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Knowing what he already knows?

Forgetting everything?

What was the next step?

Everything configured an imperfect duel. Leo refused to look at them. He prayed that this scene would not make them tired of him, of themselves, of the irretrievable earlier situation. All of this flashed through his head; accepting habit was the greatest defeat, unacceptable to him. True, in the end, it was all an imperfect duel between desire and its consummation: repeatable or unrepeatable. Leo, with almost Edenic innocence (that’s right, with fragile compassion for himself, he thought), wanted only today’s satisfaction to leave us unsatisfied so we could desire and achieve the next day’s satisfaction.

Would the women understand it this way? Why didn’t they say anything? Why didn’t they move? Would one of them — Cordelia or Lavinia — dare to destroy the proposed trio, tacitly believing that in this way they would return to the earlier couple? Or had he, Leo, destroyed forever all possible relations with them? Did they (Lavinia, Cordelia) realize that Leo had done them the favor of showing each one that her life was false, that the artifice offered by Leo was the truth, in spite of the artifice, just as in the Japanese painting?

“Everything I’ve done is for the sake of happy families.”

How was he going to say this if he himself was incapable of believing it? Of believing anything? Even that these women might be happier with their husbands than with him?

This idea provoked irrepressible laughter in him. He decided to face them, laughing, gauging them, the two women. He, triumphant. This would be the propitious moment to bring the situation to a head. A laugh to absolve them and absolve himself, dispelling everything as a huge joke, an exquisite corpse of Leo’s surrealist spirit. Or perhaps dazzling, almost diabolical laughter, defying the women’s imagination, a fatal invitation to a shared copulation that would renew and even exceed relations among the three. The great pact, euphoric, gallant, transgressive, of Leo, Lavinia, and Cordelia.

He let them look at the Japanese painting. He turned on his heel to face the two women he had just imagined behind him, immobile, each one coming out of a bathroom, walking toward the bed they would share. Or moving away from the bed, returning to the bathrooms, disappearing. .

“You need to have a great lack of imagination to break off an amorous relationship,” Leo said to himself in a very low voice.

9. Sitting on the sofa in front of the picture of the turbulent sea and the immobile cliff, Leo smoked a light-tobacco cigarette, breaking his New Year’s resolution: to give up all secondary vices. He allowed the spirals to add a transparent, fleeting coat to the painting. Why was the sea turbulent if the cliff did not move? Why was the physical world so capricious? In Leo’s desire, on that night everything had to be transformed, crossed, multiplied. The sea would become calm. The coast would rise up murmuring, trembling, to culminate in a vast barren plain populated with unknown bodies that would advance naked but wrapped in transparent black veils, like the figures of Manuel Rodríguez Lozano in the main room of the apartment on Calle de Schiller.

He did not identify those two bodies. They were not familiar. He noticed that he did not recognize the colors offered him by the world of the painting. They were too new, perhaps happy, in any case, frighteningly pure. The colors were pure and bold. The figures, on the other hand, seemed impure and uncertain.

Leo shook his head. He looked directly at the painting. It was pure glass. It was transparent. It was the perfect work of art. Each person put in it what he or she wanted to see. Nothing more. And nothing less. That was the miracle of the Japanese painting. It was a virtual work. It was pure emptiness as liquid as the air, as aerial as the ocean. It was an invisible mirror. It was an eternally renewed story. .

10. When he went into the bathroom, he found the mirror smeared with toothpaste and the tube, used up, tossed carelessly into the wastebasket.

Leo shrugged. He did not want to calculate which of the two had used this bathroom.

Chorus of the Savage Families

they come from the north

they occupy the city of nuestra señora de la porciúncula de

los ángeles on the border with mexico

they come from the south

they occupy the city of tapatatapachula south of chiapas on the border

with guatemala

they divide up the city of los ángeles

the mexican mafia are the southsiders

the salvadoran mara sansalvatrucha are in control from thirteenth street

to central venice

the mestizos from venice thirteen to south central

the mexican wetbacks wherever night finds them

they invade the city of tapachula

they cross the coatán river

they vandalize silversmiths goldsmiths as they please

they steal orange saddles still redolent of

sacrificed cattle

they take off their pants to feel the down on the saddle

mix with the hair of their sex

the clicas confront the gangas of los ángeles

the salvadoran marassansalvatruchas against the

mexican mafia

the confrontation

each crew sends its big guys in front

its giant headbreaking fighters

the clash takes place at the devil’s corner calle

666 and eighteen

the raza endures

the maras break your head stomp on you fuck you up

but the mexican babes reward you with kisses after the brawl

the maras announce their attacks in tapachula

they close the schools

but nobody can run away

the maras come down whistling from the volcanoes

they walk like spiders with spiders

they pull out sawed-off shotguns and daggers that they saw off

they control the train run from chiapas to tabasco

they tie their victims to the train track

the train cuts off their legs

the gang members disappear in the forest

they reappear in los ángeles

they specialize in drive-by shootings

firing at random from their cars

at their mexican rivals

they pretend to be mexicans their accent gives them away

captain bobby of the LAPD the los ángeles police

force is capturing them one by one

they come from the wars of ronaldanger ronaldranger

ronaldanger in central america

sons of

grandsons of

exiles who identify themselves with a tattoo on the arm and they

give themselves away with a false mexican accent

they hate mexico

the captain smiles he knows

send them back to salvador captain bobby?

no way

fly them back home?

no way

they say they are mexicans? send them back through mexico

let mexico deal with them

from the south

from soconusco

from the north

from california

they advance toward the center mexicocity greattenochtitlán

baptismal water of the nahuas from sacramento to nicaragua