“Yeah,” he mumbled, worried. He sat up late, adding the figures. He would get fifty percent of the paperback sale: a hundred thousand, less Bart’s commission, making it ninety. There would be another ninety from the tennis novel. A hundred and eighty thousand so far, and not a single copy of his book had yet been sold, had yet been put in a box and shipped to a bookstore. And he reflected that Marion had a point: Garlands, with this paperback floor, in essence now owned his next novel for free. He wondered if Bart was such a good agent. That Holder was a brilliant editor was obvious — perhaps Bart was living off Fred’s and Holder’s efforts here.
The money was more than he had ever expected, and now he wanted more. If his novel hit the bestseller list, the paperback sale would be higher — other houses would come in and the auction could end up at a million.
The next morning, Bart called. “Congratulations.”
“It’s incredible, isn’t it?”
“It’s not over yet. Listen, do you have an accountant?”
“Just my father’s. You know, my—”
“Is he experienced at handling writers?”
“No, he’s just a little old guy who—”
“I think you’re going to need special care now. Probably you should be incorporating. You’ve got close to two hundred thousand already for this year — and it could be a great deal more. Hollywood is now interested. I’ve been at work on them for months, whetting their appetite. Now with the book club, the promo tour, the paperback floor, they’re hot. I hadn’t wanted to get your hopes up — but four producers have now asked studios to buy the book.”
“You’re kidding.” That was all Fred seemed to be able to say these days.
“I always had good feelings about this book. It’s a lightning rod and you’re lighting up the sky. I think Bob’s right when he says it’ll be the big book of the season.” There was a buzz from his intercom. “I told you to hold the calls while I’m talking to Fred,” Bart shouted, irritated.
Fred smiled to himself. He wanted a cigarette. “Bart, could you hold on for a second? I want to get a cigarette.”
“Sure.”
Fred strolled across the living room, picked up his pack, lit one, returning slowly. He didn’t know why, but this pause in the talk made him feel strong and adult. It was amazing how a little success draped a new confidence over him. He felt dressed in kingly robes. “Bart,” he said casually, but as though talking to someone he controlled, “I wonder if we made a mistake, signing the new deal with Bob. If we’d waited, we might have gotten a lot more.”
There was a silence. Whether it was ominous, or shocked, or wounded, Fred didn’t know. To his surprise, he didn’t care. He wanted to hear Bart’s answer, no matter how Bart felt about being questioned. “Well, it’s worked out that way. Maybe it wouldn’t have if we hadn’t made the deal.”
There was an edge to Bart’s calm tone — as though suggesting Fred not continue, not probe below the surface of his tranquil pond. He might find monsters swirling in the deep. “I don’t understand. There’d still have been a paperback—”
“You don’t know. You know, how Garlands feels about you is important. Now they stand to make a lot of money by promoting the hell out of Locker Room. They own your next book. If they succeed with this one, they’ve got another bestseller for a mere hundred thousand—”
“But that’s why I think—”
“They’ve been hyping you to death, which sends a message to the industry, to the book clubs, to the paperback houses. They know Garlands is gonna promote your novel. So they can pick you as an alternate, make a floor bid, with confidence. Right now. Fred, the agents I work with in Europe are collecting offers for Locker Room. We’ve turned down, turned down, mind you, a quarter of a million dollars in foreign advances.”
“Without even telling me?”
“Hey, Fred. Make up your mind. You felt we had been premature in selling your next novel. Now you’re worried we’re taking chances? The offers are pouring in, Fred. The foreign publishers haven’t even read your book and they’re making offers.”
“Come on, that’s impossible.”
“Maybe a few have read it, but I doubt it. All they know is, if it’s happening here, they should be in on it. A hot book has a logic of its own. The tennis book is a great idea. It isn’t your idea, Fred. If we didn’t make the deal, we couldn’t sell it elsewhere. We’d have been slapping Holder, and therefore all of Garlands, in the face just before a critical time. You know right after the book-club deal was a crucial moment. Garlands could have brought out your book nicely, nothing spectacular, gotten a little profit on it, and gotten out. Holder came to me with the offer then. Right or wrong, he felt you owed it to him. He did work very hard on The Locker Room. Maybe I was wrong, but I felt saying no could have cut off your success before it had a chance to blossom. Besides, you and Bob make a good team. I don’t believe in breaking up winning combinations.”
Fred needed an ashtray. There wasn’t one nearby. He didn’t want to break off to find one. “Bart, I … are you saying that I’m stuck with Bob — I mean, I like Bob, but—”
“Of course not. You’re a very talented writer. Once this book is on the list, I’m sure the tennis novel will be great, then we can make our move. Collect a million up front. Maybe more. Come on, Fred. Right now you should be thinking of organizing things so you can handle this money, and getting ready for the book tour.” There was the harsh noise of his intercom. Fred heard his secretary’s voice in the background: “Bob Holder on two.”
“Well, speak of the devil. It’s Bob on the line. Do you want to hold? Or should I call you back?”
“No, you can call me back,” Fred answered in a desultory tone. The long ash from his cigarette fell and smashed itself against his pants leg, disintegrating in graceful silence.
“Cheer up, Fred! You’re rich and you’re going to be famous,” Bart said, and hung up.
Fred stood with the phone in his hand. The cigarette’s ember was burning into the filter, the red glow shrinking into a shell like a frightened turtle. “Fuck you,” he said to the dead phone.
Patty spent an uneasy night in the loft. The streets of SoHo — its buildings painted in neon pastels, mobbed by tourists and flea markets — at night reverted to their past: dark warehouse alleys, their wobbly humpbacked gutters glistening with puddles, the occasional drunken voice echoing in the cast-iron tunnels. To be sure, she knew there were expensive restaurants within a block or two — if she looked out the window long enough, the long dark bodies of the limos would pass: restless city sharks on the prowl. But walking in giant space, sensing her small body alone under the high ceiling, was creepy. She kept the television on for company. Gelb had phoned twice. He had told his wife he wanted a divorce, denying there was another woman involved.
“Good,” Patty had said. “Because there isn’t.”
“You’ve changed your mind again.”
“I didn’t promise anything. You bullied me. I need time to think. I don’t want to see you and get confused.”
He acted as though she didn’t mean it. Called back to say so point-blank. She wanted to ask him why he wasn’t doing anything for her book, but she feared he would think he could buy her body with an ad budget — and she knew now that wasn’t true. She could tell him it would, but she would never keep the bargain. Not because of principle, because of vanity. She didn’t want to succeed as a writer that way— she wanted the accomplishment to be real, to fill her with confidence, not turn into the mush everything else in life had become: every relationship compromised, every achievement diluted. She had always gotten by through the goodwill of men, or friends, or her winning manner. The novel was stripped of these advantages, naked but for her mind and will and talent. The reader could only be seduced by those beauties — her tits, her wondering eyes, her smooth skin would make no difference. The politics of feminism were meaningless to her; its abstractions plastic weapons when in combat with the real world, but this understanding of it, that at last there was something of her own to protect, not simply ideas, was a flag to rally under. No matter how hard or scary, with her novel she was going to do without the men, without the coy plea of helplessness. She had given up the illusion that she could change her dealings with men about sex or love — but about her work, yes. If Gelb didn’t want to advertise her book because it was good, then let it not sell. If she needed him, it would be because of sexual weakness, not the fear of poverty or obscurity.