“When did you start doing all that?”
“When didn’t I? I mean, Mom was always blogging or taping from the day I was born. She did a show on her pregnancy. It was like she wanted to save every moment of her life.”
“And yours, too.”
“I suppose.” She looked out the window. The sky was growing darker, some big storm about to blow up from the Gulf. In fact, the cemetery now looked much as it had the day Megan Stewart was buried. “What’s really weird is that I might have the chance to ask her.”
Jillianne kept her eyes on the winding road. “So you think that’s really your mom up there?”
“You don’t?”
“Honey, I just—Well, my momma taught me that all good people sit with Jesus. It took me a long time to sort of, you know, get past that.” She smiled sadly. “Not that you can’t work for NASA and be religious. There are a lot of people at the center who do both. But I had to choose sides, you know?”
“So you’re on the side that says those people up there are alien whatevers.”
“I don’t want to be on a side, young lady. I suppose if it was someone I knew and loved, I’d feel different. Sorry, I mean . . . well, I don’t know what I mean. But I think we’re here.”
Rachel hadn’t been completely sure that the “Megan” she had talked to was really her mother—
Until now. It was just like Daddy said: You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. If Megan’s intimate knowledge had brought Rachel ninety percent of the way to full belief, Jillianne’s gentle skepticism had carried her the final stretch.
Of course, there was still Megan’s body. . . .
Her grave lay twenty meters off the road, in a flat, open area surrounded by other graves, of course, most of them recent, many of them marked with crosses and angels. Rachel slid her bag over one arm, tucking her Slate under, then followed the familiar trail. Jillianne stayed with the car.
Rachel and Zack had their cemetery rituals, visiting every year on Megan’s birthday in November, and on Mother’s Day. And now and then, just on impulse.
There was a simple stone with Megan’s name and years. And one thing that had always freaked Rachel out: the empty plot next to it. “That’s for me,” Zack had told her, the first time she asked about it, early one summer morning almost two years ago.
“That’s seriously creepy, Dad.”
“Don’t worry, I’m not planning to occupy it any time soon.”
“But doesn’t it bother you to think that someday you’re going to be there for a thousand years or whatever?”
Since Zack rarely wore sunglasses, he had blinked in the brilliant sunshine. “It’s just not that big a deal.”
“If it’s not that important, why do we keep coming back?”
“You got me.” He had closed his eyes for a moment, thinking. Then smiled, as if he’d solved a big problem. “Wait. It’s because coming here gives us a place to think about your mom.”
“We could do that at home.”
“No, there are too many distractions. This is just . . . a special meditation zone dedicated to her, okay?”
Rachel had remembered that. She was never comfortable offering prayers, anyway. She didn’t like going to church and, after a series of heated arguments, had persuaded Zack to let her skip religious education.
But meditation? Thinking good thoughts? She had been able to do that.
Though not today. She examined the grassy surface of the grave, then knelt to run her hand across it.
It didn’t seem to have been disturbed. But how to be sure?
She took the little spade out of her bag and jammed it into the sod. It went in easily—of course; with all the rain, the ground was soft, soggy.
She chopped out a square two feet on a side, then began sliding the tip of the blade around the edges. She had just started to peel up a corner of the sod when a man said, “Rachel Stewart, what are you doing?”
Startled, Rachel sat up.
Harley Drake was a few feet away, his powered wheelchair finding slow if silent going. “We’ve got to stop meeting like this.”
“What are you doing here?”
“Hiding,” he said.
“Really.” She went back to her excavation.
“Really? I just wanted to check on something.”
“What?”
“You’ll laugh.”
“I don’t think so.”
He was at the grave now. He looked uncommonly serious. “I just wanted to be sure the grave was still intact. Weird, huh?”
Rachel managed to peel the square of sod off the grave. Her hands were dirty, so she wiped them on the grass. “You’re nuts.”
“Before you make judgments, tell me what you’re doing. Because it almost looks as though you’re worried about the same thing.”
“What? That aliens stole my mother’s body so they could fool everybody?” She knelt again and quickly dug a hole of sorts where the sod used to be.
“I wouldn’t put it quite like that, but, well, yeah.”
Rachel smiled. Poor Harley. “Nope.” She picked up her Slate and dropped it in the fresh hole. With several swift moves, she covered it with loose soil.
Harley watched this. “Uh, that’s a pretty expensive item. . . .”
“My father used to say it was really just a paperweight.”
“Now it’s a muddy paperweight.”
She put the sod back in its place, then walked on it.
“All that blogging and stuff, that was my mom’s world. I need to take a break.”
“Unplugging? That’s not the worst idea you’ve had lately.”
They both laughed. In moments, the laughter turned to tears—even hardcase Harley Drake. Rachel knew it had nothing to do with her disposal of the Slate. She gave him an awkward hug. “Her old body is still under there, Harley. But that other part seems to be up in space.”
“You’re sure about that?”
“Yeah.”
“It makes things really difficult, then.”
At that moment, Harley’s phone rang. “I don’t believe this.” But he answered it, listened for a moment. “Wow, okay. Yeah, I’ll be right in.”
“What’s going on?”
“Your father. The rest of the crew is on the surface, but not him.”
“He won’t leave without my mother.”
“Guess not.”
“What’s going to happen?”
“I have no idea, but I think you need to come with me.”
This is Destiny mission control. The team here is following a number of unexpected developments, beginning with the anomalous loss of contact with the Venture spacecraft on the surface of Keanu at 103 hours, 34 minutes mission elapsed time and associated venting on the NEO’s surface. Mission manager Shane Weldon has issued the following statement: “We consider this to be an extremely serious situation.” He adds that the orbiting Destiny spacecraft is still providing downlink. We will continue to bring you timely updates as warranted.
NASA PUBLIC AFFAIRS COMMENTATOR SCOTT SHAWLER
“Maui got this twenty minutes ago,” Shane Weldon said.
On the main screen, the white crescent that was Keanu still showed the traces of the detonation as a faint, symmetrical cloud.
With Rachel tagging along, Harley had rushed to mission control without stopping at the Home Team. But he had found Sasha Blaine already waiting, lost in the group grope, since at least a dozen people crowded the usually sacrosanct area near the flight director and capcom stations. Bynum was here, too, of course, and so was Gabriel Jones, still, to Harley’s eyes, looking like a phantom.
“Is this real-time?” Bynum asked.
“Just watch the damned screen,” Jones said. His voice sounded weak, and the idea that the Johnson Space Center’s director would snap at a representative from Washington was further confirmation: Jones was out of it.