"Mister Lewrie, there's mail for us. Distribute it," he said, weakening fast. "I'll be in my cabins." And he staggered away.
"Aye, aye, sir!" Lewrie cried, all but pouncing on the discarded mail sack.
Mail-word from home! How rare it was to get it. Ships went down in storms, taken by privateers, and precious letters with them. Months, a year behind, they were, even under the best of circumstances. All too often they arrived at the wrong place, chasing the erratic and unknown movements of a squadron. Or might reach the squadron, but moulder in the mail sacks for months, held for independent ships. And that capriciousness worked both ways, for both senders.
Lewrie had letters from India, from his father, and from Burgess Chiswick, his brother-in-law, a captain in his father's regiment. They were over a year in transit, round Good Hope to the Admiralty, then to Anglesgreen, then… There was information from his bank, his solicitor, from creditors. Those he set aside for later.
And a bundle from Caroline and the children.
In the privacy of his narrow cabin he opened the earliest dated letter, hoping the salt, rain, tar smudges and mildew hadn't ruined what she had written:
My dearest Husband,
We are all so immensely proud of you, far off in our King's Service. Your spring letters came at last, delighting us. Yet how immensely Hard is my continuing burden of Loneliness, how oft…
Bloody Hell, he groaned, tearing up a little as she described her own tears. He gazed at a miniature portrait, a rather good copy of the one hanging in their entry hall.
God help me, I'm such a bastard, he thought. A hound! Rakehelling about, back to my old ways. Putting the leg over just any new piece that crosses my hawse, no matter my… well, she was a rather good bit o' batter, wasn't she, that Emma? Oh, I'm such a low hound, though, to… I feel so guilty! I mean, I should feel guilty…
Hold on, though…
Hmmmm!
He recalled the free black woman, the widow he'd met in Clarence Town, in the Bahamas, after six months of exile in the Out Islands. A single afternoon of rutting, because he'd been so very lonely, too long separated from Caroline… didn't recall her name, but she had been so bloody good at lovemaking, and at restoring his spirits.
Mean t'say…! Shouldn't I feel… abject? Or something?
He felt the urge to measure his pulse, to see if he was human. Oh, well…
The children missed him sorely, he read on; Sewallis has a new tutor and is learning his letters. There was scrawled proof of that in the margins-but it was early days as to what they spelled. Hugh left a thumb-print and an even shakier X, his mark. Charlotte was now on solid foods, toddling about, taking her first steps and out of her swaddles at last. Mistress McGowan, Caroline had dismissed; she'd simply gotten too dictatorial about running the entire household. There was a scandal about Maggie Fletcher, the vicar's daughter's maidservant, Maudie Beakman jilted by the same man who'd…
The planting season had gone well, and the weather bid fair for a bountiful harvest. And old William Pitt had passed over.
"Oh, damme…" Lewrie sighed bitterly.
/ do not know how to tell you this, beloved, but Pitt is gone. Once you went to sea, the poor old dear began to fade. Lord, how sad he also seemed, prowling the house and grounds, as if in search of you, ever-napping in your chair alone, upon items of your clothing were they left out, and crying piteous ly for attention, demanding explanation of your absence. He climbed into my lap his last afternoon, as I sat and knitted bythe garden. He played with some wool, then curled up and went to sleep, and I sensed, somehow, that I should not disturb him, no matter the distraction. He woke, looked up, put one paw to my breast, and then he lay back down, uttering one last trill…
"Oh, Pitt!" Lewrie cried, dropping the letter to his lap, tears in his eyes for certain now. "Poor old beast. Poor old puss! Least your last years were peaceful. Chickens to chase… Catnip and cream, good scraps…"
God, you inhuman bastard, he scathed himself. No remorse for cheatin' on your wife… yet you cry over the death of a stupid cat\
"Maybe it's all of a piece," he muttered throatily, covering his face with a dirt-stiffened towel so no one else would hear as he wept. Very possibly, for all.
V
Ne tibi tune horrenda rapax ad litora
puppem ventus agat, ludo volitans cum
turma superbo pulvereis exultat equis ulu-
lataque tellus intremit etpugnas mota pater
incitat hasta.
Let not then the driving blast carry your
ship to those dreadful shores, what
time the troop in arrogant sport fly here
and there exultant on dusty steeds, and
the ground trembles to their halloing,
and their sire incites them to battle with
the brandished spear.
– Valerius Flaccus Argonautica, Book IV, 606-609
Chapter 1
All secure!" Midshipman Anthony Braxton read off the bunting hoisted on Victory. "Fleet… Will enter Harbour!… In Columns of Divisions!"
"They're just giving us the place, then?" Lieutenant Scott marveled.
"So it would appear, sir," Captain Braxton grunted, lowering his telescope, lips snug with aspersion-perhaps at French timidity. "Captain Elphinstone's landing at the fort yonder has cowed 'em, at last. They're streaming out of their forts, inland… nor'west for those farther hills."
"Well, it beats fighting our way in all hollow, sir," the Marine captain O'Neal opined darkly as he beheld the towering heights, rough headlands and the many forts and batteries of Toulon.
"Granted, sir," Braxton grumbled, sounding disappointed, though.
"We've what, barely 1,000 Marines with the entire fleet?" O'Neal said in a softer voice to Lewrie, standing nearer the wheel. "Had this fleet tried to force a landing against opposition, we'd have lost half on the first fortifications alone."
"With the city for us, though, sir?" Lewrie scoffed gently. "I doubt they'd have put up much resistance, even if it had come to that. The Republican diehards were in the minority, thank God. And they were not to know how much we had at our disposal. Twenty-one sail with us, and God knows what over the horizon."
After rejoining Hood's fleet, it had looked to be the very worst sort of naval service-blockade duty; slowly plodding in neat ordered lines of battle from Marseilles, round Cape Cicie to Toulon and back, parading the might of the Royal Navy, jogging off-and-on that forbidding coast, in hopes that the
French might sally forth for battle. Rumours, and a "spying out," under cover of a truce mission by Lieutenant Edward Cooke of Victory, had determined that the French had at least twenty-one sail of the line in port, seventeen of them more or less ready for sea, and frigates and sloops of war, two-a-penny. But for a few fast frigates, ordered to trail their coats into the Bay of Toulon between Cape Sepet and Cape de la Garonne to tempt a response, Hood hadn't tried to enter in force, and the French had remained strangely somnolent.
Those Royalists in Toulon, though, the ones Sir William Hamilton had spoken of… they'd sent a two-man committee to Victory under a flag of truce on 23 August. Lieutenant Edward Cooke had gone ashore on the 24th, then one more time, to carry Hood's reply. Cooke had been shot at by a frigate with Republican sentiments, hailed as a hero and damn near chaired in triumph to a meeting of a Royalist committee intent on surrender, arrested by Republicans on the way back, then freed by a Royalist mob.