"What about charities that teach job skills?" Baxter asked. "You know the old saying. Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and you feed him for a lifetime."
"Charities don't know a damn thing about job training," Graham replied. "Better for people to find jobs first."
"Ahh." Baxter's voice took on a note of triumph. "Don't you see? How can people find jobs if they lack skills? It's a Catch-22."
"Only in your imagination." Graham paused. "Liza told me she gave up on biology. She said she helps you run Kirby these days."
Baxter's voice tightened. "Leave her out of this."
"Managing a station requires a different skill set than biology. Where'd she get those skills? Did a charity teach them to her?"
"That's different."
"How?"
"It just is."
I tried to remember the last time I'd heard Graham so engaged with another person besides myself. He'd never married and while he'd dated, his relationships had always been fleeting. His old-school views had made him an outcast at the Explorer's Society. His long-time friends were either dead or living elsewhere. A sad realization occurred to me.
He was lonely.
I pulled my knees to my chest. Wrapped my arms around them. Beverly must've been lonely too. She'd spent almost two full days by herself in the middle of a vast, lifeless terrain. And all the while, I'd pretended she didn't exist. The very thought made my stomach churn.
Guilt won't help her.
I steeled my nerves. Forced myself to shut down the guilt. There was no point in dredging up past mistakes. I had to focus on my future, her future. Our future.
"Here's a question for you," Baxter said. "One of your close friends — let's make it Cy — has gotten himself into trouble. Someone wants to kill him. What do you do?"
It was Graham's turn to become defensive. "That's a stupid question. I'd do whatever it took to save him."
"Of course you would." Baxter paused. "That's a form of charity."
"No, it's not. It's sticking up for a friend."
I wasn't sure I saw the difference. But Graham certainly did. I could see now why he was worried about death. Most religions promoted charity and turn-the-other-cheek pacifism. Graham believed in capitalism and slap-back resistance.
I half-listened to them for the next few minutes. None of their arguments were new to me. I'd heard them all dozens of times among dozens of different groups. However, this time was somehow different. Their debate got me thinking about death, about the afterlife.
What happened after death? What happened to our souls? Did we even have souls? Or were we just gene machines, sans ghosts?
Science versus religion. It was an age-old battle. Religion was the entrenched powerhouse. But science was on the attack. Religion couldn't do much about it. It was forced to fight without evidence. Ultimately, faith in a Higher Power required a suspension of disbelief, not all that different than what was necessitated to trust in aliens, ghosts, or psychics.
My eyelids started to droop. I was tired. Hell, I was exhausted.
I lowered my head to my arms. Started a quick prayer for Beverly. For her life, for her soul. I did everything in my power to stay awake, to force my brain to get the words out. But I kept nodding off.
My head tipped further.
My thoughts vanished.
And I drifted away into restless sleep.
Chapter 58
The door creaked. I spun around and watched ten people march into the room. They quickly split apart and took seats at the long table. They were white, old, rich, and male, hardly the picture of diversity. But it wasn't a racist thing or even a sexist thing, at least not anymore. It was a constancy thing. Each person in that room had faithfully served on the Board of Directors for decades.
Andrew Zyler strode to the head of the table. For a full minute, he meticulously cleaned his thick glasses. Then he used the handkerchief to wipe sweat from his shaved head. "Hello, gentlemen."
Without fanfare, Graham threw himself into one of the leather chairs. I cringed as it scraped against the table.
I looked around for an open seat and spotted one opposite from Zyler. The leather squelched gently as I sat down in it. "Hi, Andrew."
"Thank you for coming here today." His smile was thin. Then again it was always thin. "We appreciate your presence."
Graham leaned back. "Why are we here, Andy?"
"For the last few weeks, the Board has been secretly evaluating Mr. Reed. We decided to keep you in the dark due to your many years of friendship."
I didn't like the sound of that.
Zyler glanced at me. "It's our understanding that you consider yourself a private archaeologist."
"That's correct," I replied.
"For the sake of simplicity, let's call it what it is. Treasure hunting. For the last three years, you've crisscrossed the globe. Exact details of your digs are unknown. However, you've managed to flout pretty much every antiquities law ever written."
"I can explain that."
"Please do."
"Antiquities laws are wrongheaded," I said. "They can't stop demand. As long as wealthy collectors exist, people will supply them with artifacts. Antiquities laws merely drive the activity underground, into the hands of criminals."
"Couldn't you make the same argument about murder-for-hire? Laws don't stop people from wanting to kill other people. They merely drive the activity underground."
I arched an eyebrow. "You're comparing me to a murderer?"
He shrugged.
"Treasure hunting is a victimless crime," I said. "It hurts no one."
"Except history," Zyler retorted.
"In its current form, yes." Beads of sweat bubbled up on my forehead. "But if it were legalized, the criminal element would melt away. With lower risks come lower profits. In order to get full value for their work, treasure hunters would have to fully exploit dig sites. In other words, they'd have to adopt the same techniques used by archaeologists."
"I understand your point. It's debatable, but I understand it. However, the law is the law."
"Some laws are meant to be broken. Don't forget, Dr. Martin Luther King was once considered a lawbreaker."
It was Zyler's turn to arch an eyebrow. "You and Dr. King? Now, who's making the exaggerated comparison?"
The sweat dripped down my cheeks. "Dr. King recognized some laws aren't just bad. They're illegitimate."
Zyler nodded thoughtfully. "Fair enough. We're curious about your work. Could you walk us through your most recent excavation?"
"I wish I could," I said. "But given the current state of antiquities laws, I make it a rule not to talk specifics."
He stared at me for a long moment. "We know you've traveled the world for three years. We know you've visited a dozen different countries during that time. But we have no idea what you actually did in those countries. We'd just like a little insight into your activities."
"I'm happy to speak in generalities."
"Are you sure you can't just walk us through a single excavation?"
"I'm sure."
"Well, I have enough information to make my decision then." Zyler straightened up. "It's my unfortunate responsibility to tell you we've decided to revoke your membership in the Explorer's Society."