Blade tried to keep as much of all this as possible from Tera, but she was too intelligent to miss it all. She seemed quite unworried, though, and spent much of her time in the garden of their house, taking care of the flowers. After so many years on the grim bare plateau of Scador, she could not get enough of the colors and scents, particularly the roses. There weren't too many things in this Dimension that could always make Blade happy. But watching Tera moving like a woodland nymph among the flowers was one of them.
Even that reminded him of how sooner or later he would have to return to Home Dimension. When that happened, Tera would be not only vulnerable but grief-stricken. He couldn't do anything about the grief-she loved him too much. But he could try to do something about the vulnerability, and decided to go ahead on the matter. He arranged a confidential meeting with Baron Descares, Duke Pardes' scar-faced henchman and agent.
«Descares, there is my wife Tera.»
«There is.»
«I would have her protected, in case misfortune befalls me.»
Descares smiled. «What misfortune can befall one so young and strong and so much in the Emperor's favor?»
Blade felt more than usually impatient with this sort of verbal fencing. But he knew he would weaken his position by not playing along.
«Fevers can strike down anyone. Or I could fall from a horse, like your master, and break my neck instead of merely a few bones. Or-need I list all the misfortunes that the gods may send?»
«No, I think that is not needed.»
«Then you know that Tera may find herself alone. I would consider it valuable aid if I knew she would be protected in such a case.»
«Indeed, that would be valuable aid. But how can I give it?»
«Your master Duke Pardes can give it with great ease, with his power and wealth. Is that not so?»
«It is. But he seldom gives aid to those who cannot aid him.»
«In that he is wise. I would not do differently. But I do not see clearly how I could aid a man so powerful as Duke Pardes.»
«Perhaps not. But perhaps…» Descares let his voice trail off and fingered his scars for a moment. Then:
«You are in the confidence of Princess Amadora, are you not?»
That struck Blade as an almost ridiculously delicate way of putting it. But since there seemed to be no secrecy left in the affair, he saw no reason not to admit it.
«I am.»
«She occasionally speaks of her-ah, hopes-doesn't she?»
«She does.»
«Could you speak of them to me?»
«Perhaps I could. But it would be hard for me to do so, unless I was sure that the princess would not know of it.»
«My master's resources are, as you said, large. He can contrive to keep what he learns a secret. He can also contrive to keep even more secret the whereabouts of young women who have been entrusted to his protection.»
«I am not surprised to learn this.»
«Are you also glad?»
«I would say that I am.»
That was as close to an open agreement as things like this ever got in Karan. For the moment Blade had a little peace of mind about Tera's future.
It was a week before he decided to mention his bargain to Tera. They were in the garden when he did so. Blade was sitting in a chair, sipping the last of the watered wine from breakfast, while she worked on the roses.
She listened to him, expressionless and silent until he had finished. Then she said only, «Did you need to make yourself Pardes' ally, even in secret?»
«He has already been an ally of ours in all but name for quite a while. He is the enemy of our enemy, or so they say.»
«True.» She gave a little snort of surprise and pain.
«What happened?»
«I pricked my thumb on a thorn.»
«You should really wear gloves for that work. The gardener does.»
«That gardener has no soul. He doesn't understand how good it feels to have the living plants against my skin. There was so little life up on the plateau, even when I thought I was among my people. Here there is so much-«
«Yes, and a lot of it reminds me of starving animals and poisonous snakes.»
«Some of it. But there is you, and that is much.» She laughed. «I just thought of something. I might be worried about what any other protector but Pardes would ask from me, if he did have to hide me. But there's one thing Pardes can't ask for-him or any other eunuch.»
Blade laughed also. «I never thought of that, but you're right. Poor Pardes-to have such a jewel as you resting in the palm of his hand, and he can't really grasp it!»
Blade returned to the house well after dawn the next morning, after a night spent with a particularly demanding Princess Amadora. She seemed to glory in thinking up new and improbable things for them to do. It had been sheer luck that Blade's strength hadn't finally failed him.
A strange carriage was standing outside the house as he approached. Three of the household guards were standing beside it, grim-faced and keeping a close watch on the coachman. One of them came over to Blade.
«What's going on, soldier?»
«My lord, it-it is bad news.»
«What-?» He broke off. There could be only one real answer to that question.
The soldier read Blade's expression and nodded. «The Lady Tera is sick. The doctor is with her now.»
«How sick?»
«The doctor has not said, my lord. He asked us to send you in as soon as you returned. Also, the gardener has disappeared.»
«The gardener? What-?» Blade cut himself off, realizing that he must be gaping like an idiot. He could ask questions after he saw the doctor-and Tera.
The doctor met him in the hall outside Tera's door, and drew him aside out into the garden. Blade recognized the man as one permitted to attend patients even in the Imperial Palace. That meant he was not only skilled in medicine, but equally skilled in keeping his mouth shut.
«Well?» said Blade.
The doctor could not keep from licking his lips and blinking several times.
«Doctor,» said Blade. «I cannot read your mind. I think the news is bad, but I would rather have it. And I think you would rather give it than have your neck wrung.»
The doctor nodded. «The Lady Tera is going to die. She has been poisoned, and the signs of the poison are unmistakable. It is the venom of a particular kind of fish that lives under the coral reefs in the south. Once it has entered the blood stream, there is no antidote that anyone has ever been able to discover.» After a moment he added; «I think it was smeared on the rose bushes, by someone who knew the Lady Tera worked on them without gloves and would sooner or later prick herself.»
It was a little while before Blade could speak. He wanted to say something more intelligent than, «You're sure?» or «That can't be!»
Finally he managed to say, «Can I see her?»
The doctor looked at him with genuine compassion. «You can. But I–I ask you to remember her as she was, before the poison. This poison-it kills cruelly. I would like to burn alive anybody who uses it!»
Blade nodded grimly. «I may be able to give you that chance, doctor. But first-«He turned and headed for Tera's room.
Tera lay in bed, one arm red and swollen to three times its normal size. The hand was a mass of foul-smelling sores that dripped yellow matter into a basin. She writhed and tossed, screaming hoarsely from a raw throat as pains tore through her. Her face was flushed and burning from an impossibly high fever, and when she coughed, she coughed blood.
Somehow she had enough awareness left to recognize Blade, and reach out for him with her good hand. He took that hand, sat down on the rug beside the bed, and did not get up again until she died twelve hours later. By that time he knew what the doctor meant about remembering Tera as she had been. She was no longer a living and lovely girl, but the corpse of a woman who might have been a hundred years old. He continued to sit, holding the now stiff and lifeless hand, until the doctor and Zogades came in to lead him away and pour some wine into him.