“Mark’s all done, Chief,” Harlene said, “and he says to tell you he hit the jackpot. There is another car.”
“Yes!” He pumped the radio receiver in truimph. “Give that man a kiss, Harlene.”
“Well, if I gotta . . .”
“I’ll sign off and take this unit back to my house if he’s ready to roll.”
“Okay, I’ll log you off duty. You had a phone call a while back. Reverend Fergusson.”
“Clare called?”
“Ayeh. Said she wanted to talk with you about the McWhorter case.”
“Oh. That all?”
“Yes, that’s all. She’s a smart girl, she knows better than to waste a police dispatcher’s time with a lot of chit-chat.”
“Uh huh. Don’t forget who signs your paychecks, honey.”
“The town clerk. I won’t.”
He laughed. “Okay, thanks, Harlene. I’ll see you tomorrow.” He realized a second after he clicked the unit off that he didn’t have Clare’s number on him. He thought about calling Harlene back and getting it, but it was only fifteen, twenty minutes into town. He’d feel better if he could check up on her, make sure she was doing okay after everything that had happened last night. And while he was there, it would be worthwhile checking that MG of hers, making sure she was prepared for a winter breakdown. He swung the squad car across lanes and headed back north, toward the ancient hills half-hiding the winter stars.
St. Alban’s was dark when he swung past it from Church Street onto Elm. For a moment, he thought the rectory was dark, too, until he saw the lights shining out the back of the house. Of course, it was seven o’clock. She was probably making dinner. Nothing like showing up uninvited and unexpected at suppertime. He parked behind her car and trudged along the beaten-down snow. Didn’t she have anyone to plow for her? He kicked his boots against the lowest stairstep before mounting to the door.
The kitchen door was as uncurtained as the rest of the house, and Russ could see the rector of St. Alban’s sipping red wine and cooking up a storm on her gas stove. She was wearing jeans and a University of Virgina sweatshirt hacked off around the waist. From the bulk of the sleeves pushed up her arms, it must have belonged to one of her hulking brothers at one point. He could hear music through the glass, the pounding of the bass vibrating throught his palm when he touched it. Some group from the ’eighties, Sons of the West or something, singing, “Live it up, live it up, Ronnie’s got a new gun,” and as he watched, smiling helplessly, Clare shimmied back and forth shaking some sort of dried herb from a little glass bottle into an enameled pot on the stove. He started laughing at the point where the music blasted, “You can take all your flags and march ’em up and down,” because she did just that, swinging her hips and jabbing a wooden spoon in the air. Russ knocked loudly on the door before he could scare her by suddenly appearing in her window when she turned around.
He startled her anyway. She spun at the sound, dropping the spoon, her stockinged feet slipping on the floor. She didn’t screech, but she did clap a hand dramatically to her chest as she reached for the door. “Holy cow, you nearly gave me a heart attack,” she said, standing in the doorway.
“Sorry.” He retreated down a step, so her eyes were almost level with his. Coming over in person suddenly seemed intrusive. “I’m sorry, I should have just called.”
“I tried to reach you at the station,” she said, crossing her arms around herself against the cold. A gust of wind stirred her hair. “Good lord, it’s freezing out here. Please, come in.”
He paused. “Just for a minute.” He stomped more snow off on the top step. There was a wide rubber mat inside the door and beside it, a cardboard moving box held rubber rain-boots and a pair of wet running shoes. A coat tree tilted precariously toward the telephone, weighed down by the Millers Kill police-issue parka she still hadn’t returned.
She shut the door behind him. Her arms were still crossed, the wooden spoon clenched in one fist. “Please. Take your things off. Can I—oh, dang!” A dollop of tomato sauce had dripped off the spoon onto the worn white linoleum. Clare grabbed a rag and swiped at it while Russ shucked off his parka and hung it on the opposite side of the tree. There was a calendar thumbtacked into the wall next to the phone, picturing a stained glass window. There were saints listed in most of the days, and each Sunday was highlighted in red.
Clare tossed the rag into a bland, stainless steel sink, and replaced the spoon in the pot. She leaned one hip against the counter, her arms crossed again, while Russ rocked back and forth in his boots, reluctant to tread muck all over her floor, hesitant about taking them off.
“Oh, take off your boots and sit a spell,” Clare said, as if he were a book she could read. Bent over unlacing, he could hear her deep breath. “I wanted to apologize for last night,” she said. “I never just break down like that. It was inappropriate and poorly timed and I’m sorry.” It sounded as if she had practiced the speech.
Russ straightened, sliding his boots off heel by heel. “Never? You never break down and cry?”
A flush rose in her cheeks. “Okay, almost never. Certainly not with someone I haven’t known for very long.” She clapped her hands to her cheeks. “Oh, this is embarrassing.”
He sat in one of the four wooden chairs clustered around the kitchen table. “Funny. It doesn’t feel as if we haven’t known each other for very long. Does it?”
She blinked. “Honestly? No. It doesn’t.”
He spread his hands. “Remember what you asked me last night? ‘Who do you go to when you feel this way?’ ”
She smiled faintly, then laughed, a breathing out kind of laugh. “You’re doing me, aren’t you? That’s supposed to be me. Okay, okay, you’re right. I guess I don’t need to apologize for dumping on you.”
“I bet you’d call it ‘sharing’ or ‘venting’ if somebody did it to you.”
“Hmmmm.” She turned to the stove to transfer sauteed mushrooms from an iron skillet to the sauce pot.
The rectory kitchen was a faded white, with a dull and unpolished white linoleum floor, unornamented white cupboard doors, a serviceable white refrigerator, and a matching dishwasher next to the sink. The whole room had been turned out as cheaply and inoffensively as possible around fifteen or twenty years ago, he guessed. Reminded him of army housing.
Clare had evidently dealt with the blandness by littering the refrigerator door with photos, clippings, and cartoons, and hanging up a series of framed prints, each one featuring a single vegetable: an improbably wide carrot, a voluptuous eggplant, an aggressive tomato.
Crimson and yellow canisters marched across the white and gray-veined countertops, accompanied by thick glass jars filled with exotically shaped pastas. The sauce pot she was vigorously stirring was a startling cobalt blue, and whatever was in it, it smelled to him like he had died and gone to Provence.
She turned back to him in time to see the expression on his face. She laughed. “Hungry? Why don’t you stay for supper?”
“Oh, no. No, I couldn’t,” he said, as unconvincingly as possible.
She opened the refrigerator door, retrieved a wedge of cheese and plunked it on a cutting board in front of him. “You can grate the Parmesan,” she said. She rummaged in one of the drawers a moment before handing him what looked like the top of an egg beater with no beaters attached. “Just stick a chunk of cheese in that opening there and turn the handle,” she said, pointing. “It does all the work. Grates hazelnuts, too.”
She opened the oven door, releasing a cloud of bread-flavored steam. His stomach rumbled at the smell like a dog whining to be fed. “Almost done,” she said, shutting the door and retrieving her wine glass. She leaned against the counter. “I went with Kristen McWhorter today to her parent’s apartment.”