"Grab ahold o' this, sir, there ya be, safe'z 'ouses," Cony cooed, and Lewrie flailed about until his hands seized the hatch grating, took it to his bosom trying to get his whole chest over the two-by-three-foot grating. Feeling it wobble under him, threatening to tip him over.
"Shit!" he reiterated.
" 'Ang on, sir, jus' th' edge, t'keep y'r 'ead 'bove water, an'…" Cony instructed. "That's better, sir. You jus' 'ang on, an'I'll tow."
"Lost my hat," Lewrie carped, prying one stinging eye open.
"Hat's no matter, Mister Lewrie," Cony laughed. "Gotta get shed o' y'r sword, sir."
"No!" Lewrie insisted, almost petulantly.
"Drag ya down, do ya slip an' let go, sir," Cony explained.
"No!" Lewrie growled, groping fearfully for the scabbard which dangled between his legs. He dragged it around to lie athwart the grating before his eyes, then resumed his death grip.
" 'Ere we go then, sir," Cony fretted, beginning to side-stroke and tow. "Do ya kick y'r legs, sir? Push like ya wuz a-climbin' real steep stairs, that'd help. Y'll get the 'ang of it."
Once away from Zele's side, out of her lee, they met the wind, which helped propel them into the cove, towards the beach. Grunting as he gyrated his legs in an unfamiliar motion, he could begin to feel each tiny thrust as he clung to his raft, gagging and spitting with the water just under his chin, and wavelets slopping over his shoulders, to his ears at times, from behind. Halfway there, he lost his right shoe, no matter how he'd crimped his toes to keep it.
There were dead in the water, men floating face-down with their long hair come undone from tarry queues, fanned out like tentacles from flattened jellyfish. And bits and pieces of men who'd been torn apart by one of those underwater shell-bursts. Cony thrust their way through a bobbing assortment of broken barricoes, stubs of lumber, jagged, still smoking planks and ship's beams. Here an abandoned hammock, inches under but still afloat, there a man who'd drowned even with two rolled hammocks about his chest. Coils of loose rope, swaying upwards for the sun like sea snakes he'd seen in the China Seas.
Sharks! he quailed, to himself, grimly pushing and kicking, finding a rhythm at last with Cony's towing strokes. Bloody hell, I've seen 'em, every shipwreck, every battle, looking for survivors… Some bit of half-submerged flotsam touched his bare foot and he all but screamed, biting his sword belt to keep from unmanning himself.
Rumblings, distant earthquake quivers in the water, pressure he could feel squeezing on his stomach and lungs. Groans and cries astern. He dared turn his head to look and saw Zele with two-thirds heartily burning, the foremast toppling slowly, great gouts of bubbles foaming around her as she settled lower and lower. Her stern was probably already on the rocky bottom, he thought, with waves burbling around her great-cabin windows. She at least would not have far to go, not in four fathoms, and she drew two; she'd lay awash, until everything above that new waterline had charred to crumbly coals.
"Right, sir," Cony said cheerfully, "we're here. Hit me knee on a rock." He left off side-stroking and stood up, waist-deep. Alan was not that brave-he thrust with his legs until he was past Cony before he groped for the bottom with his feet. When he at last stood up, he'd reached thigh-deep water. And he was cold.
"Christ," he sighed, beginning to shiver, his teeth to chatter as that brisk November wind found every water-logged inch of him. Immersed, it hadn't felt quite so bad. His legs below the surface were warmer.
"Lucky we wuz so near th' beach, sir, else we'da froze up solid an' gone under," Cony said, hugging himself to still his own shiverings.
"Cony, I…" Lewrie blushed. "Thankee, Will Cony. Thankee."
"Aw, sir," Cony shrugged modestly as they splashed through tiny surf-rushes onto the gravel of the beach. "Weren't… well, sir. After all this time, I'd not care t'be servin' another officer. So I 'spect it'd be better t'save th' one I'm usedta."
"Whatever reason, Cony… my hand on't," Lewrie offered, shaking Cony's paw vigorously. "I'm in your debt. Damme, if I ain't."
"All these years, sir… well, I swore I wouldn't lose ya. An' so I didn't. Thankee, sir. Thankee kindly."
"Now, let's see what we have left," Lewrie said, breaking free, feeling a tad uncomfortable over such a close and affectionate display of emotion towards another man. Even one who'd just saved his life.
There wasn't much. De Crillart and his gunners were grouped off to one side, only about half the number Lewrie had recalled, trying to put names to half-known faces, trying to dredge up the identity of missing men. Of Spaniards, there were only four still alive. Spendlove, Porter and Lisney were huddled together in a group. He still had Preston and Sadler, Gracey, Gittons… there was gunner's mate Bittfield…
"Bosun?" he called. 'Taken a muster?"
"Aye, sir," Porter nodded, in a daze still. "Nothin' to write on, sir, I…"
"Later," Lewrie agreed, clapping him on the shoulder. "We'll sort it out later. Stout fellow, Porter. To get as many as you did ashore."
"Oh, aye, sir… thankee," Porter straightened, bucking up. Lewrie undid the knee buckles of his breeches, letting a minor flood of sea-water escape down his shins. He pulled up his stockings from his ankles, where they'd settled. And winced as he plodded across the rough shingle of the beach. Lock-Jaw Fever was so easy to die of, he couldn't recall a time he'd ever gone barefoot, even as a child.
There was a muffled boom from Zele as part of her soggy powder at last took light in the magazine, a dull whoomph, accompanied by a spurt of smoke from her gunports. She'd settled now, with only her upper bulwarks and gangways, her jib boom and quarterdeck above the surface. The fires had abated, with too little dry timber to feed on. She fumed now like a slag heap in Birmingham, the smoke thin and bluish like burning autumn leaves.
It struck Lewrie suddenly that he had just lost everything. His sea-chest had gone down with her. All his clothes, books, a career-span of official documents and letters, orders and… His two pairs of pistols, shoes, stockings, homemade preserves he had packed, that Caroline had put up. His dressing gown no one liked.
Christ, her letters! he groaned. And the miniature portrait, and Sewallis' crude first drawings, Hugh's messy handprints from the latest post… that juju bag, too. Lucy Beauman had had one of her family slaves make it… a "witch" to keep him safe from the sea, long ago when he was ashore on Antigua, recovering from Yellow Jack. He hadn't really worn it in ages, but to lose it… Yet…
"Fat lot of good it did me, after all," he whispered. "I got ashore without it."
Hurtful as his losses were, the one that really stung was that, for all his vows to keep his sailors alive, come what may, he'd lost some of them-he'd failed. And, for the first time in his career, he had lost a ship.
Chapter 10
"Charles," Lewrie muttered, standing over the despondent Lieutenant de Crillart. "We have to get moving. We stay on this beach, we'll freeze to death. It looks as if we could climb up to the Hieres road and march to St. Margaret. That's what, 'bout half a mile?"
"Oui, Alain," de Crillart nodded slowly, getting to his feet as creakily as a doddering ancient. Lewrie offered him a hand up. "All zose hommes splendides. Moi… my men!"
"I know. Mine, too, Charles. Mister Scott…" Lewrie replied.
"Sir!" Bosun Porter shouted in alarm suddenly. "Riders comin'!"
Spilling down from the gentlest slope above the beach, just west of where the French field guns had fired, were a knot of horsemen, men in oversized shakos, bearing lances. Blue uniforms, green uniforms all sprigged in red braiding. And the lances bore small, burgee-cut pennons of blue-white-red, the Tricolour. They were French. About twenty cavalrymen, followed by officers in cocked hats.