"Because you can't feel him."
He was silent.
"What about this kidnapper, this murderer? Can't you feel him? I mean, he certainly seems to have crawled inside your head over the last year and a half."
Lucas swung around to face her, his face tense. "You don't have to tell me that I've failed at every turn," he said, far less remote noW.
"That's not what I'm trying to tell you."
"Oh-right. I'm closed up. 'Tight as a drum,' I think you said."
"That's what I said. Want to deny it?"
"Samantha, I'm investigating an abduction. A series of them. I'm doing my job. Either help me, or else get the hell out of my way."
Samantha allowed a long moment to pass, then said simply, "Okay, Luke." She turned around and left the storage room, and the garage.
He didn't follow her.
She wasn't crazy about walking through the sheriff's department unescorted. None of the cops had said anything to her directly that was openly hostile, but she could feel the stares and the simmering anger. The few who believed she might actually be psychic were angry because she couldn't instantly tell them where their sheriff was, and the majority were convinced she was somehow to blame for all of this. They didn't know how, but she was a handy target.
Samantha didn't really blame them for that reaction; she had seen it before, time and time again; being someone who could always be classed under the heading of "different," she had learned through bitter experience that people were seldom rational when bad things started happening in their lives.
But understanding that didn't make it any more comfortable to walk through a building knowing stares and muttered comments lay in your wake. It was only a matter of time, she knew, until the hostility became open. Unless, of course, she proved herself. Unless she helped find their sheriff.
Samantha thought about that as she worked her way through the building and back upstairs. In the vision that had brought her here, she didn't think this had happened, the sheriff being taken. So the question was, why had it happened this time, with her in the… game?
And what could she do about it?
She paused at the conference-room door only long enough to speak to Jaylene. "I'm headed back to the carnival."
Surprised, the other woman said, "Alone?"
"Looks like. I'd stay if I thought I could help, but the only thing I seem to be doing around here is making all the cops even more tense."
"Most of them won't be here much longer," Jaylene pointed out. "Search teams. We still have that list of remote places to check and double-check."
"Still."
"There's media camped outside. Even more than before, with news of the sheriff's abduction out."
"I know." Samantha hesitated, then said, "I may stop and have a word with them. Luke and I might have been spotted this morning, coming in together, even though it was early. If it comes to that, he could have been seen at the carnival last night, hanging around my booth."
"And you think you can head off speculation?" Jaylene was skeptical. "Sort of doubt it, Sam."
"I'm just a bit curious to find out what's in their suspicious little minds-before the next edition of the newspaper hits the streets, or the six o'clock news on TV."
"Throwing gasoline on a fire."
"Maybe. Or maybe water."
"Luke won't like it."
"He's so pissed at me right now he won't notice. Unless somebody points it out."
The two women gazed at each other for a long moment, and then Samantha smiled and retreated.
Staring after her, Jaylene murmured, "So I need to trust you too, huh, Sam? I wonder if I do? I wonder if I even agree that shaking up Luke might be the best thing for him and the case." She got up, adding under her breath, "Shake nitro, and it blows up in your face. Something to keep in mind."
Then she went in search of Luke.
CHAPTER 13
Caitlin had considered leaving her small motel room several times that morning, especially when one of the "local" channels she was almost watching broke the news of Sheriff Metcalf's disappearance and probable abduction. But the most she had done was drive to the nearby cafe to have coffee and one of their huge cinnamon buns while her room was being cleaned.
The two deputies still watching her-or quite likely a new pair on the day shift-kept within her sight but didn't go into the cafe, and she had to wonder how upset they were over having watchdog duty when they undoubtedly wanted to be in on the hunt for their sheriff.
She could sympathize, at least with having to sit around and basically do nothing. It was not fun.
She returned to her room, which now smelled strongly of antiseptic, and resigned herself to a boring day. Dumb soaps on TV, or movies so old they could only be scheduled in the morning dead zone, or news or weather-those seemed to be her main choices for entertainment.
"I need to go to a bookstore," Caitlin said aloud. "God knows how long it'll take the cops to let me back into the apartment so I can do what I have to do there. If I'm going to be stuck here for much longer-"
The television abruptly went out.
Caitlin sat there frozen for what seemed like minutes, then said tentatively, "Lindsay?"
The surprise she felt in that moment, oddly enough, had less to do with the possibility that her dead sister was trying to communicate with her than it did the timing. For some reason, she had it in her head that the spirits were abroad in the wee hours of the night or at least after dark, not in the middle of the morning.
Which assumption, she thought, might not be so far off, as the minutes passed and nothing else happened.
"Lindsay?" she repeated, beginning to feel foolish. And beginning to wonder how soon she could get her only line to entertainment repaired.
Quite abruptly, the lights went out. And since Caitlin had drawn the heavy drapes over the single wide window, the darkness was complete.
"What the hell?" she muttered. She got up out of the chair, hesitated, and took a step toward the nightstand and the dark lamp.
Something touched her shoulder.
Caitlin whirled around, trying to see-and seeing nothing. "Lindsay? Dammit, Lindsay, you got my attention, you don't have to scare the shit out of me!"
She stood there in the darkness, half mad and half scared, and wondered suddenly if she had imagined that touch. Surely she had. Surely.
Because there was nothing after death, nothing, and wishing there was didn't make it so. Lindsay couldn't be trying to communicate with her, because Lindsay was dead, dead and gone, with all the rest only a figment of her guilty and grieving imagination-
She heard a faint scratching sound that made the hair stand up on the back of her neck.
Long seconds passed, only the soft scratching disturbing the silence.
Then, abruptly, the lights came back on. With a click, the TV also came back on. The very normal sound of human voices filled the silence.
Caitlin stood frozen, blinking for a moment in the sudden light before her gaze focused on the nightstand. Even without moving closer, she could see that the notepad lying there had something written on it.
Before the lights went out, it had been blank.
She drew a breath and went over to the nightstand, picking up the notepad with shaking hands.
HELP THEM, CAIT HELP THEM FIND WYATT YOU KNOW MORE THAN YOU THINK
"Miss Burke, is it true you helped the police locate the body of Detective Lindsay Graham?"
"No, it is not true," Samantha answered the reporter calmly. "Solid police work located Detective Graham."
"Not in time to save her life," somebody muttered.
"The killer meant her to die. That's what killers do. It's obviously a mistake to think of this… person… as anything other than a cold-blooded murderer." Again, Samantha was calm, her tone even. She stood on the top step of the front entrance of the sheriff's department and looked at the small herd of media eager to hear whatever she had to say.
No TV media, thank goodness. She wondered how long her luck on that would hold out, how much time she had before she found herself starring in the six o'clock news. It had only been avoided this far because the "local" TV stations were nearly a hundred miles away in Asheville, and they'd had a few major crimes of their own on which to concentrate in the past few weeks. They had sent a reporter to cover the murders and kept fairly up to date on the facts of the investigation, but so far hadn 't ventured into speculation about the carnival or Golden's visiting seer.