"Oh-yeah. The next day." Damien caught a long, resigned, shuddering breath. "The whole day was a total nightmare. I was so tired I couldn't even see, and every time anyone went into the tools shed I thought I was gonna faint or something-and having to act all normal, you know, laughing at people's jokes and acting like nothing had happened, and I kept thinking about-about her… And then I had to do the whole same thing that night, wait till my mother went to sleep and sneak out and walk back to the dig. If that light had been there in the wood again, I don't know what I'd've done. But it wasn't."
"So you went back to the tools shed," I said.
"Yeah. I put on gloves again and I got her-I got her out. She was…I thought she'd be stiff, I thought dead bodies were stiff, but she…" He bit down on his lip. "She wasn't, not really. But she was cold. It was-I didn't want to touch her…" He shuddered.
"But you had to."
Damien nodded and blew his nose again. "I took her out to the site and I put her on the altar stone. Where she'd be, be safe, from rats and stuff. Where someone would find her before she…I tried to make her look like she was sleeping, or something. I don't know why. I threw the rock away, and I rinsed off the plastic bag and put it back where it was, but I couldn't find her torch, it was somewhere down behind the tarps, and I-I just wanted to go home…"
"Why didn't you bury her?" I asked. "On the site, or in the wood?" It would have been the intelligent thing to do; not that this had anything to do with anything.
Damien looked at me, his mouth hanging a little open. "I never thought of that," he said. "I just wanted to get out of there as fast as I could. And, anyway-I mean, just bury her? Like rubbish?"
And it had taken us a full month to catch up with this gem. "The day after that," I said, "you made sure you were one of the people who discovered the body. Why?"
"Oh. Yeah. That." He made a convulsive little movement, something like a shrug. "I heard-see, I had the gloves on, so no fingerprints, but I heard somewhere that if I'd got one of my hairs on her, or fluff from my clothes or something, you guys could figure out it was from me. So I knew I had to find her-I didn't want to, Jesus, I didn't want to see her, but…All day I kept trying to figure out an excuse to go up there, but I was scared it would look suspicious. I was…I couldn't think. I just wanted it to be over. But then Mark told Mel to go work on the altar stone."
He sighed, a tired little sound. "And after that…it was actually easier, you know? At least I didn't have to pretend everything was fine."
No wonder he had been spacey during that first interview. Not spacey enough to ring our alarm bells, though. For a novice, he had done pretty well. "And when we talked to you," I said, and then I stopped.
Cassie and I didn't look at each other, didn't move a muscle, but the realization shot between us like a jolt from an electric fence. One reason we had taken Jessica's Tracksuit Shadow story quite so seriously was that Damien had put the very same guy practically at the scene of the crime.
"When we talked to you," I said, after only a fractional pause, "you invented a big guy in a tracksuit, to throw us off."
"Yeah." Damien looked anxiously from one of us to the other. "Sorry about that. I just thought…"
"Interview suspended," Cassie said, and left. I followed her, with a sinking sensation in my stomach and Damien's faint apprehensive "Wait-what…?" drifting after us.
By some shared instinct, we didn't stay in the corridor or go back to the incident room. We went next door, into the interview room where Sam had been questioning Mark. There was still debris strewn on the table: crumpled napkins, Styrofoam cups, a splatter of dark liquid where someone had banged down a fist or shoved back a chair.
"All right!" Cassie said, on something between a gasp and a laugh. "We did it, Rob!" She tossed her notebook onto the table and threw an arm around my shoulders. The gesture was quick and glad and unthinking, but it set my teeth on edge. We had been working together with all the old perfect understanding, slagging each other as if nothing had ever been wrong, but this had been purely for Damien's benefit and because the case demanded it; and I did not think I should be required to explain this to Cassie.
"Apparently, yeah," I said.
"When he finally said it…God, I think my jaw practically hit the floor. Champagne tonight, whenever we're finished, and lots of it." She let out a deep breath, leaned back against the table and ran her hands through her hair. "You should probably go get Rosalind."
I felt my shoulders tighten. "Why?" I asked coolly.
"She doesn't like me."
"Yes, I'm aware of that. Why should anyone go get her?"
Cassie stopped in midstretch and stared at me. "Rob, she and Damien gave us the same exact fake lead. There has to be some connection there."
"Actually," I said, "Jessica and Damien gave us the same fake lead."
"You think Damien and Jessica are in on this together? Come on."
"I don't think anyone's in on anything. What I do think is that Rosalind has been through just about enough for one lifetime, and that there's not a chance in hell that she was an accomplice to her sister's murder, so I don't see the point of dragging her in here and putting her through even more trauma."
Cassie sat back on the table and looked at me. There was an expression in her eyes that I couldn't fathom. "Do you think," she inquired eventually, "that that little sap came up with this all by himself?"
"I don't know and I don't care," I said, hearing echoes of O'Kelly in my voice but unable to stop myself. "Maybe Andrews or one of his buddies hired him. That would explain why he's dodging the whole motive thing: he's scared they'll go after him if he rats them out."
"Yeah, except we don't have one single connection between him and Andrews-"
"Yet."
"-and we do have one between him and Rosalind."
"Did you hear me? I said, yet. O'Kelly's on the financials and the phone records. When they come back, we'll see what we're dealing with and take it from there."
"By the time the records come back, Damien'll have calmed down and got himself a lawyer, and Rosalind will have seen the arrest on the news and she'll be on her guard. We pull her in right now and we play them off each other till we find out what's going on."
I thought of Kiernan's voice, or McCabe's; of the vertiginous sensation as the ligaments of my mind gave way and I floated off into that soft, infinitely welcoming blue sky. "No," I said, "we don't. That girl is fragile, Maddox. She is sensitive and she is highly strung and she just lost a sister and she has no idea why. And your answer is to play her off her sister's killer? Jesus, Cassie. We have a responsibility to look after that girl."
"No we don't, Rob," Cassie said sharply. "No we don't. That's Victim Support's job. We have a responsibility to Katy, and a responsibility to try and find out the truth about what the hell happened here, and that's it. Anything else comes second."
"And if Rosalind goes into a depression or has a nervous breakdown because we've been harassing her? Are you going to claim that's Victim Support's problem, too? We could damage her for life here, do you understand that? Until we have something a whole lot better than a minor coincidence, we leave that girl the hell alone."