‘I don’t understand,’ said the king.
‘It’s her only defence. By not eating, she’ll become ugly and thin, and you will no longer desire her. Perhaps, if you made her understand that you don’t want to hurt her. .’
‘You know many things, man of Chnan, things that I do not know. . or have never wanted to learn. I’ve been taught that all that matters in life is the honour and the glory that a man conquers in battle. Perhaps this is why I lost Aigialeia, my queen. Or perhaps it was Aphrodite’s revenge.’
‘We call her Isthar,’ said the Chnan. ‘And she can be a terrible goddess indeed. What did you do to anger her?’
‘I wounded her in battle, as she stretched out her delicate hand to shield her son who had fallen to the ground under my blows. Since then I have feared her revenge. The gods never forget. They can strike us whenever they want, in the most atrocious of ways. If the worst thing in the world for a man is to fall into the hands of another man, can you imagine what it means to fall into the hands of a god who hates you?’
‘But perhaps there is also a god who loves you. Or a goddess; you are a king and you are handsome and strong.’
‘The goddess who loved me has abandoned me. I haven’t seen her for a very long time, I haven’t felt her presence. . We are a cursed race: my father Tydeus devoured the brain of a man while it was still warm. But I admire him all the same. The greatest courage in life is embracing it all until the bitter end, until the last horror, if necessary. .’
The Chnan lowered his head and held his tongue. The king’s gaze was fixed on the sky, covered with black clouds frayed with white towards the bottom, towards the earth. A cold, damp wind penetrated their bones and shook the fragile walls of the reed and clay houses in the little dying city. The Chnan bounded across the road and entered the hut he had chosen as his dwelling.
The wind had begun to blow stronger and thunder exploded in the sky directly above the village, making the ground tremble. The rain pelted down, streaming over the road. The king had never felt time flowing away from him like this: fast, unstoppable, like the muddy water spilling into the moat from a thousand streams. He went out into the tempest that swept the village with its biting gusts of wind. The rain poured over his face and his chest and dripped down his back; his feet sank into the mud up to his ankles. He stood, head bent, in the downpour as if to purify himself, and then he went to the hut where Nemro’s woman was being held.
Two of his warriors stood guard, motionless, one in front and one in the back of the house, sheltering as they could under the overhanging roof. They were faithful, patient men, capable of enduring anything. Seeing them like that, immobile in the wind and water, in that wretched place, he felt compassion for them; he felt stronger and sharper than ever the desire to give them a life and a land, to give them women and herds of oxen and fat sheep. He ordered them to go and find a warm fire and some food. They obeyed with a nod, pulling their cloaks over their heads and running off. The king entered.
It was dark inside: a single earthenware lamp was smoking, burning sheep’s fat. In the corner was the food that had been brought to her and that she had refused to touch, left to be gnawed at by the mice. This was his wedding chamber? The perfumes and the scents? The wedding torches? He couldn’t even see the girl until his eyes had become accustomed to the gloom. And when he did see her his soul filled with despair: she was scrawny and pale and he could barely see her face behind a tangle of dirty hair. She startled at his entry, and began to whimper softly. Then she backed away, creeping, into a corner and hid her face.
Diomedes took off his cloak and began to approach her, but when he saw her shaking in fear, he stopped in the middle of the bare room. He brought his lamp close to his face: ‘Look at me,’ he said, ‘I need you too.’
At the sound of his voice, the girl turned slowly and the king could see her bewildered eyes, the pale flicker of her gaze. But he also perceived, greatly wounded and broken, that remarkable, ambiguous force of spirit that had struck him the first time he saw her.
The fire in the hearth had gone out; Diomedes put a little wood on top and lit it with his lamp. The flames licked up while outside the rain pelted down even harder.
‘I don’t want to hurt you,’ he said, adding more wood to the fire. ‘I won’t hurt you,’ and he held his head low as if he, too, suffered from the same desolation as she.
The girl seemed to revive and moved slightly away from the wall.
‘Come closer,’ said the king. ‘Come warm yourself by the fire. Come; don’t be afraid.’
The girl raised her head and looked at him. Then she got to her feet and walked slowly towards the fire. She was trembling, and her step was uncertain after fasting for so long. She stumbled, but Diomedes, who had not taken his eyes off her, caught her in his arms before she could fall. He set her gently next to the fire, then removed his own wet clothing and took her delicately into his arms. She stirred and the king opened his arms so she could go. If she wanted to.
She didn’t go, and the king held her without speaking, listening together with her to the sound of the rain on the straw roof.
Time passed, so long that it stopped raining and the sun began to shine through the cracks in the door. The Chnan’s voice could be heard, saying: ‘The men have made bread, wanax.’ And the little hut was invaded by a ray of light and an intense aroma. The king got up, went to the door and took the bread, then went back to the girl and offered her a little piece. She opened her lips and ate it while the king lightly stroked her hair. He took some bread himself and ate it while looking into her eyes, without moving his other hand from her head. And in that moment, the beam of sun that entered through the door lit up his hair from behind, bathing it in blond light, like a god’s. He gave her more bread and she ate from his hand and accepted his caresses.
It didn’t take long for Nemro to learn where his enemy was hiding. The weather was bad and the incessant rain had wiped away the traces of Diomedes’s chariot and horses, but as soon as he could, Nemro had sent his men to search the land far and wide.
A group of them encountered the old priest who they had left behind when they had set off for the Lake of the Ancestors, to officiate the rite of the severed heads in the deserted city. He was wandering through the countryside with a satchel at his neck; he did not even seem to recognize them.
‘It is us, Oh Man of the Sun and of the Rain,’ they said. ‘Stop! We seek the blond foreigner who flies on a chariot. He has abducted the bride of Nemro and has kept her for himself. Without her, Nemro cannot guide his people to the Lake of the Ancestors and build a city on the water. She is our only hope; her blood is not contaminated by the Sun of the Swamp.’
The old man blinked repeatedly as if a violent light were wounding his eyes: ‘He has passed twice among the burnt heads and he is still alive,’ he said. ‘His flesh is harder than your bones. And he has spoken with the Sun of the Swamp: I saw it in his eyes. How can Nemro hope to combat him and win?’
‘You leave us no hope, then. But at least tell us where he is; we will do anything we can to have Nemro’s bride back. We fear nothing any more in this world.’
The old man pointed south towards the horizon and then set off again with his slow, shuffling step in the other direction. They would never see him again.
That evening they reached the city occupied by the invaders, and they slipped in during the night. They watched them from their hiding places for days and days. They watched the men train with their weapons, hurling their spears and shooting their bows, wielding sword and axe. They watched them fight each other, and stand guard at night with fine weather or with rain. They realized that their own forces could never defeat such warriors.