Tess let out a sound that said, "Ya think?"
Mia just sighed again. Maybe she could try to adopt a new kinder, gentler manner.
Oh, and a new eyebrow.
Chapter 4
Sixteen-year-old Hope Appleby was going somewhere if it killed her.
And given that she'd never felt more alone, hungry, or desperately afraid she'd never get out of her car and into a real bed again, it just might.
She chewed on a fingernail and hummed as she drove, trying to fool herself into a lull of comfort. But she'd been driving so long now, and for so many days, the scenery blurred into itself. Tennessee to Los Angeles… a lot farther than it had seemed. Still, she'd always dreamed of seeing the country, and finally, at sixteen years, two months, and three days old, she was seeing it plenty.
Just not quite in the style she'd imagined.
State after state passed as she headed west, Arkansas into Oklahoma into Texas into New Mexico. She'd been sleeping in her car to save money, trying to keep one eye open as she did because, as everyone knew, bad guys preyed on people sleeping alone in their cars.
Especially female people.
She had a flashlight, but she'd dropped it at a rest stop about five hundred miles back and couldn't get it to work after that. She'd been singing to the radio just to hear a real voice, but now she couldn't get any stations that weren't farm weather reports. Now she had nothing but herself for company, and she'd never been much good at small talk.
Not that she wanted company from strangers. No, thank you. They all looked at her funny, as though they'd never seen anyone dress goth before.
It was just black.
And a few chains.
No big deal. She'd started dressing like this only to look as different on the outside as she felt on the inside.
She'd lifted a steak knife from Denny's the day before, which was dull as a plastic butter knife but flashed fairly impressively in the light. It would be good for show, if need be, and hopefully that was all she'd need to do-even the thought of blood made her want to hurl.
She was eating as cheaply as she could and bathing in public restrooms, which were really gross. People were universal slobs, and if she had to look at one more slimy sink or toilet…
But she was in the home stretch now, nearly to her aunt Apple's in Los Angeles, and she patted the dashboard of her beat-up 1989 Dodge Diplomat. “Not much farther," she promised.
The car coughed.
Oh, God. Her biggest fear. "Don't die on me now," Hope begged it and patted the dash again. "We're going to be okay, really we are."
Or so she hoped. The problem was Apple didn't know she was coming, and Momma didn't know she'd gone.
Which left Hope in her usual spot-a big mess.
Unable to read the map and drive at the same time, she pulled off the freeway, not daring to turn off the engine for fear it would never start again. Only she didn't have much gas left…
"Please find it," she whispered to herself, running her finger over the foldout she'd pilfered from a 76 station somewhere in Arizona. She'd felt a stab of guilt until the grimy two-hundred-fifty-pound guy behind the counter looked her over, making her skin crawl like that time she'd gotten ants in her bed after her momma had left out a box of Twinkies.
When Hope had asked the guy for the key to the restroom, he smiled (missing a front tooth!) and offered to take her himself.
Ewwwwl
So she said no thanks, left with the map, and then cursed him the whole time she was peeing in the woods.
Now she unraveled the small scrap of paper that had Apple's address on it. The ink had gotten smeared. Was that 11732 High Waters Drive or 11735? Five, she decided and hoped she was right. She searched the map for High Waters, feeling a little frantic. "Please find it, please…"
There.
She wasn't too far now. Probably she could get there by nightfall, which was good because she was in the last of her clean clothes. She thought of how surprised and shocked her aunt Apple was going to be, and swallowed the niggling doubts that she should have called ahead.
And she would have, except for two things. One, her aunt hadn't called her. Ever. Though she did send birthday cards every year, with increasingly larger checks enclosed.
Momma said Apple never called because she'd gotten a big head-so big Momma was surprised she even bothered with the cards and money-but Hope figured that Apple was somebody now, and somebodies took care of their own, busy or not.
Hope didn't care about phone calls, or even about Apple, really. She just needed out of town, away from the trailer park, away from the stupid boys and mean girls, away from being a nobody.
Her aunt probably didn't give a rat's ass about Hope, either, but that didn't matter. Apple lived in Los Angeles, the city of angels, the city of hope.
Surely that was a sign, right? Hope belonged there. She was going to stay with Apple and become a marine biologist and swim with dolphins for the rest of her life.
And like her aunt, never look back.
She was going to get better grades, get into Stanford, and then get rich. She'd have a place by the ocean, a new car- "Sorry," she whispered to the Diplomat and stroked the dash as she sipped from the 7-Eleven Big Gulp she'd used her last bit of change for. She was going to have a real pool, too, not a plastic little thing where she couldn't get all wet at once. Yeah, she had big dreams, and she would live 'em, assuming she didn't run into any trouble-
A hard rap on the window jerked her so hard she nearly came out of her own skin. Soda soaked into her chest and belly and legs, her hand hit the horn- which made her jump again-and she hit her head on the visor she'd pulled down to block the lowering sun.
Heart in her throat, soda dripping off her nose, she turned and looked out her window.
And froze.
A cop stood there gesturing for her to roll down her window. Oh, God. Oh, God… She rolled the window down an inch. "Y-yes?"
“I need to see your driver's license and registration, please."
"Um… okay." She willed her heart to stop knocking into her ribs. Sticky with the soda, she fumbled through her purse, her fingers shaking like her momma’s did when she needed a drink real bad.
"Are you alone?" the officer asked, leaning in slightly to search the interior of the car with those flat cop eyes.
"Yes, sir." Hope handed him her license and registration.
He eyed her for a long moment, then looked over her paperwork. "Wait here."
And then he was gone. With her license.
She counted to twenty while watching the same dark clouds move in, blocking out the sun. And then to one hundred. And then she started counting backward, and had gotten back to twelve when the cop showed up again.
He handed her the license. "Careful driving, kid. A storm is moving in."
She wasn't a kid, but she nodded obediently, and then he was gone.
And she was alone again, but that was better than being arrested for map theft. She studied the soda-soaked map, then got back onto the freeway.
Mia got home from work at six. This was early for her on an evening when she should have been out celebrating, but the fight with Ted and then the fire in her trash can had pretty much sapped her.
She figured she owed herself a quiet evening, with nothing more exciting than an extremely hot shower and a good book. Oh, and maybe a quick private little happy dance for the Anderson account. It was sweet indeed, enough to almost make her forget that she no longer had a right eyebrow.