He stared aft again, to gauge how much longer … But Onward had swung slightly at her anchor, and instead of moored harbour craft he could now see two large buildings, one with a long balcony: the Osprey Mission.
Would Claire see Onward when she weighed? Would she care? Now, all she wanted was to forget. But life had to be faced again and lived no matter what, and he would only be a painful reminder. Like the scars on her skin and her memory.
He knew that he was biting his lip, a habit he had sworn to conquer, and bellowed, “Stand by, lads!”
He saw Midshipman Napier reach over to touch his friend’s arm. It was all still an adventure at their age.
Another voice: Harry Drummond, the bosun. “Man the capstan! Jump to it!” And the squeak of halliards as the Jack was lowered. For good or ill, the waiting was over.
“Heave, me bullies, heave!” More men running to throw their weight on the capstan bars, and a few marines piling arms in case their strength, too, would be required.
Squire found himself holding his breath until, after what seemed like an age, he heard the first metallic click from the capstan as the pawls began to move. The cable looked bar-taut, shining like metal as it took the full strain.
Vincent’s voice rang out, clear and final. “Hands aloft! Loose tops’ls!”
Despite the orderly confusion Squire could hear the cook’s fiddle, and his foot stamping time.On Richmond Hill there lives a lassmore bright than Mayday morn …
The sun was behind Squire and he took a moment to look aloft where the topmen were already spacing themselves along the yards, like puppets against the sky. Skill and experience, the true seamen in any man-of-war. But for every one of them there was always a first time, too, and Squire had never forgotten the sight of the deck or the sea swaying so far beneath him. And the flick of a starter across his backside if he was slow about it.
The capstan was moving steadily, and he thought maybe a little faster, and Onward had swung in response to wind and current. The mission was hidden, the guardboat was pulling away, someone waving from the sternsheets. He heard one of his own men mutter a joke, and laugh as if completely untroubled.
Onward would stir any man’s heart when she spread her canvas, and the anchor was catted just a few feet from his vantage point. And Claire might be watching. Remembering …
Squire studied the cable again, and the swirling traces of mud and sand in the water.
“Stand by!”
He saw Napier turn toward him and for a moment thought he had spoken her name aloud. He jabbed Napier’s shoulder. “Pass the word! Larboard quarter!”
He knew Huxley had been watching the procedure closely. Perhaps imagining himself in his own ship one day. Like his father.
“Up and down, sir! Hove short!”
If the water was clear enough, Onward‘s great shadow would be visible right now, reaching for her own anchor.
Click click click.
Squire stared aft again and saw the men on deck peering up at the yards, others ready at the braces. Like a familiar pattern but, as always, the captain stood alone.
Slower now. Some of the waiting marines had squeezed themselves into the revolving wheel of seamen. One of the scarlet uniforms was the new officer, Devereux. Squire had met him only briefly. It would take time. He was young.
He smiled. Of course. He held up his arm, and saw Vincent’s immediate acknowledgment.
“Anchor’s aweigh!”
Adam Bolitho listened to the capstan and felt the deck shudder beneath his feet as the anchor broke free of the ground. Two helmsmen were at the wheel, and Donlevy, the quartermaster, was standing by, as he had been since all hands had been piped. Julyan, the master-”Old Jolly” as he was called behind his back-was not far away, one of his mates beside him, slate and pencil poised for anything that might need recording in the log, or on a chart.
The shrouds and stays trembled and rattled as the first canvas broke and filled at the yards, and again the deck quivered as if other hands were trying to control the rudder.
Adam was standing in the shadow of the mizzen, just paces abaft the wheel, and without the sun in his eyes could see the full length of the ship. Squire and his men in the bows watching for the first sign of the anchor-ring, the “Jews-harp” as it was known, breaking the surface, so that it could be catted and made secure. More men being sent to the braces to lend their strength, and heave the great yards further round until each sail was full-bellied and stiff in the wind. A few men slipping in the struggle with wind and sea. To the landsman or casual onlooker, it must appear utter confusion until order was finally restored, topsails set, and the unruly jib trimmed and sharp, like the fin of a shark.
Adam watched the shore moving now as Onward gathered way, and the two hills which had become familiar, essential landmarks for this final run to the headland, and beyond to the open sea.
He leaned back now, gazing at the spread of canvas above, the masthead pendant stiff as a lance in the wind. Some topmen were making a lashing secure, or waving to others on the foretop, apparently indifferent to the distance from the deck.
The shudder again: the rudder taking charge.
“Anchor’s secured, sir.” Vincent was watching critically as the capstan bars were stowed away.
Adam thought he heard Jago’s voice above the thud of canvas and the chorus of rigging. He was standing near the boat tier kicking a wedge like a gun-quoin into place, to make them more secure for sea. He seemed to feel Adam’s eyes on him and twisted round to give his little gesture, like a private signal. So many times.
“Fall out the anchor party!”
More voices now: the nippers, youngsters who would be joining others stowing the incoming cable after they had scrubbed every fathom of it. Adam beckoned to Midshipman Hotham, who was standing by the flag-locker, a telescope over his shoulder.
Hotham said, “No signal, sir. Only the acknowledgment to mine.” He almost blushed. “Ours, sir!”
Adam levelled the glass but regretted it: in the short time since they had up-anchored, the bearing and distance had completely changed. The flagship now seemed bows-on, her masts in line and her figurehead unusually bright in the sunlight. Her pendant was still flying, but her ensign was obscured by the high poop. No boats alongside, and nobody on deck as Onward had passed. A ship already dead. He thought of the flag lieutenant. Finished.
He handed back the telescope and wondered why he had left his own in the great cabin beneath his feet. He glanced at the skylight, covered now by a heavy grating as a precaution while getting under way, in case something should fall from aloft. Easier than cutting new glass, he had heard Hall, the carpenter, remark.
But he was thinking of Tyacke. They had scarcely spoken since he had climbed aboard. There had been only a quick, firm handshake and an apology for his abrupt arrival, then he had made a point of going straight below where Morgan would make certain he was not disturbed. If that was possible in any man-of-war preparing for sea.
Adam knew it was why he had left the old telescope there. Tyacke was probably focusing it even now, watching the harbour opening out, headlands sliding aside for their departure.
Or looking astern at Medusa?
“Southwest-by-south, sir!” Julyan was by the compass box, his lips pursed in a silent whistle. “Full an’ bye!”