Two persons kept to themselves their thoughts about Clem. Miss Mira Bean, Bump’s teacher to whom Clem had gone after the whipping, knew that Clem was more than New Point discerned. She knew it the first evening he had come to her door, clean and brushed and holding his cap in his hand.
“Come in,” she had said with her usual sharp manner to the young.
Clem had come into her small two-room flat.
“My name is Clem Miller.”
“Sit down,” she commanded.
The rooms were small and crowded with furniture and books. There was little space to sit, and he took the end of a haircloth sofa. Miss Bean was like any of the middle-aged women he saw upon the streets of New Point, a lean, sand-colored shape, washed and clean, straight-haired and gray-eyed.
“What do you want, Clem?” she asked.
“I want to talk to you about Bump,” he said. He had gone on then to tell why he had felt compelled to whip the boy.
“But I can’t whip him again,” he said. “You, Miss Bean, have got to make him like school well enough so he will want to get an education.”
“He’s got to stay in school, whether he likes it or not,” Miss Bean said somewhat harshly. “It’s the law.”
Clem had sat looking at her. “I don’t think you ought to take advantage of that,” he said. “The law is on your side, of course. But even the law can’t make a boy get an education. It can only make him sit so many hours a day where you are. He’s got to like it before he can get educated.”
Miss Bean was not a stupid woman and she was struck with this wisdom in a youth who was still too young to be called a man.
“You’re right about that,” she said after a moment.
She had done her best, not only for Bump, but also for Clem, lending him books, guiding his reading, letting him talk to her for hours on Sundays. For though Clem made Bump go to Sunday School and lectured him about the value of going to church, he himself never went.
“Whyn’t you go, then, if it’s so good?” Bump grumbled.
Clem, polishing Bump’s ragged school shoes, paused to answer this as honestly as he could. “I just can’t get myself to it,” he confessed. “What’s more, I can’t tell you why. Something happened to me once somewhere.”
“What was it?” Bump asked.
Clem shook his head. “It would take me too long to tell you.”
He never told anyone anything about himself. It would indeed have taken him too long. Where would he begin, and how would he explain his origins? How could he ever tell anyone in this peaceful town in Ohio that he had once lived in Peking, China, and that he had seen his parents killed? There were things too endless to tell. Only to Henrietta was he one day to speak, because she knew at least the beginning.
The church bell came to his aid. “You run along,” he told Bump briskly. The shoes were polished and he washed his hands in the china bowl. Then he fixed Bump’s tie to exactitude and parted his hair again and brushed it. “Mind you learn the golden text,” he said sternly.
The minister at the Baptist Church was the other person in New Point who kept to himself his thoughts about Clem. He stopped sometimes in the store to see the industrious young man and to invite him to come to the house of God. He was a red-haired, freckle-faced young minister, fresh of voice and sprightly in manner, and there was nothing in him to dislike. But Clem did fear him, nevertheless, though the young minister was persuasive and ardent.
“Come to worship God with us, my friend,” he said to Clem one day at the meat counter. He had come to buy a pound of beef for stew.
Clem fetched out a piece of nameless beef and searched for the knife. “I don’t have much time, Mr. Brown,” he said mildly. “I really need my Sundays.”
“It costs more time in the end not to be a Christian, more time in eternity.”
Clem smiled and did not answer. He cut the meat and weighed it, and then cut another slice. “Tell Mrs. Brown I’m putting in a little extra.” This was his usual answer to those whom he refused something. He gave a little extra food.
The store, Clem knew as the years passed, was not his final destination. He was learning about buying and selling, and he was learning about his own people. Living among the kindly citizens of the small town, he began to recover from the shock of the farm and the man and woman who lived upon it. In its way, he sometimes mused, it had been a shock as severe as that he had received when he found his parents murdered on that summer’s day in Peking. He was taut with nervous energy, he never rested, and there were days when he could not eat without nausea. Food he held sacred, yet food could lie heavy in his own belly. He could not drink milk or eat butter because he could not bear the smell of the cow, and he disliked eggs. Meat he ate almost not at all, partly because he had been so little used to it. He forgot himself. Around the matter of food his imagination played and upon it his creative power was focused. Under Miss Bean’s dry guidance, he read economics and came upon Malthus, and lost his temper. The man must have been one of those blind thinkers, sitting in his study, playing with figures instead of getting out and seeing what was really going on in the world. People were starving, yes, but food was rotting because they could not get it. There was plenty of food, there were not too many people, the trouble was that men had not put their minds to the simple matter of organization for distribution. Food must be bought where it was plentiful and cheap and carried to where the people could buy it.
When this idea first came into Clem’s mind, its effect upon him was like that of religious conversion. He did not know it yet, but he was illumined as his father before him had been, not then by the satisfaction of feeding human bodies, but by the excitement of saving men’s souls. Clem had no interest in saving souls, for he had a high and unshakable faith in the souls of men as he saw them, good enough as God had made them, except when the evils of earth beset them. And these evils, he was convinced, rose first of all from hunger, for from hunger came illness and poverty and all the misery that forced men into desperation and then into senseless quarrels. Their souls were degraded and lost because of the clamoring hunger of their bodies. As simply as his father had left his home and followed God’s call across the sea, so simply now did Clem believe that he could cure the sorrows of men and women and their children.
He did not want to leave his own country as his father had done. Here among his own people he would do his work, and if he were proved right, as he knew he would be, then he would spread his plan of salvation to other lands and other peoples and first, of course, to the Chinese. Other people would see his success and follow him. If he had money he would not keep it. He would pour it all into spreading the gospel of good food for all mankind.
On Sundays when Bump was at Sunday School and the town in its Sabbath quiet, Clem in his room alone or walking into the countryside beyond Main Street, planned the business of his life. As soon as Bump was through high school he would begin and Bump could help him. Mr. Janison had offered him a partnership in the store in three more years. He would take it. He had to have a center somewhere. He would make New Point the center of a vast marketing network, buying tons of food in regions where harvests were plentiful, and supplying markets wherever there was scarcity. Meanwhile he must prepare himself. He must learn accounting and management as well as marketing. He must learn the geography of the country until he knew it as he knew the palm of his own hand, so that he could see what harvests could be expected from every part of it.