"Right. Just like the prints don't match."
Quinn felt himself getting light-headed, short of breath. He understood now why Renz was splashing cold water on his face. Though it hadn't seemed possible until a few minutes ago, they had the wrong man.
He went to the water fountain and got a drink, trying to slow down his thoughts so he could consider each separately and somehow fit them together to form a reasonable whole.
"He has to be our man," he said, straightening up and wiping his lips with the back of his thumb. "He's tricking us somehow."
"I don't see how," Renz said hopelessly. "Nobody's that smart."
"He's pretty goddamned smart."
Renz looked at him and said seriously, "So are you, Quinn."
Quinn felt the slow anger in him quickening, building in heat and strength. He charged up the hall and yanked open the interrogation room door. Burst inside. Behind him he heard Renz yell, "Quinn!"
Without remembering crossing the room Quinn was standing over the suspect, his huge right fist balled and ready to strike. He was aware of Pearl staring wide-eyed up at him.
Pareta jumped up, looking indignant and terrified. "Detective! Think what you're doing! Damn it, think!" She'd seen plenty of hard-ass acts in interrogation rooms, and knew this was real.
Quinn hadn't touched the suspect yet, knowing if he did touch him the game would change, his world would change. The system protected scum like this one, who was gazing up at him unafraid, confident.
The system that failed again and again.
"Who the hell are you?" Quinn demanded in a soft voice that made the flesh on the back of Pearl's neck crawl. She knew Quinn. She knew what the gentle tone and stillness could portend.
"I'm not Sherman Kraft," the suspect said calmly. Fear didn't seem to be one of his emotions.
"I didn't ask who you weren't."
"This has gone far enough!" Pareta said. She darted a glance at the one-way window, knowing Renz, somebody, should be out there somewhere and might stop this.
Pearl looked at Fedderman, who looked at Quinn, back at her, and shook his head no. Pearl was breathing hard. If Jeb Jones wasn't Sherman Kraft, who was he?
"Jeb!" she said sharply, the name flying out of her without thought. "Who are you?"
"You don't have to answer that," Pareta said. "You don't have to say a goddamned thing to these people."
These people? "Screw your lawyer!" Pearl said.
"Pearl!" Fedderman waved an arm, cautioning her to be quiet, his unbuttoned shirt cuff flapping like a sail.
The suspect continued looking only at Quinn, matching Quinn's unyielding stare with one of his own. There was a hardness in him Pearl was seeing for the first time, yet she recognized it. She'd seen it in people who'd bottomed out, entered the abyss and returned from it; and accepted that they were someday going back. She truly understood then that she didn't know Jeb, not at all.
He said, "I'm Sherman Kraft's brother."
Quinn backed away and stood looking at the wall behind the suspect and his attorney. Pearl couldn't take her eyes off her former lover who'd just become someone else again. Fedderman nervously paced, absently trying to button his loose shirt cuff.
Pareta snapped her shabby briefcase closed and stood up. "I have to know who I'm representing."
"You're representing me," the suspect said, "but you won't have to for long because I haven't done anything illegal."
Pareta thought it over, then sat back down.
"What are you doing in New York?" Quinn asked the suspect.
"As your attorney-" Pareta began.
"We're doing the same thing you are," the suspect said to Quinn, ignoring Pareta and cutting off his legal advice. "We're looking for Sherman."
"We?" Quinn asked. "You and who else?"
"Sherman's not my brother, actually. He's my half-brother."
"You and who else?" Quinn asked again.
"Our mother."
50
Now that Maria Cirillo had decided to give up on New York, her mind was at ease. She was simply tired of struggling in this city that moved so fast in the same place, that clanged and chattered constantly inside her head and heart, pressuring her, pressuring her…
Losing her part-time job yesterday as an optometrist's receptionist on Tenth Street was the final and decisive blow. Dr. Wolff said he was retiring and was winding down his practice, and his daughter was going to act as receptionist and file clerk for the next few months. He offered to give Maria the highest recommendation, and told her this had nothing to do with her work-it was simply time for him and his ill wife to leave the city and retire to Florida. Maria had received a generous severance check, but in New York it wouldn't last long.
She'd used most of her severance pay to buy an airline ticket to within driving distance of Homestead, Arizona. With her three years at John Jay, she could find work in the town's small police department. Maria had grown up in Homestead, had friends and family there, and had been the high-school sweetheart of the chief of police. The chief, she'd learned in her last letter from her mother, had recently filed to divorce his wife.
Maria didn't actually plan on reviving her old romance, but she knew it was one of those things that seemed ordained and just might happen. She was only twenty-six to the chief's twenty-eight. They were both young. He was handsome, and Maria, with her shoulder-length dark hair, pale complexion, and wide-set brown eyes, was beautiful and knew it. Her small, lithe body hadn't changed from her high school days. The chief would recognize it. High, firm breasts, a tiny waist, legs not long but muscular and shapely, a strawberry birthmark near her left nipple, like a second nipple…the chief would remember.
Maria hadn't had any problem getting dates in New York, in between fighting off the creeps.
She thought about the chief as she stood beneath her lukewarm shower with her head tilted back, facing away from the needles of water that were rinsing shampoo from her hair.
Don't get ahead of yourself.
But despite her attempts to control her optimism, Homestead sure looked better to her than New York. It could get hot out there, the dry heat, but today was more proof that it could be just as hot in New York, and it was a damp heat. Not like Arizona. She found herself humming as she ran her fingers through her hair to hasten the rinsing process.
Events and circumstances made it clear to Maria that it was time to give up her struggles in New York, to use what she'd learned and return home, if not in triumph, in contentment.
Her flight to Phoenix left in two days. Her lease on her tiny Lower East Side apartment expired in a month. She wasn't going to argue with the extremely difficult real estate management firm about refunding her month's rent deposit; she would simply not mail the last month's rent and forfeit the money.
Maybe she'd finish her schooling at the University of Arizona, close to home, or maybe she'd go to work as a uniformed police officer in Homestead and work her way up through the ranks. She wanted to earn some money. Maria was tired of being poor.
She squinted through running water and turned the faucet handle so the shower got cooler.
The water was almost cold when she turned it off, stepped out from behind her plastic shower curtain, and began toweling herself dry.
When she left the bathroom, still nude, her hair damp and stringy, she immediately noticed the long white box lying in the center of her bed. She stopped and stood staring.
Flowers? Who'd send-The right side of her head exploded into a pain so white and bright that it blinded her.
She could feel rough carpet nap on the left side of her face.
Must have fallen…Odd…
The pain intensified, and now the room was dark, darker, was floating away from the pain, away from everything…