«So you fed them—»
«And heated the hill,» said Joe, «so they wouldn’t have to hibernate. So they wouldn’t have to start out fresh with the coming of each spring.»
«The carts?»
«I made a couple, left them there. It took ten years, but they finally figured out what they were for.»
Grant nodded at the smokestacks.
«They did that themselves,» Joe told him.
«Anything else?»
Joe lifted his shoulders wearily. «How should I know?»
«But, man, you watched them. Even if you didn’t keep notes, you watched.»
Joe shook his head. «I haven’t laid eyes on them for almost fifteen years. I only came today because I heard you here. These ants, you see, don’t amuse me any more.»
Grant’s mouth opened, then shut tight again. Finally, he said: «So that’s the answer. That’s why you did it. Amusement.»
There was no shame on Joe’s face, no defense, just a pained expression that said he wished they’d forget all about the ants. His mouth said: «Sure. Why else?»
«That gun of mine. I suppose that amused you, too.»
«Not the gun,» said Joe.
Not the gun, Grant’s brain said. Of course, not the gun, you dumbbell, but you yourself. You’re the one that amused him. And you’re amusing him right now.
Fixing up old Dave Baxter’s farm machinery, then walking off without a word, doubtless had been a screaming joke. And probably he’d hugged himself and rocked for days with silent mirth after that time up at the Webster house when he’d pointed out the thing that was wrong with old Thomas Webster’s space drive.
Like a smart-Aleck playing tricks on an awkward puppy.
Joe’s voice broke his thoughts.
«You’re an enumerator, aren’t you? Why don’t you ask me the questions? Now that you’ve found me you can’t go off and not get it down on paper. My age especially. I’m one hundred sixty-three and I’m scarcely adolescent. Another thousand years at least.»
He hugged his knobby knees against his chest and rocked slowly back and forth. «Another thousand years and if I take good care of myself—»
«But that isn’t all of it,» Grant told him, trying to keep his voice calm. «There is something more. Something that you must do for us.»
«For us?»
«For society,» said Grant. «For the human race.»
«Why?»
Grant stared. «You mean that you don’t care.»
Joe shook his head and in the gesture there was no bravado, no defiance of convention. It was just blunt statement of the fact.
«Money?» suggested Grant.
Joe waved his hands at the hills about them, at the spreading river valley.
«I have this,» he said. «I have no need of money.»
«Fame, perhaps?»
Joe did not spit, but his face looked like he had.
«The gratitude of the human race?»
«It doesn’t last,» said Joe and the old mockery was in his words, the vast amusement just behind his lips.
«Look, Joe,» said Grant and, hard as he tried to keep it out, there was pleading in his voice, «this thing I have for you to do is important… important to generations yet to come, important to the human race, a milestone in our destiny—»
«And why should I,» asked Joe, «do something for someone who isn’t even born yet? Why should I look beyond the years of my own life? When I die, I die, and all the shouting and the glory, all the banners and the bugles will be nothing to me. I will not know whether I lived a great life or a very poor one.»
«The race,» said Grant.
Joe laughed, a shout of laughter. «Race preservation, race advancement. That’s what you’re getting at. Why should you be concerned with that? Or I?»
The laughter lines smoothed out around his mouth and he shook a finger in mock admonishment. «Race preservation is a myth… a myth that you all have lived by—a sordid thing that has arisen out of your social structure. The race ends every day. When a man dies the race ends for him—so far as he’s concerned there is no longer any race.»
«You just don’t care,» said Grant.
«That,» declared Joe, «is what I’ve been telling you.»
He squinted at the pack upon the ground and a flicker of a smile wove about his lips. «Perhaps,» he suggested, «if it interested me—»
Grant opened up the pack, brought out the portfolio. Almost reluctantly he pulled out the thin sheaf of papers, glanced at the title:
«Unfinished Philosophical—»
He handed it across, sat watching as Joe read swiftly and even as he watched he felt the sickening wrench of terrible failure closing on his brain.
Back in the Webster house he had thought of a mind that knew no groove of logic, a mind unhampered by four thousand years of moldy human thought. That, he had told himself, might do the trick.
And here it was. But it still was not enough. There was something lacking—something he had never thought of, something the men in Geneva had never thought of, either. Something, a part of the human make-up that everyone, up to this moment, had taken for granted.
A social pressure, the thing that had held the human race together through all millennia—held the human race together as a unit just as hunger pressure had held the ants enslaved to a social pattern.
The need of one human being for the approval of his fellow humans, the need for a certain cult of fellowship—a psychological, almost physiological need for approval of one’s thought and action. A force that kept men from going off at unsocial tangents, a force that made for social security and human solidarity, for the working together of the human family.
Men died for that approval, sacrificed for that approval, lived lives they loathed for that approval. For without it a man was on his own, an outcast, an animal that had been driven from the pack.
It had led to terrible things, of course—to mob psychology, to racial persecution, to mass atrocities in the name of patriotism or religion. But likewise it had been the sizing that held the race together, the thing that from the very start had made human society possible.
And Joe didn’t have it. Joe didn’t give a damn. He didn’t care what anyone thought of him. He didn’t care whether anyone approved or not.
Grant felt the sun hot upon his back, heard the whisper of the wind that walked in the trees above him. And in some thicket a bird struck up a song.
Was this the trend of mutancy? This sloughing off of the basic instinct that made man a member of the race?
Had this man in front of him, reading the legacy of Juwain, found within himself, through his mutancy, a life so full that he could dispense with the necessity for the approval of his fellows? Had he, finally, after all these years, reached that stage of civilization where a man stood independent, disdaining all the artificiality of society?
Joe looked up.
«Very interesting,» he said. «Why didn’t he go ahead and finish it?»
«He died,» said Grant.
Joe clucked his tongue inside his cheek. «He was wrong in one place.» He flipped the pages, jabbed with a finger. «Right here. That’s where the error cropped up. That’s what bogged him down.»
Grant stammered. «But… but there shouldn’t be an error. He died, that’s all. He died before he finished it.»
Joe folded the manuscript neatly, tucked it in his pocket.
«Just as well,» he said. «He probably would have botched it, anyhow.»
«Then you can finish it? You can—»
There was, Grant knew, no use of going on. He read the answer in Joe’s eyes.
«You really think,» said Joe, and his words were terse and measured, «that I’d turn this over to you squalling humans?»