Nana Dahd loved her little Olhoni more than life itself, but had she gone too far? Did blond-haired Davy Ladd believe he was disconnected from "those white men" and their telescopes? Had she created an Anglo child who would always watch westerns on television and in the movies with an Indian child's inevitable dread of impending defeat?
Rita Antone had wanted desperately to pass on her legacy of wisdom, knowledge gleaned from her own grandmother, a much-respected Ban Thak wise woman. She had expected that wisdom to flow through her own son, Gordon, to Gina, her granddaughter. But Gina had been stolen from her, and during the terrible troubles that followed Gina's death, Diana Ladd alone had been Rita's constant ally.
That was a debt that demanded repayment, and she was paying it back in the only wealth she had at her disposal.
When O’honi was born, Rita had looked at the fatherless child and had known instinctively that Diana's ability to mother the child had somehow been obliterated with the death of the child's father. So Rita had stepped into the breach, taking on the role of godmother and mentor to the little bald-headed baby. She had been happy to find willing ears into which she could pour all that she knew.
The old woman had lavished on Davy the kind of love Diana Ladd couldn't wring from her own rock-hard heart.
At sixty-five years of age, Nana Dahd usually knew her own mind. She lived with a Papago's stolid and abiding faith in life's inevitabilities. This sudden attack of uncertainty caused new beads of sweat to break out on her forehead.
While Davy dozed contentedly in the sunlit rider's seat, Nana Dahd struggled with her conscience. Down by the shrine where Gina had died, Rita had crossed herself and prayed to the Anglo God, to Father John's God, her mother's God, asking for His blessing on Gina's eternal soul.
But here, on Ioligam, on I'itoi's sacred mountain, the Anglo God seemed far away and deaf besides.
"Ni-i wehmatathag I'itoi ahni'i," she whispered, her voice almost inaudible beneath the groaning engine of the laboring GMC. "Fitoi, help me."
But she wasn't at all sure He would.
Chapter Three
AT ALMOST SEVEN thousand feet, a brisk breeze struck their faces as Rita and Davy stepped down from the GMC. After the heat of the desert floor far below, the cool mountain air felt almost chilly.
In the sparsely occupied observatory parking lot, Rita left Davy to unload baskets while she limped toward the gift shop. A little blond-haired girl sitting on sun-soaked steps regarded the Indian woman curiously as she tapped lightly on the visitor center's side entrance.
At this hour, visitors inside would be watching a movie. Rita disliked walking past them on her way to the craft shop.
Edwina Galvan, manager of the shop, came to the door.
Edwina, a Kiowa transplant to the Papago, had fallen in love with and married a young Papago fire fighter who now, as a middle-aged man, served as tribal-council representative from Ban Thak. Indian even in her forties, Edwina's classic Plain features and good looks met and exceeded all the visiting tourists' "real Indian" expectations.
She augmented a stunning natural beauty with a varying wardrobe of antelope or squash-blossom necklaces that she wasn't shy about removing and selling on the spot if a likely purchaser showed sufficient interest.
Since coming to the Papago and assuming management of the Kitt Peak gift shop, she had developed a reputation as a shrewd and knowledgeable basket trader, one with an unerring eye for superior craftsmanship.
For years, the Kjowa woman had been Rita Antone's sole customer.
Edwina smiled when she saw Rita's broad weathered face waiting outside the door. "So," she said. "If you're here, it must be June. It's sure a good thing. Your baskets are all gone."
She didn't say that because of their unrivaled superiority, Rita Antone's baskets were always the first to sell.
Such high praise would be considered excessive and rude.
It was enough to say that Rita's baskets were gone. The old woman nodded a brief acknowledgment of the understated compliment.
Davy appeared just then, lugging the first box of has- ketS. He waved to Edwina, then hurried back after the next load.
"The bald-headed baby isn't bald anymore," Edwina observed as the door closed behind him. "He's sure big.
Is he in school?"
"He just finished kindergarten. He'll be in first grade next year," Rita answered.
Davy returned with the second box of baskets, smiling shyly at Edwina as he put it down on the floor.
Edwina had heard all the reservation grumblings about Rita Antone, often called Hejel Wi'ithag, or Left Alone, by other Papagos: - Gossips said it wasn't right for her to squander all her hard-earned knowledge on Davy Ladd, an Anglo at that-a boy whose father, convicted or not, was ultimately responsible for Rita's own grandchild's death No one could understand why she would abandon her people to go live in Tucson with the killer's Anglo widow and her white-skinned baby.
Edwina, still considered a reservation newcomer after a mere twenty years, accepted as a given the special bond that existed between Rita Antone and Diana Ladd. She remembered how the people had unaccountably closed ranks against the bereaved woman after Gina Antone's death, saying that the old woman was bad luck. Diana and Rita, united by nothing more than mutual grief, had been each other's strongest allies in that time of trouble. Edwina Galvan didn't fault either woman for their continuing alliance, nor did she begrudge Left Alone her devotion to the blond-haired boy. In fact, Edwina rather liked him herself.
It took Davy several more trips before all the baskets were assembled in a pile on the floor in front of the counter. By then, Rita was seated on a chair behind the counter drinking a glass of water and fanning herself while Edwina went through the boxes one by one, examining each basket in turn, writing the price on a piece of masking tape that she affixed to the bottom of each basket after first making a note in the ragged notebook that served as her master record.
"You've sure been busy," Edwina commented off handedly as she worked.
"What are you going to do with all your money?"
"Saving it for my old age," Rita answered. At that, both women laughed.
Rita was sixty-five years old. Among the of any known ethnic group in the world, one decimated by Papago, in a population with the highest blood-sugar count the ravages of both diabetes and alcoholism, Rita Antone was already well into a venerated old age.
Davy with a smile. He shook his head seriously. Edwina "Does she give you any of that cash?" Edwina asked reached into her pocket and extracted a quarter. "Here, I'll give you some," she said. "Go get yourself a Coke. The machine's right outside."
Davy dashed eagerly out of the gift, shop. Rita and his mother didn't let him have sodas often, so this was a special treat. He found the machine with no trouble and felt terribly grown up as he inserted the coin all by himself and pressed the selection button. A can rolled into the slot with a satisfying thunk. Grabbing it and turning at the same time, he ran headlong into the little Anglo girl who had watched him make trip after trip carrying loads of baskets. The impact of the unexpected collision knocked the soda can out of his hands. It fell to the ground and rolled away.
"Watch where you're going, dummy," he muttered. He retrieved the can, but when he opened it, half its contents blew into the air.
Disappointed, he flopped down onto the steps to drink what was left.
Moments later, the little girl joined him, bringing her own soda with her.
"Is that woman you're with a Indian?" she asked.
It was bad manners to ask such questions, but Davy answered anyway.
"Yes.- "Are you a Indian, too?" she persisted.
"Maybe I am," Davy answered, growing surly. "And maybe I'm not, either.