This was also a new thought to Duncan, and he turned it over in his mind. Karl’s breakdown was still a considerable mystery, which the Helmer family had never discussed with outsiders. The romantics had a simple explanation: he was heartbroken over the loss of Calindy. Duncan had always found this too hard to accept. Karl was too tough to pine away like some character in an old-time melodrama—especially when there were at least a thousand volunteers waiting to console him. Yet it was undeniable that the breakdown had occurred only a few weeks after Mentor had, to everyone’s relief, blasted Earthward.
After that, there had been a complete change in his personality; whenever Duncan met him in these last few years, he had seemed almost a stranger.
Physically, he was as beautiful as ever—perhaps even more so, thanks to his greater maturity. And he could still be friendly, though there were sudden silences when he seemed to retreat into himself for no apparent reason. But real communication was missing; maybe it had never been there...
No, that was unfair and untrue. They had known many shared moments before Calindy entered their lives. And one, though only one, after she had left.
That was still the deepest pain that Duncan had ever known. He had been inarticulate with grief when they had made their farewells in the shuttle terminus at Meridian, surrounded by scores of other parting guests. To its great surprise, Titan had suddenly discovered that it was going to miss its young visitors; nearly every one of them was surrounded by a tearful group of local residents.
Duncan’s grief was also, to no small extent, complicated with jealousy. He never discovered how Karl—or Calindy—had managed it, but they flew up in the shuttle together, and made their final farewells on the ship. So when Duncan glimpsed Calindy for the last time, when she waved back at him from the quarantine barrier, Karl was still with her. In that desolating moment, he did not suppose that he would ever see her again.
When Karl returned on the last shuttle flight, five hours later, he was drawn and pale, and had lost all his usual vivacity. Without a word, he had handed Duncan a small package, wrapped in brightly colored paper, and bearing the inscription of LOVE FROM CALINDY.
Duncan had opened it with trembling fingers; a bubble stereo was inside. It was a long time before he was able to see, through the mist of tears, the image it contained.
Much later that same day, as they clung together in mutual misery, an obvious question had suddenly occurred to Duncan.
“What did she give you, Karl?” he had asked.
There was a sudden pause in the other’s breathing, and he felt Karl’s body tense slightly and draw away from him. It was an almost imperceptible gesture; probably Karl was not even aware of it.
When he answered, his voice was strained and curiously defensive.
“It’s—it’s a secret. Nothing important; perhaps one day I’ll tell you.”
Even then, Duncan knew that he never would; and somehow he already realized that this was the last night they would ever spend together.
10. World’s End
Ground Effect Vehicles were very attractive in a low-gravity, dense-atmosphere environment, but they did tend to rearrange the landscape, especially when it consisted of fluffy snow. That was only a problem, however, to anyone following in the rear. When it reached its normal cruising speed of two hundred kilometers an hour, the hoversled left its private blizzard behind it, and the view ahead was excellent.
But it was not cruising at two hundred klicks; it was flat out at three, and Duncan was beginning to wish he had stayed home. It would be very stupid if he broke his neck, on a mission where his presence was quite unnecessary, only two days before he was due to leave for Earth.
Yet there was not real danger. They were moving over smooth, flat ammonia snow, on a terrain known to be free from crevasses. Top speed was safe, and it was fully justified. This was too good an opportunity to miss, and he had waited for it for years. No one had ever observed a waxworm in the active phase, and this one was only eighty kilometers from Oasis. The seismographs had spotted its characteristic signature, and the environment computer had given the alert. The hoversled had been through the airlock within ten minutes.
Now it was approaching the lower slopes of Mount Shackelton, the well-behaved little volcano which, after much careful thought, the original settlers had decided to accept as a neighbor. Waxworms were almost always associated with volcanoes, and some were festooned with them—“like an explosion in a spaghetti factory,” as one early explorer had put it. No wonder that their discovery had caused much excitement; from the air they looked very much like the protective tunnels build by termites and other social insects on Earth.
To the bitter disappointment of the exobiologists, they had turned out to be a purely natural phenomenon—the equivalent, at a much lower temperature, of terrestrial lava tubes. The head of a waxworm moved, judging from the seismic records, at up to fifty kilometers an hour, preferring slopes of not more than ten degrees. They had even been known to go uphill for short distances, when the driving pressure was sufficiently high. Once the core of hot petrochemicals had passed along, what remained was a hollow tube as much as five meters in diameter. Waxworms were among Titan’s more benign manifestations; not only were they a valuable source of raw materials, but they could be readily adapted for storage space and even temporary surface housing—if one could get used to the rich orchestration of aliphatic smells.
The hoversled had another reason for speed; it was the season of eclipses. Twice ever Saturnian year, around the equinoxes, the sun would vanish behind the invisible bulk of the planet for up to six hours at a time. There would be no slow waning of light, as on Earth; with shocking abruptness, the monstrous shadow of Saturn would sweep across Titan, bringing sudden and unexpected night to any traveler who had been foolish enough not to check his calendar.
Today’s eclipse was due in just over an hour, which, unless they ran into obstacles, would give ample time to reach the waxworm. The sled was now driving down a narrow valley flanked by beautiful ammonia cliffs, tinted every possible shade of blue from the palest sapphire to deep indigo. Titan had been called the most colorful world in the Solar System—not excluding Earth; if the sunlight had been more powerful, it would have been positively garish. Although reds and oranges predominated, every part of the spectrum was available somewhere, though seldom for long in the same place. The methane storms and ammonia rains were continually sculpting the landscape.
“Hello, Sled Three,” said Oasis Control suddenly. “You’ll be out in the open again in five kilometers—less than two minutes at your present speed. Then there’s a ten-kilometer slope up to the Amundsen Glacier. From there, you should be able to see the worm. But I think you’re too late—it’s almost reached World’s End.”
“Damn,” said the geologist who had been handling the sled with such effortless skill. “I was afraid of that. Something tells me I’m never going to catch a worm on the run.”
He cut the speed abruptly as a flurry of snow reduced visibility almost to zero, and for a few minutes they were navigating on radar alone through a shining white mist. A film of sticky hydrocarbon slush started to build up on the forward windows, and would soon have covered them completely if the driver had not taken remedial action. A high-pitched whine filled the cabin as the sheets of tough plastic started to oscillate at near ultrasonic frequencies, and a fascinating pattern of standing waves appeared before the obscuring layer was flicked away.