In civilian life from 1 August 1948 until 1 November 1958 she worked as a private secretary to Herr Schenk, the owner of a light metal works at Schwäbisch Gmünd and then at its Maulbrunn main plant until 31 October 1959 after which, as in 1930, she returned to Munich. There she accepted employment on 1 November 1959 with a property insurer in a managerial capacity. On 26 June 1967 at age 59 and in ailing health she retired and lived a secluded life in Munich until her death on 28 June 1984.
It is interesting to observe how Frau Schroeder saw herself in the last years of her life. In a memorandum ‘About Myself’ she wrote:
I am attentive, judgmental, critical, willing to help. I have the ability to rapidly size up a situation, and the gift of intuition. From a person’s face and mannerisms I am able to read much about his character. I seldom find a person to be nice. If I do, however, then I jump across all barriers. Unfortunately! My capacity for criticism is coupled to an irresistible urge for truth and independence. I despise people who are self-important, who need to dominate others, who have no opinions of their own but adopt the views of others. I despise people who are materialist, who are conventional, who lie, who prejudge and are never prepared to reflect upon everything which has led to this point.
During her time as Hitler’s secretary Christa Schroeder never knew a private life◦– the life a young woman imagines for herself. After a less than enjoyable youth, she never was to find the tranquillity of existence a woman would wish for. This tragic aspect of her life probably left its mark on her.
In 1938, Frau Schroeder became engaged to Yugoslav diplomat Lav Alkonic although she knew that this could have consequences with Hitler who would never have given his blessing to such a liaison. At the beginning of 1939 she asked Hitler: ‘Mein Führer, how would you feel if one of your secretaries wanted to marry a Yugoslav?’ Hitler answered: ‘There would be no question of it.’ Frau Schroeder then suggested that the secretary could leave the employment to which Hitler replied: ‘I would know how to prevent that.’
Alkonic had contacts within Yugoslav officers’ circles and was later involved in shady business dealings in Belgrade. After references to his ‘contact in the Reich Chancellery in Berlin’ the Gestapo took an interest and interrogated Frau Schroeder. She described the situation in a letter from the Berghof to her friend Johanna Nusser[8] on 22 February 1941. Frau Schroeder stated that the ‘suspicion’ had arisen following the interception by the Vienna censor of a letter from a certain Djuksic, and she had seen no alternative but to tell the Gestapo the truth.
As a result of the foregoing we cannot write to him again◦– at least not until the war is over. Consul-General von Neuhausen of Belgrade, whom I met in the former Rothschild Palace at the invitation of General Hanesse, gave me this advice. Neuhausen did not think much of Lav, he had been involved in some dubious business affairs which had not been very fair. He also believed that Lav was working with the Yugoslav General Staff. ‘You understand what I mean by that, don’t you?’ he said. The Gestapo man then interposed that Lav was mentioning his ‘contact in the Reich Chancellery’ when calling on German firms. How much truth there is in that is hard to tell. In any case, I said, one shouldn’t take it too seriously, everybody does it. I hope the OKW is satisfied with my statement, I wouldn’t want them to go delving any further into the matter.
The engagement was broken off in 1941.
It may be interjected here that there was also no fulfilment in life for the 55 million or so victims of the Second World War, for the people in the prisons and concentrations camps of the Nazi system: and that these people suffered more than a secretary of Hitler. As an individual human fate, however, one cannot avoid seeing that for Frau Schroeder the years alongside Hitler were years lost, that in her heart she was never happy to be there, and her health was seriously affected by living in damp and musty bunker rooms at FHQ and later in Allied internment. But certainly it was just one fate amongst millions of others.
Life for Christa Schroeder in proximity to Hitler was marked by the need for her constant presence and compliance with the regulations for State protocol laid down by Hitler. Only limited areas of free movement existed in the Reich Chancellery, at the Berghof or in the various FHQs. She saw continuously the same people and the same faces of the entourage with whom she was obliged to coexist day in, day out, within the enclosure of the FHQ◦– described by Generaloberst Jodl[9] at Nuremberg postwar as ‘a cross between a monastery and a concentration camp’.
Lacking regulated duties or a service schedule she formed part of Hitler’s most intimate circle which served him as a kind of substitute family. Depending on his mood when the evening ‘tea hour’ began, he would deliver to his captive audience his endless monologues into the early hours. Christa Schroeder summarized her unhappy existence:
15 years of service, three of them with the Supreme SA leadership (OSAF) and its Economics Department, in between a couple of weeks break with the Reich Leadership of the Hitler Youth, and twelve years in the personal adjutant of the Führer and Reich Chancellor; these were for me 15 years cloistered away from a normal, everyday, civilized existence. A life behind defences and guarded barbed wire fences, especially during the war years in the various FHQs.
On 30 August 1941 she wrote to her friend Johanna Nusser from FHQ Wolfsschanze, Rastenburg in East Prussia:
Here in the compound we come up eternally against sentries, eternally have to show our identity papers, which makes one feel trapped. I believe that after this campaign I should make the effort to make contacts with life-affirming people beyond our circle, for otherwise I shall become withdrawn and lose contact with real life. Some time ago this sense of being hemmed in, this being shut away from the rest of the world, became etched in my consciousness. Walking inside the fence, passing sentry after sentry, I realized that it is really always the same whether we are in Berlin, on the Berg[10] or travelling: always the same old circle of faces, always the same round. In that there lies a great danger and a powerful dilemma from which one longs to be free but then, once beyond it, one knows not where to begin because one has to concentrate so utterly and totally on this life, precisely because there is no possibility of a life beyond this circle.
After the war she concluded:
Belonging to Hitler’s intimate Staff, always treated as persona grata, all the instincts of struggle in one’s personality remained underdeveloped. And how they were needed in the situation at the war’s end, at the disintegration of the Third Reich and during my three-year internment in Allied camps and prisons. It was in such a condition, rather like an egg without a shell, that on the night of 20 April 1945 in company with my old colleague Johanna Wolf, Adolf Hitler took his leave of us and told me to get away from Berlin for a dark, uncertain future, of which I had no foreboding that the 15 years past and the three years of internment ahead would leave an indelible physical and psychic mark on me which I still have to this day. My past has demanded much of me, both now and when the past was still the present. It does so today to a much harsher degree!’
8
Johanna Nusser was a long-term friend of Frau Schroeder with whom she maintained an intimate correspondence during the war. She spoke on her behalf at the war crimes tribunal hearing and helped Frau Schroeder after her release in 1948. In the 1950s Frau Nusser returned a batch of letters written to her by Schroeder during the war and allowed her to pass another batch to the historian David Irving. The latter are now at the Institut für Zeitgeschichte.
9
Generaloberst der Artillerie Alfred Jodl (b. 10.5.1890 Würzburg, d. 16.10.1946 executed Spandau). From 23.8.1939 Chief of Wehrmacht Policy Office (later Wehrmacht Policy Staff) at FHQ. As Hitler’s chief of staff advised him on tactical and strategic matters; 7.5.1945 Wehrmacht signatory to partial capitulation to Western Allies, Rheims; interned 23.5.1945 Mürwik; 30.9.1946 sentenced to death as war criminal.
10
From 1936 Hitler’s house on the Obersalzberg was given the name ‘Berghof’. Hitler’s Staff and the inner circle always referred to it as ‘the Berg’. On 2.2.1942 at FHQ Wolfsschanze, Hitler stated that the Berghof was also ‘Gralsburg’ (The Grail Fortress). Heinrich Heim: Adolf Hitler,