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It occurs to Lewis that Sydney’s surprise when Lewis said to him, ‘You are in my house,’ suggests that Sydney cannot be here to see him. Sydney might not even have recognised him, might not have realised who he is.

‘It’s Lewis,’ he says, touching his own chest, his own heart. ‘Lewis Sullivan. We were at school together.’

‘I know who you are, Lewie,’ says Sydney.

Lewis has not been called Lewie since he was eighteen. He remembers that summer, when he and Sydney had finished school all except for their exams. Lewis spent much of his free time cycling around the village, where, one afternoon, he encountered Sydney, who was also out exploring on his bike. They rode along together for a while, without saying much, and then Sydney said, ‘My dog had puppies. Do you want to come and see them?’

‘Sure,’ said Lewis, shrugging, as if he did not really mind one way or the other. He followed Sydney the half dozen miles to the nearby village that the locals call Nether, the pair of them freewheeling between fields of ripening winter barley, and acres of green grass that had not yet been built on, and the sky was so blue and so empty.

Sydney threw his bike down outside the only unclad house in the terrace and greeted a girl coming by on a horse. She halted, pulling in the reins, and Sydney idly stroked the nose of her shifting, snorting mare while he spoke to this girl, who was their own age but who Lewis did not know. Lewis hung back, still straddling his bike, eating sweets from a bag he had on him, into which Sydney — reaching towards him but not quite enough so that Lewis was forced to come closer — stuck his hand, offering a sweetie to the horse. The horse brought its nose forward, seeking out this treat with its flaring nostrils and its huge lips, and Lewis saw the enormous teeth in the whiskery mouth that nuzzled into the palm of Sydney’s cupped hand.

‘Do you want to give him one?’ said Sydney, but Lewis could not bring himself to do it. Stepping away, he trod in some horse shit that he had not noticed or that had not been there before. He had to leave his shoes outside the door of Sydney’s house and go inside in his socks.

The dog, a golden retriever, was in the kitchen, smiling at them as they walked through the door. It was wearing this collar with the little plastic barrel dangling from it. And there was a puppy, which Lewis picked up and it licked him on the lips. ‘Do you want a puppy?’ asked Sydney. Lewis laughed and the puppy licked him in the mouth. He put it down again. ‘Seriously,’ said Sydney, ‘we’ve got rid of the rest. This is the last one. If you want it, take it.’

‘I’ll ask at home,’ said Lewis.

Lewis, when he asked his father, was surprised to be told that he could have the puppy. He went over to Sydney’s house again a few days later. Sydney was there, but his parents had taken the dogs out. Sydney took Lewis up to his room. There was a map of the world on Sydney’s bedroom wall, with pins in places he wanted to visit. There was one in India, where he had been born, he said, in a British military hospital while his father was posted there. ‘I’d like to go back,’ he said. He talked about growing up on army bases, where he wasn’t allowed to touch the walls of the houses in which they lived because they were only ever temporary residents and when they left they had to leave the houses just as they had found them. Lewis noticed after that that when Sydney moved around a house, even though these were permanent homes, he never touched the walls.

He did steal, though. He took strange liqueurs from his parents’ drinks cabinet, and continental lagers from the fridge, Lewis mixing his with lemonade. Sydney’s father also brewed his own beer. Some of the bottles exploded in the cupboard, the corks blasting out, and Lewis hoped to witness it happening again, or at least to see the aftermath, but he only saw the site cleaned up, the volatile beers moved out. He was not offered the explosive home-brew.

Sydney stole one of his father’s Woodbines too, lighting it and sharing it with Lewis, who put it to his lips but refrained from really smoking it, afraid of getting the smoke in his throat where it would burn, like loud music damaging the hairs inside your ears, making you deaf in old age.

The following week, Sydney brought the puppy over to Lewis’s house on Small Street. He arrived in his father’s Saab, sitting in the driver’s seat and parking too far from the kerb, watched from the living room window by Lewis. When Lewis got to the door, his father had already opened it and was fussing over the puppy and christening him Old Yeller.

Lawrence invited Sydney into the house, taking him through to the living room. He expressed great interest in the fact that Sydney had been born abroad, that he had lived in so many different places and was keen on travelling. Lawrence had learnt all this from Lewis, who was surprised to discover that he had apparently said so much about Sydney to his father. Lawrence said to Sydney, ‘Have you been to Australia?’ and was disappointed when Sydney said that he had never been there. ‘Are you going to go there someday though?’ said Lawrence.

‘Sure,’ said Sydney.

‘My uncle went out there,’ said Lawrence. ‘There are opportunities there. They’re advertising for men. You can make a good living.’

‘I want to go everywhere,’ said Sydney. ‘I want to see the Wonders of the World.’

‘You’re too late,’ said Lawrence. ‘Most of them have gone.’ He moved towards the kitchen. ‘Cup of tea?’ he said. But Sydney, who had only just got there, was already keen to leave.

‘Are you coming for a ride in the Saab?’ he said to Lewis, who did not need asking twice. Leaving the new puppy with his father, Lewis followed Sydney outside.

They drove through the village with the windows down, the mother dog panting on the back seat. It was a glorious car, with a beautiful, rounded shape, and Lewis longed to sit behind the wheel himself. ‘It’s so cool,’ he said, ‘that your dad lets you drive his Saab.’

‘He doesn’t let me,’ said Sydney, accelerating hard. ‘He never lets the key out of his sight.’

‘Then how come you’re driving it now?’ asked Lewis.

‘I know where he keeps the spare key,’ said Sydney.

They drove around the countryside for a while, ‘like two old men,’ said Lewis, ‘like an old married couple out for a Sunday drive,’ except that Sydney drove so fast, and on a particularly narrow lane nearly knocked a man off his bike.

Sydney drove them to Nether, pulling up outside his house. ‘They’re out,’ he said as he parked. Letting the dog out of the car, he squatted down in front of her, took hold of her collar and opened up the brandy barrel. He put the spare car key inside and snapped the barrel shut.

They went into the house and up to Sydney’s bedroom where they sat on the edge of Sydney’s bed. Lewis had with him a book of his father’s that he was carrying around and he showed it to Sydney. He was thinking about the part in it where Rupert proposes jiu-jitsu (‘I’ll show you what I can, if you like’) and the two men end up wrestling, but Sydney was not greatly interested in DH Lawrence. Instead, Sydney showed Lewis the paperbacks he had stolen from a bookshop in town. Lewis read the epigraph in The City and the Pillar — ‘But his wife looked back from behind him and she became a pillar of salt’ — and Sydney said, ‘You can read it when I’m done with it.’

Sydney suggested breaking into the drinks cabinet and mixing up a couple of cocktails, but then they heard the ice cream van coming by and wondered if they’d prefer lollies. In the end they got neither. Sydney’s parents came home unexpectedly while the boys were still sitting on the bed, while Lewis was still looking through the books, and Sydney’s mother came upstairs, to Sydney’s bedroom door, with home-made biscuits.