"I was talking about you, not..."
"Not your little girl. But that's still part of what this is about. It's your hunger, Don. You need to save some captured girl before this whole thing plays out."
"So you've got me figured out, huh?"
"You haunt this house just like I do, Don."
"I'm not dead."
"You live in dead places."
"I bring them back to life."
"But then you move on to another dead place."
Don sighed. "Whatever. I wouldn't even know where to start looking for her. She could live anywhere. Under any name."
"Not if nobody's looking for her," said Sylvie. "Not if she thinks no one ever found my body. And even if they did, there'd be no way to tie it to her."
"So I just check every American phone book looking for Lissy—what's her last name?"
"Felicity Yont. But she has changed her name, I'll bet. To McCoy."
"Why McCoy?"
"Because that's her boyfriend. Lanny McCoy."
"So I look up Yont and McCoy."
"Lissy was from Asheboro, but her people were all dead—it's one of the things we had in common, that we were both alone. Lanny, though, he was local. He even lived with his parents. She used to laugh about that. How she never thought she'd be with a guy who lived with his parents. She said all that was left was for her to put on Spock ears and go to a Star Trek convention."
"You think they might still be living in town?"
"No," she said. "Lissy couldn't wait to get out of North Carolina. She was so jealous of my getting a job in another state. We joked about how she was dying to leave and couldn't, and I didn't care about leaving North Carolina, and I was the one who had the cool job waiting for me in Providence."
"So I start calling directory assistance? That's the way to go through my bankroll, a quarter at a time."
"No, silly," she said. "Haven't you ever done any research?"
"Not lately."
"Not ever," she said, teasing him. But they both knew it was true. "The library has a lot of phone books from other areas. But you won't start there. If Lanny's people still live in Greensboro, all you have to do is find them and they'll probably tell you where Lanny is living now. With his wife Lissy, I'll bet."
"That would be too easy."
"But maybe that's how easy it'll be."
18
McCoy
Plenty of McCoys in the Greensboro phone book. Calling from a pay phone at the grocery store, twenty-five cents at a time, was tedious work.
The same conversation, over and over. "I'm looking for the family of Lanny McCoy.... He would have been in school at UNCG back in '85.... No, I never met him, but my wife did.... Sorry for bothering you.... Thanks for talking to me.... Sorry for.... Family of Lanny McCoy who went to UNCG back in '85...."
Going on maybe four hours of sleep, Don had a hard time staying awake between calls. A hard time listening to what people were saying. A teenage kid walked by talking loudly to his girlfriend. "The X-Files is a crock. The government couldn't have secret UFO stuff because the government can't keep a secret, period!" He almost missed hearing the soft voice on the other end of the phone say, "You knew him?"
So there was a pause in the conversation before he realized that maybe he was hitting paydirt. "Actually, not me," he said. "My wife knew him. Good friends with him and his girlfriend in those days, what was her name? Missy? Lissy?"
"Oh, yes, that dear girl, that poor girl."
"Poor girl?"
"So broken-hearted. Oh, you don't know, do you? Of course not. Lanny's gone. All these years."
"Gone?"
"You don't—you haven't seen him, have you?"
"No ma'am, I'm sorry."
"Can't help hoping. Silly, isn't it? To hope that a phone call out of the blue...."
This was it. And he wouldn't get anywhere on the phone. "Mrs. McCoy, I don't mean to intrude, but can I come over?"
"Oh, I wish you would."
As soon as she said the address, Don knew half the history of the family. It was a tiny crackerbox house on a street of crackerbox houses, in a neighborhood built by Cone Mills for their textile workers. A strategy for keeping the unions out. The paternalistic employer provides workers with homes and they're grateful; meanwhile, labor agitators get evicted, not just fired, so their families are out on the street. Very effective disincentive. But when times changed, the company sold the houses to the workers at a better than fair price, and now those factory families or their children or grandchildren kept immaculate yards around those tiny houses, their labor insisting that the size of the houses did not tell you about the class of the people inside. These were solid people, working people, salt of the earth. And for one of these families to send a child to college was still a big deal, even in the days of student loans and government financial aid. Lanny must have been the bearer of the McCoy family honor, their hope, their ambition.
Mr. and Mrs. McCoy were white people in their late fifties, her hair gray, his graying. They ushered him into a tiny living room filled with furniture covered with doilies and throws. The fireplace mantle was covered with knickknacks, including a couple of Hummels and a Lladro that must have been the markers of special occasions. The pride of place in the center of the mantle went to a framed eight-by-ten of a young man with longish hair and a great smile. No sooner had Don sat down than Mr. McCoy took down the picture and handed it to him.
"That's our Lanny," he said. "Senior picture from high school."
"Nice-looking boy."
"He was the first of our family ever to get to college," said Mrs. McCoy. "And he was with that nice girl, too—we were sure they'd get married."
"You just never know," said Mr. McCoy, shaking his head.
"Nice girl?"
"You mentioned her on the phone," said Mrs. McCoy. "Felicity Yont."
"Lissy," said Mr. McCoy.
"Then they didn't get married?" asked Don. "We all assumed that they would."
"It just broke her heart," said Mrs. McCoy. "She came over here crying and crying about how he ran off with her roommate."
Ran off with.... This was not the story Don had expected to hear.
"A snake in the grass, that's what that one was," said Mr. McCoy. "The librarian steals the man? What a joke."
"And you don't know where they're living now?"
"We've never heard from him since." Mrs. McCoy broke down in tears.
After a delicate pause to show respect for his wife's grief, Mr. McCoy said softly, "I don't expect they're together. A woman like that, she's got no loyalty. She probably left him cold somewhere."
What could Don say? What would be gained by telling them that in fact Lissy murdered that very roommate, who certainly did not run off with anyone because she was still haunting the house where they roomed together?
The only sound was Mrs. McCoy's soft crying. Her husband gave her a handkerchief.
"I'm sorry I made you think of your loss again," said Don.
"Oh, young man, we think of Lanny every day," said Mrs. McCoy.
Mr. McCoy nodded sadly. Don suspected he carried handkerchiefs solely to deal with his wife's tears.
Don hated deceiving these people, but it was kinder than the truth. "My wife always assumed Lissy and Lanny must have ended up together."
"Maybe our boy is alive, maybe not," said Mr. McCoy. "I don't know what we did to make him leave us without a word." He stood up to keep himself from crying openly. So... maybe the handkerchiefs weren't just for her. "I guess we've disappointed you," he said.
Don could take a hint. Besides, he'd learned what he came to learn. There'd be no address from these people. "I appreciate your time. I'm just sorry that... I'm sorry." He got up, shook hands with Mr. McCoy, and took the one step that was needed to get him to the door.