«I don’t think she was. She introduced me all around; there were six or seven of them, and all of them were dead.»
«She was happy, thinking they were there. What difference does it make?»
«It was horrible,» said Jo Ann.
So we had another drink to chase away the horror.
Joe was still down in the mouth. «Did you ever see the like of it? You could shoot off a cannon in this joint and not touch a single soul. By this time, usually, they’d be lined up against the bar, and it’d be a dull evening if someone hadn’t taken a poke at someone else—although you understand I run a decent place.»
«Sure you do,» I said. «Sit down and have a drink with us.»
«It ain’t right that I should,» said Joe. «A bartender should never take a drink when he’s conducting business. But I feel so low that if you don’t mind, I’ll take you up on it.»
He went back to the bar and got a bottle and a glass and we had quite a few.
The corner, he said, had always been a good spot—steady business all the time, with a rush at noon and a good crowd in the evening. But business had started dropping off six weeks before, and now was down to nothing.
«It’s the same all over town,» he said, «some places worse than others. This place is one of the worst; I just don’t know what’s gotten into people.»
We said we didn’t, either. I fished out some money and left it for the drinks, and we made our escape.
Outside I asked Jo Ann to have dinner with me, but she said it was the night her bridge club met, so I drove her home and went on to my place.
I take a lot of ribbing at the office for living so far out of town, but I like it. I got the cottage cheap, and it’s better than living in a couple of cooped-up rooms in a third-rate resident hotel—which would be the best I could afford if I stayed in town.
After I’d fixed up a steak and some fried potatoes for supper, I went down to the dock and rowed out into the lake a ways. I sat there for a while, watching the lighted windows winking all around the shore and listening to the sounds you never hear in daytime—the muskrat swimming and the soft chuckling of the ducks and the occasional slap of a jumping fish.
It was a bit chilly and after a little while I rowed back in again, thinking there was a lot to do before winter came. The boat should be caulked and painted; the cottage itself could take a coat of paint, if I could get around to it. There were a couple of storm windows that needed glass replaced, and by rights I should putty all of them. The chimney needed some bricks to replace the ones that had blown off in a windstorm earlier in the year, and the door should have new weatherstripping.
I sat around and read a while and then I went to bed. Just before I went to sleep I thought some about the two old ladies—one of them happy and the other dead.
The next morning I got the Community Chest story out of the way, first thing; then I got an encyclopedia from the library and did some reading on magnetism. I figured that I should know something about it, before I saw this whiz-bang at the university.
But I needn’t have worried so much; this Dr. Thomas turned out to be a regular Joe. We sat around and had quite a talk. He told me about magnetism, and when he found out I lived at the lake he talked about fishing; then we found we knew some of the same people, and it was all right.
Except he didn’t have a story.
«There may be one in another year or so,» he told me. «When there is, I’ll let you in on it.»
I’d heard that one before, of course, so I tried to pin him down.
«It’s a promise,» he said; «you get it first, ahead of anyone.»
I let it go at that. You couldn’t ask the man to sign a contract on it.
I was watching for a chance to get away, but I could see he still had more to say. So I stayed on; it’s refreshing to find someone who wants to talk to you.
«I think there’ll be a story,» he said, looking worried, as if he were afraid there mightn’t be. «I’ve worked on it for years. Magnetism is still one of the phenomena we don’t know too much about. Once we knew nothing about electricity, and even now we do not entirely understand it; but we found out about it, and when we knew enough about it, we put it to work. We could do the same with magnetism, perhaps—if we only could determine the first fundamentals of it.»
He stopped and looked straight at me. «When you were a kid, did you believe in brownies?»
That one threw me and he must have seen it did.
«You remember—the little helpful people. If they liked you, they did all sorts of things for you; and all they expected of you was that you’d leave out a bowl of milk for them.»
I told him I’d read the stories, and I supposed that at one time I must have believed in them—although right at the moment I couldn’t swear I had.
«If I didn’t know better,» he said, «I’d think I had brownies in this lab. Someone—or something—shuffled my notes for me. I’d left them on the desktop held down with a paperweight; the next morning they were spread all over, and part of them dumped onto the floor.»
«A cleaning woman,» I suggested.
He smiled at my suggestion. «I’m the cleaning woman here.»
I thought he had finished and I wondered why all this talk of notes and brownies. I was reaching for my hat when he told me the rest of it.
«There were two sheets of the notes still underneath the paperweight,» he said. «One of them had been folded carefully. I was about to pick them up, and put them with the other sheets so I could sort them later, when I happened to read what was on those sheets beneath the paperweight.»
He drew a long breath. «They were two sections of my notes that, if left to myself, I probably never would have tied together. Sometimes we have strange blind spots; sometimes we look so closely at a thing that we are blinded to it. And there it was—two sheets laid there by accident. Two sheets, one of them folded to tie up with the other, to show me a possibility I’d never have thought of otherwise. I’ve been working on that possibility ever since; I have hopes it may work out.»
«When it does …» I said.
«It is yours,» he told me.
I got my hat and left.
And I thought idly of brownies all the way back to the office.
I had just got back to the office, and settled down for an hour or two of loafing, when old J. H.—our publisher—made one of his irregular pilgrimages of good will out into the newsroom. J. H. is a pompous windbag, without a sincere bone in his body; he knows we know this and we know he knows—but he, and all the rest of us, carry out the comedy of good fellowship to its bitter end.
He stopped beside my desk, clapped me on the shoulder, and said in a voice that boomed throughout the newsroom: «That’s a tremendous job you’re doing on the Community Chest, my boy.»
Feeling a little sick and silly, I got to my feet and said, «Thank you, J. H.; it’s nice of you to say so.»
Which was what was expected of me. It was almost ritual.
He grabbed me by the hand, put the other hand on my shoulder, shook my hand vigorously and squeezed my shoulder hard. And I’ll be damned if there weren’t tears in his eyes as he told me, «You just stick around, Mark, and keep up the work. You won’t regret it for a minute. We may not always show it, but we appreciate good work and loyalty and we’re always watching what you do out here.»
Then he dropped me like a hot potato and went on with his greetings.
I sat down again; the rest of the day was ruined for me. I told myself that if I deserved any commendation I could have hoped it would be for something other than the Community Chest stories. They were lousy stories; I knew it, and so did the Barnacle and all the rest of them. No one blamed me for their being lousy—you can’t write anything but a lousy story on a Community Chest drive. But they weren’t cheering me.