“Greetings, fellow travelers.”
Some cheers and yeahs and a piercing whistle. Bec clutches Plastic Lagarde and looks like she’s about to pee or faint. Della raises her hands, tamps down the praise.
“I certainly hope everyone’s ready for an intelligent discussion, because as we all know…” She leans in, her lush lips brushing the mike. “I don’t suffer fools.”
The cheers amp up. Abel swings an arm around me and I flinch a little. I hope he didn’t notice.
“Well, you all look fairly tolerable, so let’s dig right in. Shall we?” Della frowns at the mike and adjusts it. “Tons to discuss and debate this season, right? Some very rich visual metaphor, a few controversial arcs and plot twists, shifting character dynamics with deep implications that could reverberate next season and beyond. Someone kick us off with a good smart topic!”
“Did Sim and Cadmus hook up in the spider cave?”
Everyone turns like she’s farted in church. Miss Maxima is standing with one ridiculous hand on her ridiculous hip, the fingers of her other hand poised for an imaginary cigarette. Della Wolfe-Williams blinks at her and tilts a little, possibly picturing Maxima’s head stuffed and mounted above her fireplace.
“And who might you be?”
“Melissa Arnott. I go by Miss Maxima?” Her fake-smoky voice is about what you’d expect from a theater major with a DVR full of Castaway Planet and Bette Davis films. “I moderate one of the most highly regarded fanjournal communities for Castaway Planet fans. You might have heard of the Cadsim Connection?”
“I have not.”
“Our fan fiction is very widely respected in the Castaway Planet fandom, and—”
“Oh, good grief.”
“What?”
“Nothing, nothing. Romanticism poisoning the fan experience—trust me, I’m an old-school X-Phile; I know how it goes.” She sighs. “I’m sorry. You were saying. People apparently think Cadmus and Sim—” She makes a face and grinds her index fingers together.
“Yes! Well, we’re hoping…”
“No. Sorry, but no,” says Della Wolfe-Williams. “Why do people think this pairing is a good idea? I find it really baffling, if I’m being honest.”
Someone yells boooo! I sneak a look at Abel. He makes a halfhearted herp derp face.
Miss Maxima’s motormouthing: “…would actually make total sense for their characters, if you think about it, and also I heard the plan is to get them together during sweeps next season.”
“People actually think that?” Della Wolfe-Williams twists her mouth up.
“Many do, yes,” Maxima says. “In fact, two of the biggest believers are right there in front of the stage. In the Blondie shirt? And the baseball cap?”
Abel facepalms.
“These two young men?” says Della.
“Yep. Isn’t that right, boys?”
“Ah,” I say, “no, we—”
“Oh, don’t be modest! They’re relatively new converts but they’ve already written the most incredible fanfic,” Maxima smirks. “It’s just so lyrical and romantic. Emotionally, they build a rock-solid case for the Cadmus-Sim pairing; I mean, you should read it sometime. There’s this flashfic set in the spider cave that’s almost like a sonnet, and—”
“Uh-huh, uh-huh. Well listen, you two little Shakespeares.” Della Wolfe-Williams clicks closer to us. “I studied queer lit in college so I’m nothing if not an ally, but I’ll eat my boot if an actual relationship happens. It would be the worst storyline disaster since the giant-sandworm episode in Season 2.”
Giggles in the crowd. Some grumbles. Bec’s holding the camera on Della, but her eyes keep straying to me.
“People. Look.” Della holds up a hand. “Clearly I don’t know what’s brewing in Lenny Bray’s cranium; none of us do, but you’re asking me, and I say it’s not possible on any level. It stretches every reasonable test of credibility, character-wise.”
Miss Maxima folds her arms and flicks her dark bangs. “Why is that?”
“Ahh, let’s see. Well, for starters…” She looks right at us. “Cadmus: classic narcissistic personality, obsessed with his hair, obnoxious hero complex, etc. And the sad fact is, even if Cadmus changed tomorrow, Sim couldn’t. He isn’t capable of real love.”
The crowd murmurs. Abel slings me a sidelong glance.
“Well, plenty of people think that’s a cruel assessment of Sim’s character,” says Maxima. “My writers—”
“Oh, is that what they think? That if you don’t believe in character assassination, you’re just a big meanie?” Della shakes her head. “It is a neutral fact. Stop romanticizing him, people! He’s not going to change, because he can’t. Chip or no chip, he’s a machine. It’s crystal-clear from Episode 1: He was built to follow orders, not fall in love.”
“Ouch,” whispers Abel.
Ouch, says my stomach.
“Besides, isn’t that the fun of slash fiction? It plays off subtext,” says Della Wolfe-Williams. “If they really got together, guys—wouldn’t that ruin everything?”
***
“We try to make peace with Maxie, and she publicly humiliates us!” Abel’s pacing in the CastieCon exhibit hall, right next to a display of coffee mugs with the Hell Bells etched in silver. “That’s just—that’s not cool.”
I blink at the rows of mugs: green, orange, stop-sign red. He’s not going to change, because he can’t. I don’t believe that about myself, not anymore. So why can’t I stop replaying it?
“Ugh, here she comes. Look blasé.” Abel hooks his thumbs in his pockets and studies the ceiling, whistling off-key. Miss Maxima zigzags through the crowd. Her pillbox hat bobs in a sea of shaggy hair and baseball caps, and her big round face radiates smug, as if the sun had a secret.
“Hello, young lovers!” she sings.
“Hey.” I stare at her lip. I think the mole is drawn on.
“Sorry it took so long to wend my way over; I was having a fascinating talk with Ty Savarese—you know him? Big name fan, co-moderates the forum?”
“Why’d you tell the whole room we write Cadsim fic?” Abel sticks his hands on his hips.
“Oh! Well, I was just having fun. I didn’t think you’d mind, with your little conversion and all.”
“We still have standards.”
“Pardon me? Two of our Cadsim writers are Iron Quill winners, so you can drop the snobbery anytime.” She takes out a vintage snap-case with some old-timey dominatrix on it and selects a long brown cigarette. “Now, don’t you worry about Della and her nos; she overthinks everything. Lenny Bray’s opinion matters most—make sure you pin him down in Baltimore. Obviously he won’t give spoilers for next season, but I’ll bet he’ll drop some solid Cadsim hints. See how much you can get him to spill.” She passes Abel an antique silver lighter. “I bet you’re charming when you want to be.”
“Excessively.” Abel flips the top of the lighter and holds a steady flame to her cigarette.
“So our lunch. I was thinking the hotel café, just to make it easy?”
I glance at Abel. “I think…we might take a raincheck.”
“Yeah. We’re tired.”
“You do look pale. Especially you, Brandon. But sorry, you can’t back out now.” She beams a sweet, nasty smile at us. “I’ve invited a very special guest.”
Chapter Twenty-Two
Miss Maxima marches us to the Illuminations Café & Grill to the right of the hotel lobby, where she makes us buy her a fruit and yogurt parfait, an egg salad sandwich, and a gourmet iced coffee the size of a Big Gulp. The whole time we’re waiting in line she’s edgy: looking around, checking her Betty Boop watch. When we settle at a table, she doesn’t even unwrap the sandwich. She just takes tense little sips from the coffee cup until she spots someone a few tables away, hiding behind a menu.
“Excuse me,” she sighs.
She clacks over in her leopard heels and yoinks the menu. It’s the kid with her face, from the Q&A. Maxima’s a few yards away now, but her theater voice travels.