Susan shook her head. "But I don't understand you."
"We can't accept this, Susan. We'd be indebted to our benefactor for the rest of our lives."
"But why does it matter? We don't even know who he is!"
"I won't be indebted to him," Elizabeth said fiercely. "I won't."
Susan drew back a step, her eyes growing wide. “You know who it is," she whispered. "You know who sent this."
"No," Elizabeth said, but they both knew she was lying.
"You do. And that's why you won't accept it."
"Susan, I won't discuss this further."
Susan backed away, grasping the doorframe when she reached the hall. "I'm going to comfort Lucas," she said. "He needs a shoulder to cry on."
Elizabeth winced.
"A rather direct hit," Blake murmured, once Susan was up the stairs.
Elizabeth turned. She'd completely forgotten he was there. "I beg your pardon?"
He shook his head. "It doesn't bear repeating."
She sank against the back of the sofa, her legs refusing to hold her up a single second longer. "It seems you've been privy to all my private moments this evening."
"Not all."
She smiled humorlessly. "I suppose you're going to go back to the marquis and tell him everything."
"No. I'll tell my wife everything, but not James."
Elizabeth looked at him with confusion. "Then what will you tell him?"
Blake shrugged as he headed for the door. "That he's an idiot if he lets you go. But I suspect he knows that already."
Elizabeth woke up the following morning, knowing it was going to be a hideous day. There was no one she wanted to see, absolutely no one she had any desire to speak to, and that included herself.
She didn't want to face her siblings and their disappointed faces. She didn't want to see the Ravenscrofts- total strangers who had witnessed her utter and complete humiliation. She refused to visit Lady Danbury; she didn't think she could spend the day in the countess's company without breaking down in tears and asking her how she could have participated in James's deception.
And she certainly didn't want to see James.
She rose, dressed, then just sat on her bed. A strange malaise had come over her. The previous day had been so exhausting in every way; her feet, her mind, her heart-everything refused to work now. She'd be happy if she could just sit there on the bed, not seeing anyone, not doing anything, for a week.
Well, not happy. Happy was a stretch. But what she was feeling was certainly better than what she'd be feeling if someone knocked on the door and-
Knock-knock.
Elizabeth looked up. "Just once," she grumbled at the ceiling, "just once couldn't You grant me one small favor?" She stood, took a step, then looked up again, her features slipping into a decidedly disgruntled expression. "As favors go, this one would have been very small."
She yanked open the door. Susan was standing in the hall, her hand raised to knock again. Elizabeth didn't say anything, mostly because she had a feeling she wouldn't be proud of her tone of voice if she did.
"You've a visitor," Susan said.
"I don't want to see him."
"It's not a 'him.' "
Elizabeth's entire face jutted forward in surprise. "It's not?"
"No." Susan held out a creamy white calling card. "She seems a rather nice lady."
Elizabeth looked down, absently noticing that the card was made of the finest, most expensive of papers.
Mrs. Blake Ravenscroft
"I assume she's the wife of the man we met yesterday?" Susan asked.
"Yes. Her name is Caroline." Elizabeth ran her hand through her hair, which she hadn't even managed to pin up yet. "She's a very nice person, but truly, I'm not up to visitors just now, and-''
"Pardon," Susan interrupted, "but I don't think she'll leave."
"I'm sorry?"
"I believe her exact words were, 'I imagine she doesn't want visitors, but I'm happy to wait until she feels otherwise.' Then she sat down, pulled out a book-"
"Dear God, it wasn't HOW TO MARRY A MARQUIS, was it?"
"No, it was black, actually, and I think it must have been some sort of journal because she started to write in it. But as I was saying," Susan added, "then she looked up at me and said, 'You needn't worry. I can entertain myself.' "
"She said that?"
Susan nodded and shrugged. "So I'm not worrying. She seems perfectly happy to scribble in her book. I did put a pot of tea on, though, just for good manners."
"She's really not going to leave, is she?"
Susan shook her head. "She seems a most stubborn woman. I don't think she's going to leave until she sees you. I wouldn't be surprised if she brought a change of clothing."
"I suppose I had better dress my hair and go down," Elizabeth said with a sigh.
Susan reached over to Elizabeth's small vanity table and picked up a hairbrush. "I'll help you."
Elizabeth assumed this was a ploy to get information out of her; Susan had never offered to dress her hair before. But the bristly brush felt so nice on her scalp, Elizabeth decided just to go along with it. It was a rare moment indeed when someone waited upon her.
Elizabeth counted the swipes the brush made through her hair before Susan started asking questions. One swipe, two swipes, three swipes, four-ah, she paused slightly before the fifth, she must be getting ready for something…
"Does Mrs. Ravenscroft's visit have anything to do with the events of last night?'' Susan asked.
Five swipes. Elizabeth was impressed. She'd never thought Susan would last past three.
Susan pulled the brush through Elizabeth's hair again. "Lizzie? Did you hear me?"
"I'm sure I don't know the reason for Mrs. Ravenscroft's visit," Elizabeth lied.
"Hmmph."
"Ow!"
"Sorry."
"Give me that!" Elizabeth snatched the brush away from her sister. "And the hairpins, too. I don't trust you with any sharp objects."
Susan stepped back, crossed her arms, and frowned.
"It's difficult to concentrate with you glowering at me like that," Elizabeth muttered.
"Good."
"Susan Mary Hotchkiss!"
"Don't talk to me like you're my mother."
Elizabeth let out a long, weary breath, rubbing her hand over her brow. The morning only needed this. "Susan," she said quietly, "I will tell you what you need to know when I am able."
Susan stared at her for several moments, apparently weighing her words.
"That's the best I can do," Elizabeth added, jabbing the last hairpin into her coiffure. "So you might as well exhibit a bit of grace and try to understand my position."
Susan nodded, her eyes darkened with a touch of contrition. She stepped out of the way as Elizabeth exited the room, then she followed her down the stairs.
Caroline was perched on the sofa in the sitting room, scribbling away in a leather-bound notebook when Elizabeth entered.
At the sound of footsteps, Caroline looked up. "You're not terribly surprised to see me, I expect."
Elizabeth smiled very slightly. "I wasn't expecting you, but now that you're here, no, I cannot say I'm surprised."
Caroline snapped her book shut. "Blake told me everything."
"Yes, he said he would. I-" Elizabeth stopped, twisted her neck to look over her shoulder, and glared at Susan, who was loitering in the doorway. Susan made haste to depart after such a glower, but Elizabeth turned to her guest nonetheless and said, "Would you care to walk along the lane? I can't anticipate the nature of your conversation, but if you desire privacy, I strongly suggest we adjourn outside."
Caroline laughed. "I love families. They're so perfectly nosy." She stood, supporting her lower back as she did so. "I'm sure you wish yours in Greece right now-or farther!-but I never had a family growing up, and I can tell you it's lovely to have someone so interested that they want to eavesdrop."
"I suppose that depends on one's mood," Elizabeth allowed.
Caroline patted her stomach. "It's part of the reason I'm so looking forward to this child. I haven't a family behind me, so I might as well create one for the future."