‘Oh, there’s bits and pieces. The world didn’t end, and we adapted, I suppose. We don’t go into town much — that’s just about over. There’s not much point, really. Go to a film and there’ll be a bomb threat and you’re cleared out. The Tartans run the centre anyway, so you have to run for dear life to get back into the Falls. The army don’t protect us, they look the other way when the Tartans come, Proddy scum. There’s nothing to go to town for anyway ’cept the clothes, and they’re not cheap.’
‘I’ve been away a long time,’ said Harry, ‘people have been through an awful time. I thought it time to get back home. You can’t be an Irishman and spend your time away right now.’
She looked hard at him. The prettiness and youth of her face hardened into something more frightening to Harry. Imperceptibly he saw the age and weariness on the smooth skin of the girl, spreading like the refocusing of a lens, and then gone as the face lightened. She reached into the hip pocket of her jeans, straining them taut as her fingers found a crumpled handkerchief. She shook it loose and dabbed it against her nose. Harry saw the green embroidered shamrocks in the corners, and fractionally caught the motif in the middle of the square. Crossed black and brown Thompson machine-guns. She was aware he was staring at her.
‘There’s nothing special about these. Doesn’t mean I’m a rebel and that. They sell them to raise funds for the men and their families, the men that are held in the Kesh. ‘‘The Men Behind the Wire.’’ Look. It’s very good, isn’t it — a bit delicate? You wouldn’t think a cowardly, murdering thug would have the patience to work at a thing so difficult, be so careful. They think we’re all pigs, just pigs. ‘‘Fenian pigs’’, they call us.’
She spat the words out, the lines round her face hard and clear cut now, then the tension of the exchange was gone. She relaxed.
‘We make our own entertainment. There’s the clubs, social nights. There’s not much mid-week, but Saturday night is OK. Only the bloody army comes belting in most times. They always say they’re looking for the great commander of the IRA. They take ten boys out, and they’re all back free in twenty-four hours. They stir us up, try to provoke us. We manage. I suppose all you’ve heard since coming back is people talking about their problems, how grim it is. But we manage.’
‘That handkerchief??’ said Harry, ‘does that mean you follow the boyos, have you a man in the prisons?’
‘Not bloody likely. It doesn’t mean a damn. Just try and not buy one. You’ll find out. If you don’t buy one there’s arguing and haggling. It’s easier to pay up. You’ve got to have a snot-rag, right? Might as well be one of these and no argument, right? I’m not one of those heated-up little bitches that runs round after the cowboys. When I settle it’ll be with a feller with more future than a detention order, I can tell you. And I’m not one of those that runs around with a magazine in my knickers and an Armalite up my trousers, either. There are enough who want to do that.’
‘What sort of evenings do you have now? What sort of fun do you make for yourselves?’
‘We have the céilidh,’ she said, ‘not the sort they have in the country or in the Free State, not the proper thing. But there’s dancing, and a bit of a band, and a singer and a bar. The army come lumping in, the bastards, but they don’t stay long. You’ve been away, at sea, right? Well, we’ve got rid of the old songs now… 1916 and 1922 are in the back seat, out of the hit parade. We’ve ‘‘The Men Behind the Wire’’ — that’s internment. ‘‘Bloody Sunday.’’ ‘‘Provie Birdie’’, when the three boys were lifted out of Mountjoy by helicopter. Did you hear about it? Three big men and a helicopter come right down into the exercise yard and lifts them out… and the screws was shouting ‘‘Shut the gates!’’ Must have been a laugh, and all. Understand me, I’m not for joining them, the Provos. But I’m not against them. I don’t want the bastard British here.’
‘On the helicopter, I was going through the Middle East. I saw it in the English paper in Beirut.’
She was impressed, seemed so anyway. Not that he’d been to an exotic sounding place like Beirut, but that the fame of Seamus Twomey, Joe O’Hagen and Kevin Mallon had spread that far.
‘Do the army always come and bust in, at the evenings?’
‘Just about always. They think they’ll find the big boys. They don’t know who they’re looking for. Put on specs, tint your hair, do the parting the wrong way, don’t shave, do shave… that’s enough, that sorts them out.’
Harry had weighed her up as gently committed — not out of conviction but out of habit. A little in love with the glamour of the men with Armalites, and the rawness of the times they lived in, but unwilling to go too close in case the tinsel dulled.
‘I think I’d like to come,’ said Harry. ‘I think it would do me good. I’m a bit out of date in my politics right now, and my voice is a bit off tune. James Connolly was being propped up in his chair in Kilmainham in my time, and they were wearing all their Green. It’s time I updated and put myself back in touch. A lot of brave boys have died since I was last here. It’s time to stand up and be counted in this place. That’s why I came back.’
‘I’ll take you. I’ll pick you up here, Saturday, round half seven. Cheers.’
She was away into the kitchen, and Harry to his room.
Chapter 7
The man was moving the last few yards to his home. It was just after two in the morning. Two men had checked the streets near his house and given an all-clear on the presence of army foot patrols.
It was his first visit back into his native Ardoyne since he had left to go to London nearly a month ago. His absence had been noted by the local British army battalion that operated out of the towering, near-derelict, Flax Street mill complex on the edge of the Ardoyne. It was entered in the comprehensive files the intelligence section maintained on the several thousand people that lived in the area, and a week before two Land-Rovers had pulled up outside the man’s house, made their way to the half-opened front door and confronted his wife. She could have told them little even if she had felt inclined to. She didn’t, anyway.
She told them to ‘Go fuck yourselves, you British pigs’. She then added, nervous perhaps of the impact of her initial outburst, that her husband was away in the South working for a living. The army had searched the house without enthusiasm, but this was routine, and nothing was found, nor really expected to be. The intelligence officer noted the report of the sergeant who had led the raid, noted too that it would be nice to talk to the occupant of No. 41 Ypres Avenue at some later date. That was as far as it had been taken.
If Harry had been chosen for his role because he was clean, the same criterion had operated with the other man’s superiors when they had put the cross against his name midway up the list of twenty or so who were capable of going to London and killing Danby.
Ypres Avenue was a little different from the mass of streets that made up the Ardoyne. The battle it was named after gave a clue to its age, and so its state of repair was superior to those streets up in the Falls where Downs had been hiding the last three weeks and where the streets took their names from the Crimean and Indian Mutiny battles, along with the British generals who had led a liberal stock of Ulstermen into their late-nineteenth-century fighting. But fifty-nine years is still a long time for an artisan cottage to survive without major repairs, and none had been carried out on any considerable scale in the Avenue since the day they had been put up to provide dwellings for those working in the mill, where the army now slept. The houses were joined in groups of four, with, in between, a narrow passage running through to the high-walled back entrance that came along behind the tiny yards at the rear.