Twenty years ago telephones seemed as immovable as bathroom fixtures. Now it’s like a drug I need on the hour.
“Hello,” I say, fearing it might be Rainey. She still calls occasionally.
“Dad, are you okay?” Sarah asks.
“You sound out of breath.”
“I’m fine, babe,” I say.
“I just came in from running.
How’s WAR doing? Have y’all taken over any government buildings or seized any university bureaucrats?” I mouth the word “Sarah” to Amy, who puts her hand over her mouth to keep from laughing out loud. The bed, an heirloom from my parents’ home in Bear Creek, groans at my insolence. Amy cannot contain her giggles and smothers her face against her pillow. To complicate matters Woogie, whose sleep underneath the bed has apparently been disturbed, appears from the side and jumps up on the sheets between me and Amy, who now is almost hysterical.
“Who’s with you?” Sarah asks, dryly.
“She sounds like she’s having a good time.”
“Woogie’s entertaining Amy Gilchrist,” I say, at least partially correct.
There is silence. Though Amy and Sarah have never met, Sarah knows our age difference; furthermore, even after all this time she is still loyal to Rainey. I wait her out.
“I take it,” she says curtly, “that you’re not as upset as I thought you’d be.”
“Upset at what, babe?” I ask, putting my finger to my mouth to shush Amy. Damn, Sarah will think she is terrible.
“Both the vice-chancellor and the chancellor have upheld the T Board’s position! Dade is off the team! We won!”
I look over at the digital clock.
“They announced the decision at nine o’clock at night?”
“It got out,” she explains.
“And they finally confirmed it tonight. I can’t believe you didn’t know. Are you mad?”
I relay the message to Amy.
“Hell yes, I’m mad! What good is this going to do?”
“Because it’s right. Dad!” Sarah says, her voice shrill.
“It says that women are more than football games; it tells kids that rape is serious; it tells guys that this campus will listen to women instead of football coaches.” She sounds indignant all over again.
I’m pissed as hell.
“All it tells me is that if a pressure group makes enough noise that it can get its way,” I sputter. Amy has withdrawn to her side of the bed and is looking at me with an irritated expression. I don’t care.
“It’s not a question of right or wrong but who’s got the upper hand. It’s racism, too. Do you think if the chancellor had been a black male, the decision would have been the same? Hell, no. Your group got what it wanted be cause it screamed the loudest and made some white males feel guilty and so they threw your group a bone.
Dade is a victim, pure and simple. He wasn’t harming anybody by staying on the team; in fact, he was a contributor to the school and to the entire state, and now WAR has taken that away.”
“Daddy!” Sarah yelps.
“You sound like some redneck!
I can’t believe you’re saying all this!”
I look up to see Amy getting dressed. I say hastily, “Sarah, I have to get off the phone. I’ve got to call Dade and his parents. I’ll talk to you later. I’m sorry if I sounded mean.” Damn it to hell. It’s always the messenger who gets shot. After she murmurs something I don’t catch, she hangs up, allowing me to say to Amy, “You don’t have to go.”
Most women would gather up their clothes and go into the bathroom. Not Amy. Standing by the bed in her panties, she fastens her bra and looks right through me.
“I wouldn’t stay here if you paid me a million dollars. I’m just appalled by the way you talked to Sarah. Have you heard of the First Amendment? If this had come out the way you wanted it to, the administration would have been wise and wonderful. You don’t get your way one time and you practically call your daughter a fascist. So Dade Cunningham doesn’t play in a few football games it doesn’t mean the world is coming to an end.
One of the reasons I liked you is that I thought you had some perspective on things. I don’t think you do.” All the while she is pulling on her jeans and sweater as fast as she can.
I reach down to the floor for my underwear. I don’t have the guts to admit to Amy that I have begun thinking of this case as a potential oil well.
“A few minutes ago you were telling me why you liked me,” I remind her.
She sits on the bed to put on her running shoes. Woogie, smarter than I am, has gone back under the bed.
“Well, I guess I was wrong. I don’t mind admitting that.”
“Well, I think you’re overreacting,” I say, pulling my pants up. With no clothes on I feel at a distinct disadvantage.
“And you’re not?” she scoffs and turns on her heels and is out the door.
“Amy!” I yell, but I hear the front door slam.
Shit! Am I not allowed to get mad just once without the women in my life going nuts? Poor Dade. I bet he has been trying to call me. Before I can pick up the phone to call him, the phone rings again. It is Clarise Dozier, who tells me she has been trying to get me for an hour. She says that she has already spoken with Dade and insists on reading the chancellor’s statement to me. It is about what I expected full of trite, high-sounding phrases.
“The university is a venue where education takes place, and it is in this spirit I make this decision….” Bullshit, I think.
The university is a venue where shoving matches take place, and my client just got out shoved Still, it is not Clarise Dozier’s fault, and I calm down enough to keep a civil tongue in my head. I thank her and tell her I need to call Dade, and she graciously hangs up, proving, I guess, that not every female I know ends a conversation with me by hating my guts.
By the time I get through to Dade’s parents, I have be gun to put a different spin on events entirely.
“You need to keep in mind,” I tell Roy, who has answered the phone and has complained bitterly about the decision, “that Dade got to play in the most important game in his life and was terrific. The fact that he won’t finish the season won’t matter that much in the long run if there’s an acquittal In fact, he’ll just avoid a career-ending injury. I know he sounded down tonight, but what he has to realize and what you do too, is that people will remember the Alabama game for a long time especially the pro scouts. That last catch alone was worth millions to him.”
I hope I’m not coming on too strong. Ideally, the idea will occur to them that I will be the ideal person to negotiate his contract. It can’t hurt to plant a few seeds.
“It sounds like they just caved in to a bunch of women,” Roy says, but sounding not quite as aggrieved, “I agree,” I say, on safe ground at last. To Lucy Cunningham, who takes the phone from her husband, I explain that the case could still be dismissed by the prosecutor and tell her that Dade’s statement went okay.
I’ll have plenty of time later to go back and tell her and Roy the bad parts, but they have enough to deal with tonight.
“The prosecuting attorney said he’d think about it.”
Lucy Cunningham scoffs at the possibility.
“Why should he do that? He gets elected by how many he convicts not how many he lets go. What’s another black boy to him?” Her voice is resigned. Don’t try to fool me, her tone implies. How many games Dade played is history.
The news is that he won’t play any more. Roy may be fooled into thinking the glass is half full, but she isn’t.
Yet, for some reason I have a good feeling about Binkie Cross: maybe it is unjustified, but I have the sense he likes Dade and would like to have an excuse not to have to try him. Justice is what every prosecutor is sup posed to do, not try people, who are more likely than not, innocent.
“We may be surprised,” I say, not having the nerve to offer up a platitude to her.
“What’s important is to explore any opportunity to avoid trial.”
“You mean, make a deal?” Lucy asks, way ahead of her husband.
“One hasn’t been offered,” I say quickly, but I don’t see any harm in preparing the way for something down the road. If Binkie were willing to knock this case down to a misdemeanor, I’d advise Dade to take it. I have no doubt his parents will have a major influence on his decision.