"I do. I went against him for a minute at Brandy Station. They say he's a glory-seeking peacock, but he surely won battles."
"Custer is anxious to get back into uniform but even so, he wouldn't touch a commission in the Ninth. He's typical. The soldiers on the Union side fought for the colored man, I suppose, but by and large they don't like him or want anything more to do with him. Grierson's an exception. Quite an idealist."
"What would it take for me to get into the Tenth?"
"More than just the desire. Wartime experience. Examination by a special review board. And you'd need a Presidential pardon. Not as Charles Main, either. Charles Main graduated from the Military Academy. But I wouldn't expect someone like you to be willing to command Negroes."
"If they're any good, why not? I know black people a hell of a lot better than most Yankees do."
"These will be Northern black men. They'll hear your accent first thing. They won't like it."
"I can deal with that"
"Think carefully before you say that. Go forward now and you're off the precipice. No changing your mind —"
"God damn it, I'll command men whose skins are blue if they can kill Indians. What are my chances?"
Duncan thought about it, staring through the flawed glass of his parlor window at the dismal rain. "About even. If Grierson would take you, he could help smooth your way with General Hancock at Division. So could I."
"Could I get a pardon?"
"If you lie about your rank as a scout for Hampton. Scale it down. Say you were an irregular. Are there records to dispute that?"
"Probably not. Most burned up in Richmond, they say."
"Then you should be all right. A pardon will require a different name, and the services of a broker. That'll cost five hundred dollars or so."
Charles uttered a defeated obscenity and sat back, his stark face lighted on one side by the guttering flame of a lamp almost out of oil.
"I'll put up the money," the brigadier said. "I know of a top pardon broker, too. Washington lawyer named Dills, He hand-carries applications to the Clerk of Pardons and the President." A pause. "I still have reservations, Charles. I know you're a fine soldier. But you're going back for the wrong reason."
"When can I see Grierson?"
"Tomorrow, I suppose." Duncan cleared his throat, then sniffed with unmistakable meaning. "After you bathe."
Far away, the storm rumbled. Charles smiled. It reminded Duncan of the grimace of a fleshless skull.
The Tenth Cavalry had temporary offices in one of the frame buildings housing Department of the Missouri headquarters, on the east side of the parade ground. A middle-aged captain hunched behind the desk with the wary air of a man defending a fortification. Over a wide down-curving mouth drooped a large pointed dragoon's mustache, mostly white.
"May I see him, Ike?"
"Think so, General Duncan." The captain knocked and stepped into the inner office.
Tilting his head toward the closed door, Duncan said to Charles, "Ike's been in the regulars twenty years. Tough bird. Down at Sabine Crossroads in '64, he helped clear a wagon train blocking the retreat road when Dick Taylor turned back Nate Banks. He was decorated. Couple of months later he was riding for A. J. Smith when old Smitty repulsed Forrest at Tupelo. That action earned him a field commission."
The captain returned, leaving the door open. The brigadier said, "This is my son-in-law, Charles." They'd already decided he should keep that part of his name. "Captain Isaac Newton Barnes. Regimental adjutant."
"Acting adjutant," Barnes said in a pointed way.
While Duncan went in and shut the door, Charles said, "Pleasure, sir." It paid to be respectful to an adjutant; he usually exercised more power than the Commanding officer.
Ike Barnes scowled at the litter of orders, files and reports on his desk. In profile he resembled an S — round shoulders, concave lower back, sizable paunch. His right eye cocked slightly.
"I hate this job," he said, sitting. "I'm a horse soldier, not a damn clerk. I'll get C Company as soon as the colonel finds somebody else stupid enough to get stuck shuffling all these damn papers."'
A breathless sergeant dashed in. "Captain! Two colored boys on the steamboat landing. They're yours."
"Damn it to hell, Sergeant, you know better than to say colored within a mile of this office. The colonel will not tolerate his regiment being designated the way they were in the war. This is not the Tenth Colored Cavalry, it's the Tenth Cavalry. Excuse me," he snapped at Charles as he followed the noncom out. His formidable paunch seemed to advance separately, like some kind of honor guard. Charles actually managed a smile.
In ten minutes Duncan came out. "He's interested. This time tell the truth, and see if you can work things out." He punched Charles's shoulder. "Luck."
Duncan marched toward the outer door and Charles moved to the inner one. As he passed through, Duncan's image of a man stepping off a precipice flashed through his head.
Colonel Benjamin F. Grierson's huge beard and bold nose lent him a piratical air, enhanced by the facial scar. After inviting Charles to sit, he placed a fresh sheet of paper on his desk near a small gold case holding an ambrotype in an oval matte. Charles presumed the woman to be Grierson's wife.
"I'll be straightforward, Mr. Main. Your interest in the Tenth raises more than one problem. Before we go into them, I'd like to know why you're here. Jack told you that scores of capable officers in this army detest the idea of Negro regiments."
"He did, sir. I'm here because I'm a soldier, and that's all I am. The Southern Cheyennes killed my partner and his nephew a couple of months ago —"
"So Jack said. I'm sorry."
"Thank you. I want to make up for what the Cheyennes did —"
"Not in my regiment, sir," Grierson said, with a touch of ire. "The Tenth won't formulate policy, just carry it out. Our mission from General Sherman is to bolster the military presence on the Plains. It is defensive only. We're to protect the settlers, the travel routes, the railroad construction crews. We are not to attack unless attacked first."
"Sir, I'm sorry if I said —"
"Hear me out, sir. Before we can, carry out our mission, we must teach city men to march, ride, shoot, and behave in a military manner. I'm talking about unlettered men, Mr. Main — porters, waiters, teamsters. Black men who've never before had a chance at a decent career. I fully intend to turn such men into superior soldiers that any commander would be proud to lead. I will do it the way I taught the scales to my beginning music pupils in Illinois. With rigid discipline and constant and relentless drill. That will be the responsibility of my officers. They will have no time for personal vendettas."
"I apologize for my remark, sir. I understand what you're saying."
"Good," Grierson said. "Otherwise I'd not waste time on you." Eyeing Charles in a speculative way, he added, "No, that's dishonest. I am not interviewing you completely by choice, but rather, because of the dire need I already mentioned. I confess, however, to being somewhat reluctant to recruit a Southerner."
Despite a spurt of resentment, Charles kept still.
"You see, Mr. Main, I have a peculiar vision of this country. Peculiar in that it is apparently not shared by the thousands of brevet colonels and generals chasing after a very few low-rank line commissions. I believe in the exact words of Mr. Jefferson's declaration that all men are created equal, if not in mind and body and circumstance, then most assuredly in opportunity. I believe we fought the war, whether we realize it or not, in order to extend that vision to the black race. I do know it isn't a popular idea. Many of my fellow officers accuse me of — their words — niggering them to death. So be it. I believe the vision must prevail first of all in this new regiment. If the regiment won't work, then the Army doesn't work, America doesn't work, nothing works. So my officers must cheerfully bear the extra burden of standing between their men and the extreme hostility and prejudice rampant in the Army."