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Avias and Messerschmitts dueled overhead. The German fighters were faster, but the Czech biplanes seemed more nimble. People cheered like maniacs when a 109 spun out of control and went down. It was like watching a football match, except you counted lives instead of goals. Score one for our side!

Trouble was, not many Avias were left. The Nazis kept pounding the airfields from which they flew. The Messerschmitts came out of Germany, of course. A few Czech air raids on German soil had made Hitler and Goebbels scream and squeal, but the Luftwaffe had a big edge there.

"Wish the French would push harder, take some pressure off us," Private Prsemysl said.

"Yeah, me, too," Jezek agreed. "Wish for the moon while you're at it." He supposed the Czechs had to count themselves lucky France had moved at all. Great. Some luck.

No sooner had that gloomy thought gone through his mind than cries of alarm came from the west. "They're through! They're through!" somebody howled, which sounded bad. Then someone else shouted, "They're into Olomouc! Get away while you can!"

Otakar Prsemysl crossed himself. That looked like a good idea to Vaclav, so he did the same thing. It couldn't hurt, anyhow.

"South and east! South and east!" That was an officer's authoritative shout. "We pull back farther into Moravia and keep fighting. They haven't whipped us yet, by God!"

No, but how much longer will it be? And what good will keeping up the fight do except get more of us killed? Still, Corporal Jezek had no better ideas. The only other choices were surrendering, which he couldn't stomach, and dying in place, which also struck him as unattractive.

He got out of his foxhole and stumbled through the streets of Kopecek. To his surprise, trucks-mostly commandeered civilian jobs-waited on the southern edge of town. He piled into one of them. A moment later, he saw Otakar and pulled him into it, too. A moment after that, the truck rattled away.

"Where are we going?" Prsemysl asked.

"Beats me," Vaclav answered. "But did you want to stay where we were?" The other man shook his head. This couldn't be worse…Unless we get bombed, of course. One more thought Jezek could have done without.

Another gray day in Munster. People in the Westphalian town said it was either raining or the church bells were ringing. Sarah Goldman could hear the bells, but it was raining anyhow. That didn't seem fair.

Of course, for Sarah the past five years had seemed gray and gloomy and weepy even when the sun did come out. Since she was only seventeen, that seemed like forever. She hadn't understood why the Nazis decided they had to clamp down on Jews-she and her family weren't hurting anybody. She still didn't understand, not really. But the time since Hitler took over had been plenty to teach her that people could act like vicious idiots without having any good reason for it.

Her mother had the radio on. She was listening to a German station. Listening to foreign broadcasts was illegal for everybody. But ordinary Germans who did something like that might escape with a warning if they got caught-the first time, anyway. Any infraction at all would send Jews straight to Dachau or Buchenwald.

"German storm troops fight today on the outskirts of Prague!" the announcer shouted. He had a hoarse, braying voice and a strong Berlin accent. Sarah thought he sounded like a Prussian jackass, which he probably was. "Czech air pirates dropped bombs on a school in Dresden, murdering seventeen innocent children at play!"

"Why were children playing during an air raid?" Hanna Goldman asked. The same question had formed in Sarah's mind. She wondered how many people thought that way. Not very many, evidently, or the announcer couldn't have got away with spewing such nonsense.

"Farther east, our victorious soldiers advancing from north and south have met in Moravia, sealing the fate of the Czech army and of what was the vicious bandit state of Czechoslovakia!" he trumpeted. "Now we can help the Slovaks achieve their national aspirations and whip the Bolshevik dogs back to their Russian kennel."

"Do you hear that, Sarah?" her mother called from the kitchen. She was trying to make meager, bland rations into something worth eating for supper. Most of the time, she did it, too.

"Ja, I hear it," Sarah answered.

"Such rubbish," her mother said. "Listening to that crap makes me embarrassed to be a German."

"I know what you mean." And Sarah did, too. In spite of everything, she still felt like a German. Why shouldn't she? Her father had fought in the World War (the First World War, she supposed you would have to call it now) like every other German man his age. He'd won an Iron Cross, too. And he had an amazing scar on his arm where a French bullet had gouged a furrow in his flesh.

Her older brother was such a good football player, the Aryans didn't want him taken off their team. They cared more about winning than about whether Saul was circumcised. That made nothing but sense to Sarah, but it had scandalized a lot of people in Munster. Tough men in black uniforms had paid some unofficial visits. Saul didn't play for the Foresters any more.

But he still thought he was a German, too, in spite of everything. He and Samuel Goldman were doing their best to prove it today. Sarah didn't know whether to hope they would fail or succeed.

The braying announcer didn't say anything about the fighting on the Western Front. He hardly ever did. The Czechs were giving the war everything they had in them. The French and the English didn't seem to have their hearts in it.

After an almost tearful appeal to buy war bonds, the newsman finally went away. The radio started playing music again. That was a relief. Music was-mostly-harmless. But you never heard jazz any more. The government said it was degenerate, like modern art. If the government didn't like it, Sarah thought she should.

She was working on an essay on Goethe-Munster's Jewish school naturally taught the German poets-when the front door opened. She put down her pen and dashed downstairs.

One glance at her father's face, and her brother's, told her everything she needed to know. "They wouldn't take you?" she blurted.

"Bastards!" Saul seemed ready to kick something that wasn't a football.

He towered over Father, who looked more sad than angry. "I had my discharge papers. I had my medal. I had my wound certificate. I had a letter from Max Lambert, who was my captain during the war. I had everything," he said. "And we went into Wehrkreis headquarters, and they wouldn't let us joint the Wehrmacht."

"Bastards!" Saul said again.

Wehrkreis-Military District VI-was centered on Munster. It drew in recruits from all over Westphalia and from western Hanover. But it didn't want a couple of Jews, even if one was a veteran and the other a fine physical specimen.

Sarah's mother came out of the kitchen. "What did they tell you?" she asked.

"They told us no, that's what. There's a law, it seems, from 1935, that says Jews can't join up," Samuel Goldman answered. One corner of his mouth curled up in a wry smile. "Even so, I don't think they expected to see us sticking our heads into the lion's mouth."

"We didn't," Saul said. "If we'd tried to join the SS, now…"

In spite of five years of ever harder times, in spite of a day of crushing disappointment, Father started to laugh. When he did, the rest of the Goldmans did, too. He lit a cigarette. German tobacco smelled nastier than it had a couple of years before. Sarah didn't smoke, but Father said it tasted worse, too. Fewer imports…

Father blew out a gray cloud. "In fact, I'm sure they didn't expect anyone like us," he said.

"Why are you so sure?" Mother asked, as she was supposed to.

"Why? I'll tell you why." Samuel Goldman's mouth quirked again, but this time it was more grimace than smile. "Because the Feldwebel we talked to wasn't even mean to us. He just said it was impossible, and he kept on saying it, and he finally went and got a captain who said the same thing. The captain was polite, too-turns out he knows Max. If they had orders about how to deal with Jews trying to volunteer, they would have screamed at us and called us filthy Jewish pigdogs and maybe said we'd just volunteered to clean toilets-"