"I–I-" She stumbled to a stop, seemingly at a loss for words. Huh. Not the usual state for the Monster Doctor.
"Which is it, Doc? Do you have a thing against all shifters or just me?"
Her eyes hardened. "Neither." She shrugged. "It’s true, the first time we met, I was a bit…hesitant. Shifters do have a certain reputation in the supernatural world, you know. Of all the Other, shifters are the best at subterfuge, the best at manipulation. I mean, come on, you guys live your lives hiding a damn huge part of yourselves from the rest of the population."
"And you don’t?" He kept his voice soft. "Are you telling me that you don’t trick people too? Don’t lie? Don’t hide?" They were more alike, much more than he thought she wanted to admit.
"I never said I was perfect." She blinked, as if startled, as she said the words.
"Neither am I."
"No." And there were secrets in her eyes. He could see them. "But I don’t want you to be."
He realized then that while the doc still might not trust his kind too much, might not trust him, she wanted him. He could see the hunger she felt shining in her emerald gaze.
It was a stark, burning sexual hunger that matched his.
No, she didn’t completely trust shifters. Maybe she never would. But he didn’t really give a shit about her feelings for the rest of his kind. All that mattered was how she felt about him, and maybe, just maybe, she could come to trust him.
No more games. "I want you." Blunt. Hard.
She swallowed. "I–I know."
He reached for her hand. Reveled in the feel of her satiny smooth skin against his. "You want me."
Emily nodded. Her nipples were poking against the front of her dress, and he could smell the sweet scent of her woman’s cream in the air.
Yeah, the doc wanted him.
Now, if he could just get her to trust him.
She rose from the table, carrying her glass to the sink. His gaze dropped to her legs, the long, bare expanse of skin that he itched to touch. She was wearing a pair of small, strappy shoes. Black.
"W-why don’t we go into the den?"
He’d rather go into her bedroom, but beggars couldn’t be choosers. Wasn’t that the way the old saying went? And after his nice fuckup from earlier, he was definitely still feeling like a beggar.
Colin stood slowly and followed Emily from the room. He admired the nice sway of her ass. Oh, but the doc had a nice ass. Firm. Tight. Just perfect for his hands.
Emily paused in the hallway and glanced back at him. He didn’t bother to hide the lust on his face. Hell, he’d just told her how he felt and she’d admitted to the same hungry desire.
No more games. The thought filled his mind once again as he snagged her wrist, pulling her back against him. And then took her mouth.
A faint moan rumbled in her throat and her lips parted for him. God, yes, but she tasted good. He couldn’t tell the difference between the wine and the woman, but he knew he had to have more of that sweet taste.
His tongue stabbed deep into her mouth, and his hands cupped the curve of her ass. He pulled her against his arousal, rocking his erection against her.
Her scent was thick in the air around them. A heady, tempting scent that stirred the beast within him.
Her fingers tightened on his shoulders. She didn’t try to push him away. She pulled him closer.
The time for play was definitely over.
He needed her, under him, naked, and ready.
Now.
He couldn’t be a gentleman. Wasn’t in his blood.
He swirled his tongue over hers. Lightly bit her lip. Then Colin forced his head to lift. "If you don’t want this," me, "then you’d better say so now, Emily." While he could still stop.
Passion filled her eyes. A sort of dazed, wild lust. The controlled doctor was gone.
"I–I-" She shook her head.
His teeth clenched. His body stilled. His cock was swollen with hunger, thick and hard with need.
But she was saying no.
What did you expect? Mentally he berated himself. Last night, she told you it was too soon. You’re rushing her. You’ve got to take more time, more care with her.
His hands lifted. He wondered if Emily would mind if he used her bathroom. Cause if he was gonna get through the night, he’d need a very cold shower.
And possibly a hand job.
"No." Emily grabbed his hands. "I don’t want you to stop."
Dr. Drake wasn’t alone.
He watched the house from his spot in the bushes. He’d been outside, watching, waiting for the last two hours.
He’d seen the guy arrive, the big, mean-looking bastard that had nearly caught him that first night. He’d held his breath when the guy jumped out of his Jeep.
He still wasn’t sure how the man had figured out that he’d been hiding in the lot that night, and he’d been afraid the guy might pick up on his presence again.
But, no, the guy had stormed up the front steps, pounded on the door. Then disappeared inside.
What was the cop’s angle? He’d have to find out. He couldn’t take any risks with this situation.
The fellow could be a friend, a lover, a client. But he needed to know.
Had to know everything about Dr. Drake.
"You’re safe another night," he whispered, knowing that he couldn’t approach her with anyone else around. No, that wasn’t the plan.
He had to catch her alone.
And he would. It was just a matter of time.
"Don’t say yes if you don’t mean it." Colin’s body had stiffened against hers. "I’m trying as hard as I can to be the gentleman you wanted, but don’t push me, Doc. There’s only so much a man can take."
And there was only so much a woman could take. Only so many lonely, empty nights. Damn but she was tired of being afraid, tired of hiding herself away from life, from passion. "I don’t want to play it safe anymore." And she didn’t, Emily realized. She’d tried playing it safe before. Tried for the last ten years.
She’d done a hell of a lot of thinking since she’d met with Colin that morning. She’d realized she was treating him exactly as she’d treated Travis. She’d never let her guard down with him, never trusted him fully. She’d kept waiting, kept thinking there would be some perfect moment when she could reveal her secrets to him.
But that perfect moment had never come. Travis had left her, she’d kept playing it safe, and she’d finally come to the conclusion that safety, well, it was boring.
She wanted excitement. She wanted life. She wanted…Colin.
Besides, Colin already knew her secrets, most of them anyway. And he didn’t think she was some kind of freak just because she had a little extra psychic sensitivity. No, he didn’t treat her like a freak.
He treated her like a woman. His woman.
And she liked that, liked it a lot.
So Ms. Six-Date-Rule took off her glasses, tossed them onto a nearby table, and decided to take a risk. Staring up into Colin’s glittering eyes, she said softly, clearly, "I want to be with you tonight."
"Emily…"
Her stomach clenched at the raw need in his voice. No one had ever said her name with such hunger.
"Emily, I’m not like the men you’ve been with before."
Thank God. She stood directly in front of him, her body trembling with anticipation. She knew he wasn’t like the others. There was a wild, dominant sensuality about him that none of her other lovers had ever possessed.
"I won’t be able to take things slow. Not the first time."
The first time. Her sex clenched. Just how many times was he planning for? "I don’t want you to go slow." Slow wasn’t a word she associated with him. She wanted hard and fast. She wanted screaming pleasure and mad passion.
She wanted everything.
A muscle ticked along his jaw. He glanced down the hallway. "Which one’s the bedroom?"
Her fingers lifted, pointed to the second door.