Jezior opens the organ to access the urethra. As he works, he rests the heel of one hand on White’s scrotum, using it like a tiny beanbag chair. Molly’s style is more formal; she holds her instruments like a knife and fork, wrists raised. The rectangular graft is stitched in place but left flat. Urine is temporarily diverted through an opening made in the skin below the graft. In a follow-up operation, once a new blood supply grows in and it’s clear the graft has taken, Jezior will go back in and hook up the waterworks. He’ll roll the graft into a tube and connect it to the original urethra, and that, one hopes, will be that.
When it’s over, Jezior snaps off his gloves and walks directly to a phone on a desk in the corner of the operating room and punches an extension. White’s mother is waiting in his hospital room. “He’s awake, and everything went well.”
FOR THE third time today, I’ve lost Dr. Jezior. I’ll bend down to slip on some surgical shoe covers or step away to use a drinking fountain, and when I turn back he’s gone: pulled away by a nurse, an administrator, a patient’s wife. He never says no, although he has every reason to. Chronically over-busy, he moves through the halls at a slight forward cant, as if arriving a second sooner might give him a jump on the enduring backlog of things that need doing. The stack of reading material in his office bathroom, all of it urological, threatens to collapse the sink.
Like a lost child in a mall, I know to stay put and eventually he’ll come for me. I browse some information on “Boxes and Storage,” one of the many themed bulletin boards that line the corridors of Walter Reed. “Mature Indian wheat moth larvae pupating in corrugated cardboard,” says a photo caption. It’s the most unsettling image I’ve seen all day, but not for long. Jezior and I are headed to his office so he can show me photographs of some of his patients in Iraq. Not to unsettle me, but to give me a broader sense of what bullets and bombs, and then surgeons, can do.
Jezior narrates with simple anatomical vocabulary, but I can’t always parse what I’m seeing in a way that matches the words. I can’t even see person in some of these images. I see butcher shop. Bandages protect the psyche, too; some of these soldiers never saw what I’m seeing. Jezior had a patient who didn’t see the injuries to his penis for three weeks. He clicks ahead to a slide from this man’s arrival at the hospital, a close-up of the weapon-target interaction, as they say in ballistics circles. How do you prepare a patient like this for the unveiling? “We used to try to sound optimistic,” Jezior says. “But when this guy finally saw it, he was like, ‘Oh, my God.’ It was another devastation, a second loss.” Now they’re blunter. “I’ll say, ‘It’s a severe injury. You’ll have to see it.’” If there’s going to be a surprise, let it be a positive one.
What can be done for these men? A lot. The art of phalloplasty—crafting a working penis from other parts of a patient’s body—has come a long way (thanks in no small part to the transgender community). To build a penis, Jezior begins with an arm. A rectangular flap of skin on the underside of the forearm is planed into two thinner layers. The inner one is rolled to form a urethra; the outer becomes the shaft. This tube within a tube is left in place, nourished by the arm’s blood supply. When what remains of the original organ heals, the new model is detached from the arm and reattached farther south.
Erectile tissue is the challenge. While spongiform erectile tissue exists in other parts of the male anatomy—along the urethra and in the sinus cavity (congestion being an erection of the nasal turbinates)—there isn’t much of it, and no one has tried to transplant it. And while there are eye banks and sperm banks and brain banks, no one is banking noses. So in place of the corpora cavernosa—the two parallel cylinders of erectile tissue—surgeons install a pair of inflatable silicone implants. (To get erect, the patient—or his friend—squeezes a little silicone bulb implanted in the scrotum that pumps saline from a receptacle in the bladder.) Hook up the tubes and let the nerves regrow, and in time orgasm and ejaculation are back on track.
Jezior continues with his slides. “This is a brigade commander. A sniper shot him across the top of the groin. Took out the middle part of his penis.” Losing the whole penis—and surviving the blast—is rare. Among Grade 3 and higher (the worst) cases of Dismounted Complex Blast Injury, 20 percent suffer damage to the penis, but only 4 percent lose everything.
You have to wonder: Was the sniper off his game, or was the shot intentional? Are there some who aim for the crotch? Jezior thinks that there are. He’s heard stories from World War II. Dale C. Smith, a professor of military medicine and history at the nearby Uniformed Services University of the Health Sciences (USUHS), has also heard those stories, but knows of no evidence to back them up. Smith points out that the secondary goal of a sniper is to sow fear. In that sense, the crotch is an effective shot. However, Smith said in an email, it is also a risky shot, in that a sniper is looking for a “high percentage return” on the tactical effort and risk of getting into position. The pelvis is not considered a “kill shot.”
Another gunshot case follows, this one through the scrotum and rectum. “This is half his anus here. Here’s his scrotum up here. This is the insides of the testes. ” The horrid Cubism of modern warfare. The reconstruction in this case was done by Rob Dean, Walter Reed’s director of andrology. The andrologist’s beat is reproduction, not excretion: testes and scrotums, hormones and fertility. Dean is joining Jezior and me in a few minutes for lunch, in a sandwich place downstairs. The two served four months together in Iraq.
Jezior closes the photo file and leads me out through the urology waiting area, toward the stairs. “Patient Jackson?” calls a receptionist. As though “patient” were the man’s rank. I guess in a sense it is. He may be a major or a colonel and the man across from him may be a private, but here everyone’s a patient. In a culture defined by rank and hierarchy, Walter Reed can seem—to an outsider, anyway—endearingly egalitarian.
Dean is already in the line to order sandwiches. He, too, is extremely busy, which, in the grand and ghastly scheme of war, is a good thing. It means more men are surviving bigger explosions. If funding and research lag behind, it’s partly because of the general cultural discomfort that surrounds all things sexual—including the poor organs themselves. On a much simpler level, Jezior says, it’s a case of out of sight, out of mind. “When some celebrity comes to Walter Reed and visits you in your room…”
Dean jumps in. They finish each other’s thoughts like an old married couple. “…Right, the President doesn’t pull down the sheet and go…”
“…‘That’s terrible, look at that. His penis is gone. Let’s get some money flowing for that.’”
Walter Reed Medical Center pays for phalloplasty, although there was initially some resistance. (The implants alone cost about $10,000.) Erections were thought of as “icing on the cake,” Dean says. “They’d say, ‘Oh, people don’t really need that.’ I’m like, ‘Well, the guy with the amputated legs doesn’t need prostheses. Put him in a wheelchair!’ And they’d go, ‘Oh, no! It’s important that they walk!’ I’d say, ‘Okay, well, most people think it’s important to have sex.’ Can I get a Caprese sandwich and a Coke Zero?”