“Earth has two methods for shielding its surface from solar and interstellar radiation: the atmosphere, and the magnetic field. If one goes down, the other covers for it…”
Jock’s eyes went wide. “But one of ours is already down.”
“Exactly. Our ozone layer is depleted; our atmosphere is chemically altered. When the magnetic field collapses again—and it looks like it’s starting to do that right now—there’s not going to be any backup shielding in place.”
“What’s going to happen?”
“ Je ne sais pas,” said Louise. “We’ll have to do a lot more modeling before we’re sure. But…”
“Again with the buts! What? What?”
“Well, consciousness booted up during a field collapse—and this is going to be the mother of all field collapses, as far as its effects are concerned. This time, consciousness might…well, not to stretch the metaphor too much, but this time consciousness might crash.”
Epilogue
Ponter thanked the travel-cube operator, and disembarked. He could feel the eyes of females on him, feel their disapproving stares. But even though it was only another day until Two next became One, this couldn’t wait.
After most of a month back on her version of Earth, Ponter and Mary had returned to the Neanderthal world three days earlier. He’d said the timing would allow him to see both Adikor and his children on the same trip, which was certainly true. But, since Mary had to go back to staying with Lurt until Two became One, it also let him see a personality sculptor, in hopes of ridding himself of the insomnia and bad dreams that had been plaguing him.
But now Ponter was approaching Lurt’s lab—guided by Hak; Ponter himself had never been there before. Entering the all-stone building, he asked the first woman he saw to direct him to where Mare Vaughan was working. The astonished woman—a 146—pointed, and Ponter marched down the corridor. He walked into the room that had been indicated, and saw Mary and Lurt huddled over a worktable.
This is it, thought Ponter. He inhaled deeply, and—
“Ponter!” said Mary, looking up. She was delighted to see him, but—
But, no. This was his world—and it wasn’t the right time. She tried to keep her tone calm. “What’s wrong?”
Ponter looked at Lurt. “I need to speak to Mare alone,” he said.
Lurt’s eyebrow went up. She squeezed Mary’s forearm, then left the room, closing the door behind her.
“What is it?” asked Mary. She could feel her heart pounding. “Are you okay? Has something happened to Jasmel or—”
“No. Everyone is fine.”
Still nervous, Mary tried to make light of things. “You shouldn’t be here, you know. Two aren’t One right now.”
But Ponter had an edge in his tone. “To…to hell with that,” he said.
“Ponter, what is it?”
Ponter took a deep breath, then said some words to her in his language. For the first time ever, the words were not immediately translated, and Mary saw Ponter tilt his head in the way that meant he was listening to Hak over his cochlear implants.
Ponter spoke again, sharply, and Mary heard the Neanderthal word “ka,” which she knew meant “yes.” Perhaps Hak had said, “Are you sure you really want to say that?” If he had, Ponter must have told him that yes, he did, and perhaps had admonished the Companion for interfering. There was silence for a couple of seconds, then Ponter opened his mouth again, but apparently that was enough of a cue for Hak to finally issue the English equivalent of Ponter’s earlier utterance. “I love you,” said the machine-synthesized voice.
How Mary had longed to hear those words! “I love you, too,” she said. “I love you so much.”
“We should build a life together, you and I,” said Ponter. “If—if you will have me, that is.”
“Yes, yes, of course!” said Mary. But then her spirits began to sag. “But…but it would be complex, making such a relationship work. I mean, you have a life here, and I have a life there. You have Adikor and Jasmel and Megameg, and I have…” She paused. She’d been about to say “no one,” but if only that were true. She did have a husband, estranged to be sure, but still her lawfully wedded spouse. And, sweet Jesus, she thought, if God disapproved of divorce, what would he make of a relationship across species lines?
“I want to try,” said Ponter. “I want to try to make this work.”
Mary smiled. “Me too.” But then she felt her smile fade. “Still, there’s so much to consider. Where would we live? What about Adikor? What about—”
“I know it will be difficult, but…”
“Yes?” said Mary.
Ponter closed the distance between himself and Mary, and he looked into her eyes. “But your people have traveled to the moon, and mine have opened a portal to another universe. Things that are difficult can be done.”
“There will be sacrifices,” said Mary. “For both of us.”
“Perhaps,” said Ponter. “Perhaps not. Perhaps we can extract the marrow but still keep the bone for toolmaking.”
Mary frowned for a moment, then got it. “‘Have our cake and eat it, too.’ That’s how my people would phrase it. But I guess you’re right: our people aren’t that dissimilar. Wanting it all, why, that’s just…” Mary trailed off, unable to find an appropriate word.
But Ponter knew it. Ponter knew exactly what it was. “That is just human,” he said, taking Mary in his arms.
About the Author
Robert J. Sawyer lives a double life: he’s a bestselling mainstream writer in his native Canada (his novels have appeared on the top-ten bestseller lists in Maclean’s: Canada’s Weekly News magazine and The Globe and Maiclass="underline" Canada’s National Newspaper ) and a bestselling genre-fiction writer in the United States (his Hugo Award–nominated Calculating God hit number one on the bestseller list published by Locus: The Newspaper of the Science Fiction Field).
He has won twenty-eight national and international awards for his fiction, including the Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers of America’s Nebula Award for Best Novel of the Year (for The Terminal Experiment); an Arthur Ellis Award from the Crime Writers of Canada; seven Aurora Awards (Canada’s top honor in science fiction); the Science Fiction Chronicle Reader Award for Best Short Story of the Year; and the top SF awards in France (Le Grand Prix de l’Imaginaire), Japan (Seiun, which he’s won twice), and Spain ( Premio UPC de Ciencia Ficción, which he’s also won twice). He’s also one of only thirty people ever to receive the Alumni Award of Distinction from his alma mater, Toronto’s Ryerson University.
In addition to trophies for the above, his office contains a cast of the original Archaeopteryx fossil; a selection of hominid skull reconstructions; plastic and blown-glass models of Burgess Shale life forms; a moon globe; amethyst geodes; a giant Fireball XL5 model; a copy of the Oxford English Dictionary; a shelf of Folio Society hardcovers; a stereo often loaded with Diana Ross and the Supremes, the Righteous Brothers, or the Mamas and the Papas; and a La-Z-Boy recliner, from which, with cordless keyboard in his lap, he does most of his writing.
He and his wife, poet Carolyn Clink, live in Mississauga, Ontario, just west of Toronto. For more about Robert Sawyer and his fiction—including a readers’ group discussion guide for this novel, and a preview of Hybrids, the final volume in this trilogy—visit his World Wide Web site (which The Oxford Companion to Canadian Literature calls “the most elaborate and interesting of any created by a Canadian writer”) at www.sfwriter.com .