“I want Daddy to make it.”
“Oh, sweetie, I told you, Daddy had to go away on business for a while.”
Annie’s face sagged. “What’s ‘a while’?”
“A couple of days, babe. Maybe longer. But it’s very, very important business, and Daddy wouldn’t leave you unless it was very important. You know that.”
“But why did he run away from me?”
So that was it. “He didn’t run away from you, sweetheart. He… well, he had to get away from some bad men.”
“Who?”
A good question. “I don’t know.”
“Why?”
“Why what? Why did he have to get away?”
Annie nodded, watching intently, hanging on her words.
“I don’t know yet.”
“Is he coming back?”
“Of course he is. In just a couple of days.”
“I want him to come back today.”
“So do I, baby. So do I. But he can’t, because he has some very important business meetings.”
Annie’s face was blank. For a moment it appeared as if the storm had passed, as if her concerns had been allayed.
But suddenly Annie thrust out both hands and shoved her plate off the table, onto the tiled floor. The plate shattered with a loud crash, sending shards everywhere. The yellow half-moon of omelet quivered on the floor, festooned with jagged slashes of crockery.
“Annie!” Claire gasped.
Annie stared back with defiance and triumph.
Claire sank slowly to the floor, burying her face in her hands. She could not move. She could no longer cope.
Her eyes pooling with tears, Claire looked up at her daughter. Annie stared in shocked silence.
In a small voice, Annie said, “Mommy?”
“It’s all right, baby.”
“Mommy, I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. It’s not that, baby-”
The front door opened. A jingling of keys, then a cough announced Rosa’s arrival.
“Is that Daddy?”
“It’s Rosa. I told you, your daddy’s going to be away for a while.”
“Mrs. Chapman!” exclaimed Rosa, rushing over to Claire and helping her slowly to her feet. “Are you a’right?”
“I’m okay, Rosa, thanks. I’m fine.”
Rosa gave a quick, worried glance at Claire, then kissed Annie on the cheek, which she sat still for. “Querida.”
Claire brushed back her hair, nervously adjusted her blouse. Knew she was a mess. “Rosa,” she said, “I’ve got to be at work. Can you make her breakfast and walk her to school?”
“Of course, Mrs. Chapman. You want French toast, querida?”
“Yes,” Annie said sullenly. She slid her eyes furtively toward her mother, then back to Rosa.
“We’re out of eggs, Rosa. I just used the last this morning. On that.” Claire gestured vaguely toward the mess on the floor.
“Then I want toaster waffles,” Annie said.
Rosa knelt on the floor, gingerly picking up shards of china and putting them into a paper Bread & Circus grocery bag. “Okay,” Rosa said. “We have waffles.”
“Give me a kiss, baby,” Claire said, leaning over to kiss Annie.
Annie sat still, then kissed her mother back.
On the way out of the house, Claire picked up the kitchen phone and listened for the broken dial tone that might indicate a new voice-mail message.
There was none.
CHAPTER SIX
“It’s bad,” moaned Connie Gamache, her longtime secretary. “The phone hasn’t stopped ringing in two days. The voice-mail thingo is full, can’t take any more messages. People are getting mean. There’s a lady and several gentlemen here to see you.” She lowered her voice. “I use the term loosely.”
“Morning, Connie,” Claire said, turning to look. The waiting area, two hard couches and a couple of side chairs, normally empty, or maybe occupied by a lone student or two, bustled with reporters. Two of them she recognized: the New York Times Boston bureau chief, and a TV reporter from Channel 4 News that she liked. Claire raised her chin in a silent greeting to the two of them. The last thing she wanted was to talk about the Lambert case to a bunch of indignant journalists.
“I need to hire an assistant,” Connie went on without pause. “All of a sudden you’re Miss Popular.”
“I’ve got a faculty meeting in half an hour or so,” Claire said, unlocking her office door-CLAIRE M. HELLER engraved on a brass plaque, her professional name-and removing her coat at the same time.
Connie followed her into her office, switched on the overhead light. She was broad-shouldered, large-bottomed, white-haired; decades ago, she’d been beautiful. She looked much older than her fifty years. “You’ve got a lot of reporters who want interviews,” she warned. “Want me to send them all away, or what?”
Claire began unpacking her briefcase into neat piles on the long cherrywood desk. She exhaled a long sigh of frustration. “Ask what’s-her-name from Channel Four-Novak, Nowicki, whatever it is-how long she needs. Ask the Times guy if he can come back later on, maybe this afternoon.”
Connie shook her head in grave disapproval. She was good at handling the media but considered them all leeches to be plucked off the instant they’d affixed themselves. Claire was grateful, actually, for her secretary’s concern, since she was usually right-reporters tended to sensationalize, exaggerate, and fuck you over if they possibly could. And usually they got their stories wrong. In a minute Connie returned. “Now I’ve got them mad. Carol Novak says she just needs five or ten minutes.”
“Okay,” Claire said. Carol Novak, that was her name, had been good to her-smart, reasonably accurate, with less of the animus toward Harvard than the other local reporters tended to exhibit. “Give me a couple of minutes to check my e-mail, then send Carol Novak in.”
Carol Novak of Channel 4 entered with a cameraman who quickly set up lights, rearranged a desk lamp, moved a couple of chairs, and positioned himself facing Claire’s desk. Meanwhile, the reporter, a small, pert redhead-very pretty, but overly made up, as TV reporters tend to be on the job-made small talk. Her lips were lined perfectly, Claire noticed, and her eyebrows were plucked into perfect slim arches. She asked about Annie; both of them had six-year-olds. She gossiped a bit about another, far more famous member of the Law School faculty. They shared a joke. Carol dispensed some praise and put her hand on Claire’s, woman friend to woman friend. She didn’t seem to know anything about the incident at the mall. The cameraman asked if Claire could move her chair away from the window and against the floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. Then, when the cameraman was ready, Carol sat at a chair next to Claire’s, in the same frame, and hunched forward with an expression of deep concern.
“You’ve been criticized a lot recently for taking on the Gary Lambert case,” the reporter said. Her voice had suddenly become deeper yet breathy, ripe with solicitude.
“For winning it, you mean,” Claire said.
Carol Novak smiled, a killer’s smile. “Well, for allowing a convicted rapist to go free on a technicality.”
Claire matched smile for smile. “I don’t think the Fourth Amendment is a ‘technicality.’ The fact is, his civil liberties were violated in the search of his apartment. My job was to defend his rights.”
“Even if it meant a convicted rapist is free to rape again?”
Claire shook her head. “Lambert was convicted, but the trial was flawed. Our successful appeal proved that.”
“Are you saying he didn’t do it?”
“I’m saying the process was flawed. If we allow flawed trials to take place, then we’re all at risk.” How often she’d said this; did she always sound as hollow, as unpersuasive as she felt right now?