“So is Einstein,” Dr. Feld said.
They did not talk much. When they did speak it was about Clem or the formula. He explained the peculiar, almost atomic vitality of vitamins. “The source of all life is in the atom,” he said solemnly. “God is not in the vastness of greatness. He is hid in the vastness of smallness. He is not in the general. He is in the particular. When we understand the particular, then we will know all.” When he really talked he spoke in German. She was glad that she had taken German in college and had kept the language alive in her reading.
One summer afternoon she took off her big white apron and reached for her hat and coat. “I’m going away early today, Dr. Feld, to see someone I know.”
He looked surprised and pleased. “Good — you have friends, dear madame.”
So Henrietta went away and rode the subway uptown and walked to Sutton Place.
She found the doorway in a quiet street, in a row of black and white houses with white Venetian blinds. The slanting sun shone into the street with glitter and shadow. The door opened promptly and a little maid in black and white asked her to come in please, her voice very fresh and Irish. She followed her into a square big room, immaculate in white and gold. The maid tripped away. Henrietta sat in a vast gold satin chair and a moment later Candace came in, looking soft and still young, her eyes tender and her hair a silvery gold. Her full sweet mouth smiled and Henrietta felt a fragrant kiss upon her cheek.
“Henrietta, this is the dearest thing you could have done. I never expect any of William’s family to — Sit down, please, and let me look at you. I cried so when I heard about Clem. I ought to have written but I couldn’t.”
She was in a violet chiffon tea gown, long and full and belted with silver. She was very slender again and more beautiful than ever.
“Let me look at you,” Henrietta said. “Are you happy, Candy?”
Candace blushed. “I am happier than I’ve ever been in my life, happy the way I want to be happy.”
She put her hand on Henrietta’s. “When I was with William I was happy, too. It is so easy for me to be happy. But then I was happy mostly by myself. Now I am happy with Seth.”
“I know,” Henrietta said. She did not take Candace’s hand because she did not know how to do such things and Candace understood this and stroked her hand and took her own away again.
“I don’t blame William,” she said gently. “I won’t even let Seth hate him. William needed someone who could understand him. Seth and I of course have grown up in the same world.”
She smiled at Henrietta brilliantly and softly. “You must come and visit us, dear. We don’t live here much. We live at the old seashore house.”
“Where is Seth working?” Henrietta asked.
“He doesn’t work any more except on his plays,” Candace said sweetly. “He says William galvanized him in college or he never would have worked.” Candace laughed her rich youthful laughter. “Seth is so amusing. He says William shaped his life. First he influenced him to work for him and then he influenced him to work against him. Now, Seth says, he’s not going to work at all because he’s really freed himself of William. We’re both very wicked, I daresay.”
“It isn’t wicked to be happy,” Henrietta said.
Candace pressed her hand again. “How glad I am to hear you say that! I used to tell William so but he didn’t know what I meant. I tell the boys that now, but they’re William’s sons, too. They’re terribly proud of him.”
Henrietta said, “Tell me about yourself.”
Candace held up her hand. Her face so illumined from within, turned toward the door. “Wait! I hear Seth.” She rose and went to the door and called and he came.
Henrietta saw a tall, gray-haired man, with a handsome, determinedly quizzical face. He was the one she remembered and she put out her hand.
“How good of you to come,” he said. “Candy and I don’t expect favors.”
“I am fond of Candace. I wanted to see if you were good enough for her.”
“Don’t make up your mind at first sight,” he begged. “My weaknesses are so obvious.”
She smiled politely, not knowing how to answer nonsense and he looked at Candace.
“My love, I’ve had nothing to eat or drink since luncheon.”
“Oh — I’ll ring for tea.” Her violet skirt flowed across the silvery gray carpet and she pulled a black bell rope, hung as a decoration by the marble mantelpiece.
They had tea then, a happy plentiful affair at which Henrietta sat loyally silent and faintly smiling, enjoying the warmth of the web these two wove about them, into which they wrapped her, too. They were mirthful without cruelty, and gaily frank with her.
“Your mother, darling,” Candace said to her, “has been cultivating England, as you know. She’s used up all the available relatives — She’s simply astonished everybody. Seth, where’s the letter we had from Lady Astley?”
Seth pulled open the drawer of a mahogany escritoire, and tossed an envelope into her lap.
“You don’t mind?” Candace inquired, eyes brimming with laughter.
“I know Mother,” Henrietta said.
Candace opened the pale blue writing paper, and began to read aloud:
What we cannot understand here in England is why Mrs. Lane isn’t the mother of the President. I think she doesn’t understand it, either. She’s a joy and a treasure. She makes us laugh our heads off and then we can face these Socialists. Really, she’s a good sport — we like her. There’s something English about her if you know what I mean — something quite frightful. She’s so sure she’s wonderful. There’ll always be England and that sort of thing — and of course there always will. It’s wonderful to think that it’s in America, too. We’ll quite hate to see her leave. God help us, it’s odd, but the American Queen Mother hates Labor, too! She calls herself a Republican. William the Son is a Republican, she says. What’s a Republican, dear? Mind now and tell me when you write.
“How wicked we are to read this aloud,” Candace said looking with laughing rue at Seth, sunk in his chair and smoking his pipe.
“Nonsense,” he said. “Henrietta knows we like the old gal. God, how I envy the old! They had the world all straight, heaven and hell, God and the devil, peace and war, good and bad, moral and immoral, stuffed and hungry and rich and poor—” Candace joined in the chant. “Young and old—”
“Black and white—”
“Gold and silver—”
“East side, West side, and never the twain shall meet—”
“King and subject—”
“City and Country—”
“Capital and Labor—”
“Union and nonunion—”
“Capitalist and Communist—”
“White man, black man—”
“Stop,” Candace said, “we’re making Henrietta dizzy.”
“No, you’re not,” Henrietta replied. “You’re just making me laugh. Bless you both for being happy. Now I’ve got to go.”
They let her go, clamoring for her return, making her promise that she would come to spend a month with them at the seashore house. She would not, of course, but she could not tell them so, lest they keep her to make her promise, and then she went away, back to the subway and downtown again to her little hole in the wall.
It was long past twilight. Dr. Feld might still be working but she did not go to see. When she shut the door upon that splendid foolish happiness she stepped from moonshine into darkness. She was so accustomed to loneliness that she could not quite understand why the loneliness was deeper than it had been before, since she had found out exactly what she wanted to know, that Candace was happy and that none of them owed a debt to her any more through William. Then she remembered that neither Seth nor Candace had asked her where she lived or what she was doing. It had not occurred to them. They were not cruel, they were not even selfish or unthinking. They were simply ignorant, Candace naturally, so, Seth perhaps willfully so. He had returned to the world into which he had been born, and Candace had never left it. For them no other existed. They had never known, could never know, what Clem had always known.