Bailey nodded. “We need Lilah.”
We exchanged a look. A tough case had just gotten exponentially tougher.
I turned back to the computer screen. “It’s a man’s hand, no question. Let’s get a still blowup and see what we can see. Be nice to find a tattoo or something.”
“Be nice to find anything,” Bailey groused.
I replayed it three more times, noting the brief glimpse of Lilah’s arm and then its complete disappearance. The second time, I concentrated on Simon. The third time, I focused again on the stabber’s hand.
“No faces,” I said. “But it does get us closer to some answers.” I paused the video and pointed to the stabber’s wrist. “See that watch?”
“Yeah, I noticed that too,” Bailey said. “Looks kinda special.”
I nodded. “I’d say it-”
Bailey cut me off. “Say it over drinks and food. Because, speaking of watches”-she glanced at her wrist-“mine says it’s time to get out of here.”
It was almost seven p.m. Ordinarily this was the shank of the evening for me, when I did my best office work. But I knew I wouldn’t be able to focus tonight. And, besides, I couldn’t stall much longer. I decided to get it over with and tell Bailey and Toni about my fight with Graden tonight. I’d figure out what to say on the way over…I hoped.
“Want to see if Toni’s available?” I asked.
“Always.”
I called her on her cell.
“You couldn’t walk down the hall and ask me in person?” Toni laughed.
“What if you said no?” I asked, incredulous. “I’d have walked all that way for nothing.”
“I need a few more minutes to wrap up. I’ll meet you over there.”
Fifteen minutes later, Bailey and I walked into the bar at the Biltmore, and I steered her over to a booth near the electric fire.
“Since when do we sit in a booth?” she asked.
We always sat at the bar, in part so we could talk to Drew-the other part so Bailey could check him out when she thought we weren’t looking. But Drew was off tonight-one of the reasons I’d wanted to meet here. It’d be hard enough to bear up under a grilling by Toni and Bailey without having Drew chime in too. Before I had the chance to answer, Toni walked in.
“What’s up with the booth?” she asked as she slid in next to me.
I signaled to the waiter to bring our “usuals”: three Ketel One martinis, straight up with a twist.
“I wanted some privacy,” I admitted. “And as soon as we get our drinks, I’ll tell you why.”
They both raised their eyebrows at me, but they capitulated and caught up with each other while I frantically searched for a believable explanation for my breakup with Graden. In the end, as the waiter approached our table with the tray of drinks, I decided on a version of the truth. As they say, the truth is always the best lie.
We toasted to ourselves and took a sip. Mine was long and hearty.
When everyone had put their glasses down, I said simply, “Graden and I broke up.”
Neither of them looked shocked. I was relieved. And a little insulted.
Bailey nodded. “If I hadn’t seen him today, I’d have been blasted by this news. But given the way he looked…it figures.”
Toni stared pointedly at me. “And you-”
“Have been really special too,” Bailey chimed in.
“I know,” I said. “And I’m sorry-”
“You don’t need to go there,” Bailey said. “I get it. But what happened? You guys seemed so great together.”
I admit, I was momentarily thrown at hearing the very words that Graden had used last night. Last night? It was hard to believe that only one day had passed, not even twenty-four hours.
“I think he just…got a little too controlling,” I said, staring down at my drink. I looked from Bailey to Toni. “You know?”
After a beat of silence, Bailey replied, “Bull.”
Toni looked perplexed…and unconvinced. “Was that really news to you, Rache? I mean, look what he does for a living. Isn’t that part of the job description?”
I thought about what she’d said. “Probably so,” I agreed. “But it’s one thing on the job, and a completely different thing when it comes to a relationship.”
Toni still looked confused. “But again, you didn’t know that to begin with? So why all of a sudden? What happened?”
Damn. Toni was a good lawyer. And so, like any good lawyer, she spotted the flaw and went straight at it. I knew she wouldn’t let go until she got an answer she could believe.
“I guess I just didn’t see how much it would get under my skin at first,” I said. And that was the truth-even if not the whole truth. “Sometimes you can’t know how things will play out until you’ve…played with them awhile.” My lame attempt at a joke didn’t work. The table remained silent. Neither Bailey nor Toni looked convinced, but they knew better than to press for an answer that simply wasn’t coming. At least, not right now.
“So how’re you doing, Knight?” Bailey asked gently.
“I’m okay,” I said, the words somewhat undermined by my wobbly voice. I quickly swallowed to push down the lump in my throat and added, “Well, I will be okay.”
I tried to sound confident, if only to convince myself.
“Saying it won’t make it so, Rachel,” Toni remarked as she looked at me closely. “And this time…I don’t know.” She fell silent.
Bailey’s expression told me she agreed with Toni.
“Are you sure it’s for good? Everyone has their rocky times.” Bailey gestured to Toni. “Just ask the queen of the bumpy road over here,” she said with a little smile.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Toni replied with mock indignation. “But you can’t tell me you and Drew don’t get into it,” she challenged. “You got so mad that one time you threw his boxers into the blender.”
Bailey gave a small smile and shook her head. “He had it coming.”
“No doubt,” Toni replied. “And what happened?”
Bailey shrugged. “New boxers, new blender, we moved on.”
“And they’re still together,” Toni said with a pointed look.
I shook my head, a leaden weight in my chest. “Not happening for us.”
The table fell silent, and we all took a sip of our drinks to cover the awkward moment. As we put our glasses down, I saw Bailey and Toni exchange a look I couldn’t-and maybe didn’t want to-decipher. Telling them about the breakup was almost as stressful as withholding the real reason for it. And I worried that now that the story of Romy had been brought into the present, by consciously withholding it I’d create a distance between us. But I wasn’t ready to tell them and wasn’t sure if I ever would be. Not knowing what to do, I went for my default mode.
“Mind if we talk about that bank video for a minute, Bailey?”
I was gratified to see the look of relief on their faces at the change of subject. We filled Toni in on what we’d seen.
I concluded by observing, “I watched Simon just before the stabbing. He never pulled the box cutter.”
Bailey shook her head. “Didn’t have the chance,” she agreed.
“From what I saw,” I said, replaying the footage in my mind, “by the time Simon got stabbed, Lilah was completely out of his reach.”
“No way our stabber can claim self-defense-,” Bailey said.
“Or defense of another,” I added.
“Then from what I just heard,” Toni observed, “your stabber had to have been with Lilah.”
“I’d say we can let go of the theory that he was just an unrelated Joe Blow helping a damsel in distress,” I agreed.
“So fill me in on Zack’s murder,” Toni said. “I never did get the full story.”
We gave Toni the rundown. When we finished, she sat back and looked from me to Bailey. “Who is this Lilah woman anyway? I have never heard of a female killing that way.”