stand by the unshuttered window, then sit in one of the two lion-head chairs placed around the table. I heard him close some shutters. This painting will be darker than the last, he declared.
She did not respond. It was as if he were talking to himself. After a moment he called up to me. When I appeared he said, Griet, get my wifes yellow mantle, and her pearl necklace and earrings.
Catharina was visiting friends that afternoon so I could not ask her for her jewels. I would have been frightened to anyway. Instead I went to Maria Thins in the Crucifixion room, who unlocked Catharinas jewelry box and handed me the necklace and earrings. Then I got out the mantle from the cupboard in the great hall, shook it out and folded it carefully over my arm. I had never touched it before. I let my nose sink into the furit was very soft, like a baby rabbits.
As I walked down the hallway to the stairs I had the sudden desire to run out the door with the riches in my arms. I could go to the star in the middle of Market Square, choose a direction to follow, and never come back.
Instead I returned to van Ruijvens wife and helped her into the mantle. She wore it as if it were her own skin. After sliding the earring wires through the holes in her lobes, she looped the pearls around her neck. I had taken up the ribbons to tie the necklace for her when he said, Dont wear the necklace. Leave it on the table.
She sat again. He sat in his chair and studied her. She did not seem to mindshe gazed into space, seeing nothing, as he had tried to get me to do.
Look at me, he said.
She looked at him. Her eyes were large and dark, almost black.
He laid a table rug on the table, then changed it for the blue cloth. He laid the pearls in a line on the table, then in a heap, then in a line again. He asked her to stand, to sit, then to sit back, then to sit forward.
I thought he had forgotten that I was watching from the corner until he said, Griet, get me Catharinas powder-brush.
He had her hold the brush up to her face, lay it on the table with her hand still grasping it, leave it to one side. He handed it to me. Take it back.
When I returned he had given her a quill and paper. She sat in the chair, leaning forward, and wrote, an inkwell at her right. He opened a pair of the upper shutters and closed the bottom pair. The room became darker but the light shone on her high round forehead, on her arm resting on the table, on the sleeve of the yellow mantle.
Move your left hand forward slightly, he said. There.
She wrote.
Look at me, he said.
She looked at him.
He got a map from the storeroom and hung it on the wall behind her. He took it down again. He tried a small landscape, a painting of a ship, the bare wall. Then he disappeared downstairs.
While he was gone I watched van Ruijvens wife closely. It was perhaps rude of me, but I wanted to see what she would do. She did not move. She seemed to settle into the pose more completely. By the time he returned, with a still life of musical instruments, she looked as if she had always been sitting at the table, writing her letter. I had heard he painted her once before the previous necklace painting, playing a lute. She must have learned by now what he wanted from a model. Perhaps she simply was what he wanted.
He hung the painting behind her, then sat down again to study her. As they gazed at each other I felt as if I were not there. I wanted to leave, to go back to my colors, but I did not dare disturb the moment.
The next time you come, wear white ribbons in your hair instead of pink, and a yellow ribbon where you tie your hair at the back.
She nodded so slightly that her head hardly moved.
You may sit back.
As he released her, I felt free to go.
The next day he pulled up another chair to the table. The day after that he brought up Catharinas jewelry box and set it on the table. Its drawers were studded with pearls around the keyholes.
Van Leeuwenhoek arrived with his camera obscura while I was working in the attic. You will have to get one of your own some day, I heard him say in his deep voice. Though I admit it gives me the opportunity to see what youre painting. Where is the model?
She could not come.
That is a problem.
No. Griet, he called.
I climbed down the ladder. When I entered the studio van Leeuwenhoek gazed at me in astonishment. He had very clear brown eyes, with large lids that made him look sleepy. He was far from sleepy, though, but alert and puzzled, his mouth drawn in tightly at the corners. Despite his surprise at seeing me, he had a kindly look about him, and when he recovered he even bowed.
No gentleman had ever bowed to me before. I could not stop myselfI smiled.
Van Leeuwenhoek laughed. What were you doing up there, my dear?
Grinding colors, sir.
He turned to my master. An assistant! What other surprises do you have for me? Next youll be teaching her to paint your women for you.
My master was not amused. Griet, he said, sit as you saw van Ruijvens wife do the other day.
I stepped nervously to the chair and sat, leaning forward as she had done.
Take up the quill.
I picked it up, my hand trembling and making the feather shake, and placed my hands as I had remembered hers. I prayed he would not ask me to write something, as he had van Ruijvens wife. My father had taught me to write my name, but little else. At least I knew how to hold the quill. I glanced at the sheets on the table and wondered what van Ruijvens wife had written on them. I could read a little, from familiar things like my prayer book, but not a ladys hand.
Look at me.
I looked at him. I tried to be van Ruijvens wife.
He cleared his throat. She will be wearing the yellow mantle, he said to van Leeuwenhoek, who nodded.
My master stood, and they set up the camera obscura so that it pointed at me. Then they took turns looking. When they were bent over the box with the black robe over their heads, it became easier for me to sit and think of nothing, as I knew he wanted me to.
He had van Leeuwenhoek move the painting on the back wall several times before he was satisfied with its position, then open and shut shutters while he kept his head under the robe. At last he seemed satisfied. He stood up and folded the robe over the back of the chair, then stepped over to the desk, picked up a piece of paper, and handed it to van Leeuwenhoek. They began discussing its contentsGuild business he wanted advice about. They talked for a long time.
Van Leeuwenhoek glanced up. For the mercy of God, man, let the girl get back to her work.
My master looked at me as if surprised that I was still sitting at the table, quill in hand. Griet, you may go.
As I left I thought I saw a look of pity cross van Leeuwenhoeks face.
He left the camera set up in the studio for some days. I was able to look through it several times on my own, lingering on the objects on the table. Something about the scene he was to paint bothered me. It was like looking at a painting that has been hung crookedly. I wanted to change something, but I did not know what. The box gave me no answers.
One day van Ruijvens wife came again and he looked at her for a long time in the camera. I was passing through the studio while his head was covered, and walked as quietly as I could so I would not disturb them. I stood behind him for a moment to look at the setting with her in it. She must have seen me but gave no sign, continuing to gaze straight at him with her dark eyes.