But in some respects Marlenus had treated her differently from the others, as more of a slave, more of a common girl. The others were treated, for the time, more as panther girls. She was treated more as a common wench, who might have been any slave girl.
The panther girls, in Marlenus’ camp, though they were kept chained, were permitted to wear the skins of panthers.
Verna had stood before him, waiting to be given the skins of panthers. Instead, she had been thrown slave silk.
“Put it on,” had said Marlenus.
She had done so.
I noted, and I do not doubt but that it was detected, too, by Marlenus, that her body, as she drew the brief, exotic, degrading silk about her, subtly and mistakably, was shaken by an involuntary tremor of sensuality. Then she was again Verna. I suppose it was the first time her body had felt silk. I have often wondered at the excitement generated in women by the simple feel of silk on their bodies. I gather that it is a sensuous experience. Surely it would be difficult for a woman to wear silk and not, by that much more, be aware of her womanhood. But perhaps Verna’s response was not simply to silk. Indeed, that would hardly account for the totality of her involuntary response, her body’s betrayal. It was not ordinary silk Marlenus had thrown to her. It was not ordinary silk which she then, for the first time, felt on her body. It was the softest and finest of diaphanous silks, clinging and betraying. It had been milled to reveal a woman most exquisitely and beautifully to a master. It was brief, exotic, humiliating, degrading. It was, of course, slave silk. I wondered if Verna had ever dreamed of herself in such silk. She now stood before Marlenus, so clad. She tried to stand as a panther girl, but he had laughed at her. Her girls too, had jeered her. She turned away, and fled to the wall of the stockade, weeping.
It seemed important to Marlenus to separate her girls from her.
That was perhaps part of his plan. That was perhaps one reason for putting her in slave silk. Another reason, of course, was that it pleased him, her master, to see her so.
Once, she so clad, her hands braceleted before her, her arm held by a guard, she was led past her girls, in their skins, chained by one of the stockade walls. “Pretty slave!’ they had jeered at her.
She had tried to kick at them and fall upon them but her guard, controlling her easily, for she was only a woman, dragged her away. The girls had jeered after her.
She was taken to the kitchen tent, where she was given lessons, as a slave girl, in the preparation and serving of food. She would also, of course, be taught how to sew, and to wash and iron clothing. When Marlenus took his meals in his tent, or wished refreshments or win, Verna, the new girl, served him “Have you used her yet?” I asked Marlenus.
The girl poured us our wine. One may speak freely before slaves.
“That is enough,” said Marlenus, and the girl withdrew to one side, to wait until she must serve again.
Marlenus turned and looked at her. “No,” he said. “She is a raw girl, ignorant.” Verna, from where she knelt, looked at him, angrily, holding the two-handled wine vessel. At her throat was his collar, in her thigh, burned, his brand, on her body, his silk. She looked away.
“If you will observe,” said Marlenus, who had studied thousands of women, “she seems ready, even marvelous, but yet there is a subtle unreadiness, a subtle stiffness in her body. Note the shoulders, the wrists, the diaphragm.” The girl’s fists clenched on the twin handles of the wine vessel.
“Remove you clothing, and stand,” said Marlenus.
The slave did so.
“You see?” asked Marlenus.
I studied her. The girl looked away. She was incredibly beautiful. Yet there did seem something subtly different about her, something which separated her softness, proud and vulnerable in the tent of her master, from the incomparable, delicious yielded softness, eager, tender, at times pleading, of a girl such as Cara.
Perhaps it was partly a stiffness in the shoulders. Perhaps it was something about the wrists. The backs of her hands faced us. The normal fall of a girl’s hands places her palms at her thighs.
“Place your palms on your thighs,” said Marlenus.
“Beast,” she hissed. She did so. She felt her brand.
I also noted a tenseness about her diaphragm, doubtless that which Marlenus had wished to indicate. It was tight, not vital and expectant.
“Turn about,” said Marlenus. She did so. I noted the exquisite curvatures of her.
“She is beautiful,” I said. Her fists were clenched.
“Yes,” said Marlenus. “But note how she stands.”
“I see,” I said.
It was indeed interesting. She stood very proudly, very angrily. Her head was high, her fists were clenched. Her weight was equally on the balls of her feet. I could see the hamstrings, the beautiful, resilient tendons behind her knees, now like tight, proud cords, holding her erect.
“Disregard,” said Marlenus, “the obvious things, her pride, her anger, the clenched fists.” “Yes,” I said.
I tired to imagine how Cara might have stood, had she been in the place of Verna.
She would have turned quietly, obediently, gracefully. She would have known that she, a slave, was arousing free men, masters, and this would have excited her, and this excitement would have been revealed in her body.
She would not know what their next command would be. And this waiting, not facing us, would have been revealed beautifully in her body.
Commonly the slave girl, when not facing her master, if she is right handed, as are most girls, will have her weight on the ball of her left food. Her left leg will be slightly, subtly, flexed, and her right leg will be substantially flexed. Her head will be turned slightly to the right, as though she would look over her right shoulder. Her hamstrings will not be tight. They will be merely beautifully resilient, heady to turn her eagerly, at his command, to face him. We observed Verna.
“You see,” said Marlenus.
“Yes,” I said.
“Face us,” said Marlenus.
Verna, seething, did so.
“You see then in this woman,” said Marlenus, “though she is beautiful, an unreadiness.” “Yes,” I said.
“You may clothe yourself,” said Marlenus.
Verna, in fury, reach down and snatched up the bit of slave silk. She jerked it about her body. She then stood there, facing us.
“Look upon her,” said Marlenus.
I did.
“Raw and ignorant,” he said.
He then indicated that she should again kneel to one side, and take up the two-handled wine vessel, that she be ready, when we wished, to serve us once more.
Marlenus did not take his eyes from the beautiful slave.
She looked away.
“In her, as yet,” said Marlenus, “there is a coldness, an arrogance, a loftiness, a stubborn defiance, a pride, an ice.” “In the eleventh passage hand,” I said, “many rivers are frozen.” She looked at Marlenus, in fury.
“But in En’Kara,” I said, “again the rivers flow free.”
“Serve us wine,” said Marlenus, “and then leave.”
The girl did so.
When she had left, Marlenus looked at me. “I did not permit ice in the bodies of my slave girls,” he said.
I smiled. “In time,” I said, “she will doubtless learn that she had been branded. She will doubtless learn her silk and her collar.” I took a sip of wine. “In En’Kara,” I said, “perhaps the rivers will flow free.” Marlenus laughed.